Whoooooa. Shit yo. Erika's a pretty deep girl. She asked my opinion of her, so I told her. Thoughts just came to me and the words flowed like crazy. We had a nice long convo, it was nice. Nice talking to a girl about deeper things in life again. Been quite a while since I've done that. :) She's a nice girl. She's got the shit yo, she just gotta use it. Her dreams, inspirations, and whatever, she should give chase and not look back. So yeah, what happened is that we were talking about my blog and masturbating (lol What a convo starter), and then somehow it became one of the best convos I've had in a long time. lol Plus it's good to know that at least three people read your blog (Sup sup to Erika, Chui, and Alie lmao) So yeah, Chui's told me about Matt's party that's gonna be on Saturday. Two reasons I dunno if I can make it: One, not sure how much crap and hw I'm gonna get for the weekend yet. And two, you gotta bring a girl. lol Isn't it ironic that just a few days after I was complaining about not having that many close girl friends, that I'm gonna need one for a party. lol So yeah, Chui asked Sanchez already (lucky bum), so I'll have to see who I can bring. I'll have to see during the week if I meet anyone (lol it's all up to my skillz in meeting ladies this week) So yeah, I'll check it out during the week. 1

FINALLY! Blogger has let me post!!!!! Sup suuuuuup. Mets won the last game of the series. They're four behind now, with 6 games to play. I dunno if they're gonna make it. Ah well. I just noticed that some UK and German guys signed my guestbook lol. They also signed Chui's guestbook with the same exact messages. lol My body still aches today. Not as bad as yesterday, but still enough that I'm not gonna practice b-boying today. Finished my hw that's due tomorrow, but I still have to study, and I want to finish my fish lab that's due Tuesday. So yeah, after Mass today, Chui, me, Leo, and Onett went to Opane where we played DDR. I'm getting better at the stepping style instead of jumping around all the time. lol And is it just me, or is Onett (not sure if that's the correct way to spell his name) is pretty annoying? Sometimes he acts so immature. Well, what can I say, even though I didn't notice it at the time, I probably was as annoying as him when I was in eighth grade. lol Soooo yeah. I forgot what I was going to say. Oh yeah. Didnt' do the 30/30 today. Cuz once again I didn't see any girls at the bus stop/on the bus. Ah well, tomorrow again. Aight 1

And oh yeah. The Mets lost again. Now they're five behind w/ seven games to play. I doubt they're gonna make it. It's a 95% chance they're out of the postseason. Ah well, next year again.

(siiiiiiiiiigh) Dammit, Chui has been caught lying once again. He said earlier this week that he had already made my breaking CD, but had just misplaced it. Alas, just right now, his computer has broken. And he said, and I quote, "and now i can't make ur cd". (sigh) Ah well, he's paying me the money he owes me tomorrow, and he'll pay the two bucks that I paid for the CD later on. I guess I'll just buy another CD at the Wiz . . . not sure what to get yet though. I know that I want something good for breaking though. I'm thinking some rap CD. . . I'll figure it out. Gotta check it out online. And I gotta do my freaking hw too lol. Aight 1

LOL I just finished a convo w/ Sanchez and we were talking about her meeting Richard and Matt on Fri. Somehow conversation turned to how someone said how hot she was, and foolish me forgot that I had put who said those words on my blog. Thus, Christine easily found out, even though I believe that maybe I wasn't supposed to tell. lol Ah well, it's only a lil thing. I'm still mum about big stuff. Oh yeah, Sanchez called me sweet for the smile compliment thing a day or so ago. lol Hey, I try my best. I tell it like it is, both good and bad, except when something will forever wound a person's ego/persona, and that's when I try to ease up (unless of course I really dislike them). I got a freaking 50 (BOOOO) on Sanchez's quiz on how well I knew her. At least her 'friend' whom she called a "stupid ho" got a 30. lol Ouch, the Ice Queen strikes. j/p So yeah, I forgot what I was gonna say right now. Ah well. Damn, I haven't started my load of hw. Aight I'm out. 1

Sup sup. Well, today I woke up, and I knew at once that I wouldn’t be going to play b-ball. Damn yo, let me tell you what body parts are stiff right now. Both quadriceps, hamstrings, calves, and biceps are stiff. In addition to that, my abdominal muscles, shoulders, and upper back are also in need of a day off. It doesn’t look like I’ll be practicing my b-boying today. lol Ah well. I’ll just give my body a rest day for today, and if it still needs it, tomorrow too. Yup yup. Oh yeah! And I’ll be getting my dues from Chui tomorrow and also my breaking CD (he finally found it)! Woohoo! Now it’s only Leonard left who needs to pay me 14 bucks. I have a decent amount of hw, it’s not overwhelming, I have to do most of it today or else then it WILL become overwhelming. I heard from my sister that Andrea, Margaret’s lil sister, is better than me in DDR. She can get a C (!) on Paranoia (!). That’s crazy yo. Ah well, I’m not into DDR as much as breaking. Breaking kicks ass. I’m gonna try to start working out (I mean weights) once or twice a week instead of every two wks, so I can develop my arm strength some more. Plus I want to get buff. lol I should really start expanding my group of friends. I’m stuck where I am. The guys I’m good friends with have no close girl friends. I don’t even have a close friend of the opposite sex. This is crazy yo. lol Oh shit, I’ve just realized that I haven’t had a true close girl friend whom I talked to like every day since . . . hrrrmm . . . eighth grade! Oh shoooot, this is sucky. I’ve definitely gotta spread myself around. Yup yup. Oh, and an update for the 30/30 is that I’ve been pussying out lately. AJ is ahead of me by 2 now. Here’s two reasons I haven’t done it: 1. I usually don’t see girls on the train/bus that often anymore. What the f*ck yo? And 2. Sometimes I get the chance, and I still don’t take it. Is it that I have no yearning for girls or something? Well, it’s true that I consider myself as a leader: cool, smart, and self-sufficient (except for expenses of course lol I don’t work yet). I don’t really need a girl in my busy life, or at least that’s what I think sometimes. Yet, there’s the nagging thought in the back of my mind saying that in these matters I am too inexperienced to be pondering such thoughts. In conclusion, I’m saying that my conflicting self seems to be going toward the “get a damn fine girl already!” part. I’ve seen several girls on the train in the past week, and I could’ve definitely done the 30/30 then. I’m not making excuses for myself, I’ve been chickening out (I believe that I’m thinking too much before I make the approach). Aight, so I guess I’ll have to keep on trying. Phew, it’s a good thing I stopped writing bout that, cuz I was starting to ramble lol. Oh yeah, I was thinking (since my friends and I were talking about comedies and American Pie). And though this may seem sick, there’s this question that pops into my head. Do a lot of girls masturbate? I know, I know, it’s not socially correct to ask that question to a girl straight up, so that’s why I don’t. Personally, I truly have no idea of the percentage of girls that masturbate. Not that it is important to me, but I was just wondering. And just in case you were thinking, yeah, once in a while I masturbate. Some guys might not admit to it, but I just did lol. One day I’m gonna think back and say to myself, “Doh! You fool! Why did you put that on a public blog!?” lol So yeah, anyways, I was gonna say something else. . . hrmm. Oh yeah, now I remember. It seems that Nicholas Magrogan stayed in the Big R only because of my support. If I hadn’t befriended him, he might have gone back to NJ and gone to public school or something. It’s nice to know that you’ve affected a person’s life in a drastic and positive way. J His mom told my mom about it lol. That’s exactly why I don’t tell my parents too much, or else they’re definitely gonna blab it to someone I know. It seems that Magrogan hasn’t been doing his hw again (Doc Tric pretty much caught him big time on Thurs), so maybe I’ll have to guide him again. And oh yeah. The Mets lost last night. They’re 4 (? Not sure) games behind the Braves right now, with very few games left to play. (sigh) They say you gotta believe, but I dunno, with Piazza injured, I’m not sure if the Mets can pull it off. If they do, then they truly are the Miracle Mets they claim to be. Aight 1

hahahahaha! I was taking a look at AJ's site, and his quotes are too fuuuuny. Here they are:
"I don't that whole deal with breaking being a way of life . . . cuz ppl be like: man, breaking is a way of life. its our way of expressing our personalities . . . how they walk, how they dress, how they act . . . and im like, yeah it does -- if your obsessed."
"Breaking is like a ghetto martial arts . . . except without the precision, without the form, and without the fighting. But its still like a ghetto martial arts."
"Breaking is like a ghetto cheesecake . . . except without the sugar, without the graham cracker crust, without the cream . . . cheese . . . but its still a lot like a ghetto cheesecake."
"Breaking is like a ghetto day at church . . . except w--iight i know this is getting annoying, so imma quit this. haha"

That ish was maaad funny when I read it yo. lmao It's all good. And also, what is the deal with this nikka stuff I've been hearing from my friends? It's busted way of saying nigga, if that's what it's actually supposed to be saying. Personally, if one says nigga, it's not good. Also, it's strange when someone says nikka. I like jigga. Jigga is a word that rolls off of your tongue easily, you know what i mean? Anyways, I don't usually curse a lot. The most I say is usually shit, ass, shitballs, crap, mofo, or mutha. Oh and a funny thing happened on the bus today. This girl w/ her friends was on the bus, and I got up cuz the next stop was where I got off. I was behind her, and she starting dancing and shaking her ass, and her friend was telling me, "Hey, she's giving you her ass. You can touch it. Touch it" lol And I was like, wha!? I just politely smiled and declined, and then got off the bus. You never know where girls like that have been. She wasn't even that hot. Ah well, it's all in good fun. Aight, laterz. 1

Sup suuuuuup. You know, I was thinking as usual, and it occured to me that somewhere during my lifetime, I have acquired some sort of slight stutter. I don't know, maybe I get nervous, or I don't think straight. Whatever the case, I'm gonna work on stopping that. And now, here's my review of today. It was kickass. The whole school went to Bear Mountain and my old classmates played football the whole day. It ruled. I did aight, w/ 2 touchdowns, 3 interceptions. Wooooo. BC once again kicked ass, with 10 touchdowns during the course of the day. I found out that Noel is a freaking machine when playing football. he can run like a maniac and he's decent at receptions. And now, I've been thinking about this for the past few days, and when I heard some people say it too, I'm gonna write it down now. It seems that Drew is not very well liked in school. I don't hate him at all, but most of the time he can be reaaaally annoying. He says really jerkish stuff, putting people down or doing T-bones (hitting your chin so that your jaw gets banged up). Mad annoying a lot of the time. Ah well, if he keeps it up, then I'm gonna have to say it straight up to him. Oh yeah, I was talking to Chui, and he said that Eben told him that he saw Christine Sanchez on Sunday. And that Eben said that she's freaking hot now. lol I dunno if it was just me, but I thought that she was pretty decent looking even when we were in grade school. It's her smile, it's like ambient or something. So yeah, anyways, I didn't get a chance to break today, so I might have to practice tomorrow. I don't think I'll be playing b-ball tomorrow. One, it's gonna be freaking cold, and two, I'm mighty banged up as of this moment lol. Even though it was just two hand touch football, Andy was being his usual roughass self. And on D, I literally got an elbow slammed on my head from Charlie Boer. Not too mention that I slipped on one play (damn wet grass), and almost did a split. lol And yeah, my crotch area is still pretty sore from that. lol Aight, I'm out. 1

METS WON!!!!!!! Oh my gosh it's freaking crazy! They came back from a 6-2 deficit to kick ass! Woooo! Let's go mets, let's go mets, let's go mets!!!!! Three behind the Braves, and two behind the Phillies now, with 9 games left. Oh this is gonna be crazy yo. Oh yeah, I'm getting a group together of who'd like to go see Rent. So far I've got Charlotte, me, Chui, and Erika that want to go. Hmmmm, I gotta see who else would want to go . . . aight 1.

Sup suuuuup. Yeah yeah, today was an aight day. I did pretty well on my chem quizzes, and everything else I did aight. Math class was freaking crazy though. Freaking proofs. Hated them last year, hate em this year. I've gotta learn that ish or else I'm gonna do bad. Crap. After school, the ACS played soccer versus Hesperia. Asians vs Italians. But one of our own (Richard) betrayed us! He played for Hesperia, and scored the winning goals for them. We would've won if he was on our team. I played vicious D, and got banged up a lot. I got run into full force, got the ball slam into my chest from a blasting kick, and other ish like that. I got this bigass bruise on my right shin right now. lol It was fun though. Then when I got home I practiced breaking for like half an hour. I can do one freeze total (lol), and I'm getting better w/ my toprock and sixstep. Eventually I'm gonna kick ass though. And tomorrow I don't have any classes! Kickass or what? The whole school is going on the annual trip to Bear Mountain, where everyone jus chills and plays the whole day. Last year we played football for like 4 hrs and before that we played b-ball for like an hour. Woohoo. This year I'm gonna break for maybe a half hour or so, and then maybe a lil b-ball, and finally football! But I hope I don't feel tired tomorrow, cuz I did a lot of physical exercise the past few days, my body's taken a beating, and to top it off I did something to my left foot while I was breaking. Ah well. I'm gonna sleep early tonight, cuz I don't really have to do any work tonight. I'm jus gonna do a lil ish so I'm not overwhelmed over the weekend. Oh yeah! And I found out the PERFECT time to do arrive at school. I gotta get on the 7:20 express 7 train, and that means I'll be at the 86 and Lex stop at roughly 8. That is the time that a ton of hotass highschool girls are flocking to school. Jus gotta go up, talk to em, and voila. Aight, laterz. 1

Damn man. Maaaaad tired. Recently I'v been getting less than 7 hrs of sleep per night. Shooooot. Not a good day at all. In English I got a Satisfactory on my poem. It seems that I didn't understand that patameter stuff or whatever properly. Now that's 2 Sats in English. I have a feeling that's gonna be my worst subject this year (and to think, last year it was my best lol). Yeah, I did ok on my Chem quiz I think, and did pretty decent on the English test. Yup yup, and now we're doing freaking proofs in math class. I hate proofs with all my heart. Freaking things. Then last hour, in phys ed class, I learned I had to improve my 1.6 mile run. Fogarty's threatening that anything over 11 mins gets an bigass F on their report card. I tried pretty hard today, but I only cut my time to 12:55. Shoooot, I'm gonna have to bust my ass if I'm gonna pull off an 11 min 1.6 mile run! I practiced a lil breaking today, and I still don't remember that freeze that AJ taught me. Ah well. Oh yeah, I was talkin w/ Charlotte last night, and we're thinking of getting a group together so we can go to see Rent sometime. Dunno when though lol. I forgot to ask Chui. Oh that reminds me! Chui hasn't gotten around to burning a copy of the breakdance music I wanted! And I paid him in advance too yo. If he doesn't make it within the next week, he'll owe me that money in addition to the amount he already owes me. Aight, 1

Aaaaaaaaah. What a relief. I finally figured out a phat SN. It's AznBreakerJRey. Kickass or what? It took me a freaking looooong time to figure out a good one. Today kicked ass. Except that I didn't do the 30/30. Didn't match AJ. NOOOOOOOO! Must match. Tomorrow I must match. But besides that, I think today was kickass. I had the morning all free. :) And in that time I finished the Scarlet Letter. And what!? WHOOOOOO! Yup yup. The ending sorta made up for the slow pace of the book. Pretty damn good ending. Then had English class, did ok on the quiz. (I had Salem, but my second-thoughts betrayed me!) Gym was cool. We played European Team Handball. Mike Donovan kicked muthafreaking ass in that game. He scored like 3 goals in one minute! lmao And when he was put permanently on goalie, he stopped everything except 1 shot! Kicked the math test's ass. And Theo was aight. Finally at the end of the day, I went to B-boy club (Breakdancing). Whoaaa it kicked ass. I FINALLY learned how to do the six-step properly! Yeah, go me, go me, it's my b-day. Gotta practice for the walkathon coming up on Oct 15, cuz it's the first time I'll be unleashing in front of the public (aka Dominican Academy girls) lol Gotta practice my six-step and toprock first, and once I got those down, gotta practice my freezes. Then afterwards I'll try out my first powermoves, which are gonna be windmills and the handglide. Yup yup, breaking kicks lotta ass. Then afterwards I went to the Chess club at Regis, and damn yo. I'm kinda bad now. I won one outta three against this freshman. I stunk. But I'll improve and eventually kick ass. Ryan Robinson, who was an ass last year, has actually become human. He has backflashes at lunchtime, but now he's actually funny lol. Yup yup. We were talking, and we're thinking of joining the Tai Chi club, and I'll join the aquatic science club. They don't meet that often, and I'll have something good to put on my college application and stuff. lol Whoooo I'm good. Oh yeah, I was talking to Alex last night, and she was sayin that Rent is the best broadway show ever. I might go sometime. Then I'll see what's better: Miss Saigon (YEAAAAH! KICKASS!) or Rent (Hmmm, dunno yet.) I'll have to see whether my friends would want to go sometime. I don't want to go by myself y'know. Aight start my crapload of hw. 1

Sup sup. You know, just when you are sooooo confident and are actually actively looking for some girl to walk in to talk to, there are no girls. I even went in the middle of the train today and had to stand up in my search of a girl to talk to. Alas, none. I'm gonna sleep early tonight (lately I've been sleeping at like 11 something), so that tomorrow I won't sleep on the train and I can actually talk to girls in the morning without looking like I've just awoken from a hundred years sleep lol. AJ did the 30/30, so that means I've gotta match him dammit. I'll figure it out. Today was pretty damn cool besides the lack of a girl thing. Got a 96 on my Math quiz, and a good grade on my lab write-up for chem (forgot what it was. . .) And film class was a riot again. Loose is the man yo. And the funniest moment in class today was when a junior peeked into class and said, "Sup Mr. Loose! Watching porn again? (To us) Yeah, we watched porn last year, while Loose sat in the back and . . . (makes a masturbation motion) lmao. The class freaking cracked up like crazy. It's great. Aight, I got a crapload of Spanish to do, along w/ studying and crap. Y'know, the Scarlet Letter ain't too bad after the first half of the book. It's actually pretty damn good now! And at first I thought that hell would freeze over before I said that lol. Alex is reading the Great Gatsby. I have to read it later in the year. Damn man. I remember reading it in seventh (or was it eighth?) grade, and it was the most freaking slowass book I've ever laid my eyes on. And I have to read it later in the year too! SHIIIIIT. Hopefully, maybe I'll get some sort of freaking insight into the book now, cuz I sure didn't get how it was interesting back in the day. Oh and here's a list of name aliases jus in case you people don't know who I'm talking about. Chui=Nathaniel Chua=Nathan=Natedogg. Alex=Alexandra=Alie. Leo=Leonard. Ummm, who have I forgotten whose name/s I use sometimes? Oh yeah. Ebenezer=Eben=Ben=Scrooge=Nezer. Ummmm, Erika, Irrish, Rita, Margaret, Joana, and Christine Sanchez don't have any aliases so that's good. I think that's just about it. Aight. 1

Yahoooo! I finished my hw finally. Damn that was long. Anyways, I'm thinking of making a new sn. I was thinking of something w/ "JRey" in it. That's what people call me these days. I've happily outgrown the Dodawavemon stage. I was thinking something along the lines of "Pinoy Bboy Jrey" or "Azn Bboy Jrey" Ehhh, I dunno. I need suggestions! If you see me online, then give me some aight? Maybe JRey1230? Hrrrrm. This is gonna take a freaking long time. . .

Sup sup. Was reading Alie's blog, at least it's good to know that I'm not the only one that has a freaking crapload of hw. Shooot. This crap is gonna take me like 8 hrs. Damn damn damn. Had a dream that the screws on my glasses popped out and I had trouble fixing em. lol And now I'm gonna try remembering what I was gonna say yesterday. Hrrrm. Hmmmm. I think it was something about Alie. Ooooooh yeah! Now I remember! She was saying yesterday that she would ask me how's life but she already read my blog lol. I guess that's sorta true. I am putting a lot of time/effort into this assignment. It's pretty interesting to me though. The only negative is that I don't have much to talk about with people if they read it. lol And damn. Is Alie the only girl I know that likes sports? Well baseball anyways. Ah well. And ummmm, yeah. AJ and I were chatting last night, and I was saying that the DDR machine is like a chick magnet (I said that if it was a human, it would be the equivalent of 1000 pimps lol). AJ differs in opinion, saying that breaking is better. After he breakdanced after the walkathon last year, like 6 girls came and talked to him. Thas another plus of learning to break. :) And that's also another good reason for me to join the B-boy club. Kickass. Aight, I gotta kick my hw in the ass now. 1

Hey. Well I just finished a looong chat w/ a ton of people. Damn, I never had that many peeps on at once! 17 or more yo! Well, got some new people sns. Richard, two Phils, and a Matt. Jus intricating oneself into my friends' web of friends. Richard was mad hyper, and really freaking annoying. Dammit, now I know how I was when I was hyper. lol The two phils are quiet. Matt is sorta. Soooo anyways, Mets beat the Braves again yo! 3 1/2 games behind now! Talked to Alex again (the one I knew from camp). Her first words: "I was looking at your blog, and I hate to tell you, but the Mets suck." (sigh) Yankee fans. Can't be satisfied. lol Couldn't talk to her properly cuz of this other chatroom and I was also talking to Charlotte. In fact, i couldn't pay attention to any of them properly. Ah well. lol I know I wanted to say somethin else, but I'm getting mad sleepy now. I'll remember it tomorrow. 1. Oh and that reminds me: for those of you who don't know what 1 means, it's short for: "I love you". Other variants are 1 luv, 1 love, 143 (number of letters per word). It's a better way of saying peace to the ladies in my opinion. Sorry guys, you get the peace. lol Damn, sleepiness setting into overtime. Aight tom again 1.

Sup sup. Today was a pretty damn good day. But first lemme talk about yesterday. AJ, chui, and I played SC last night. And I lost. . .miserably. lol Damn Chui and his confounding tactics! Free for all is only good if there's an even number of people, cuz if it's three, one person can just sit out until the other two battle and then he can destroy the weakened forces. Damn. Ah well. Aight, so as I was saying, today kicked ass. I did the 30/30. Yup yup. :) Matched AJ. AND WHAT!? Now I know two female Alex's and one male Alex from the 6th grade. Kickass. Well, I was waiting for Chui and Eben in Opane so I played DDR w/ Leo. Well, this girl we saw yesterday came, struck up a lil convo. Basic stuff. I didn't get nervous either. Kickass. AND I beat Butterfly. Yesterday I couldn't. I kicked it's ass. And I rule in the Naoki Brilliant 2K1 song or whatever it's called. Woohoo. Today I ruled in DDR. Still can't do step steps though. Freaking hard. Must practice more. Anyways, so after that, we helped pour the drinks in the Church basement. While serving drinks, I realized that it probably isn't too bad being a bartender. you get a wad of tips, and you don't do much except pour drinks out for people. Kickass. Saw the girls there. They looked nice. Didn't get to talk to Irrish much though. Ah well, at least we saw her again. We'll talk to her online or something. Sooo, Rita somehow really truly enjoys studying. I don't enjoy it with a vengeance, but I'm disciplined enough to be somewhat interested in the stuff. And evidently Irrish, who was supposed to tell Rita about my site, did not. So now Rita hasn't signed my guestbook. Who else hasn't? Hrrrm. Rob hasn't! Forgot to tell him about my blog last time he was on. Ah well. Oh yeah, Erika was acting kooky today. She was saying hi to everyone and forcing them to say hi and wave back. Well, yeah. So me, Chui, Margaret, and Joana went around the school reminiscing about all the crap that happened. Joana's still the same. Quiet as usual. Leo and her would make a good couple. Two quiet people, y'know. Margaret is acutally taller now. So yeah, we hung out blah blah blah blah blah (You gotta hear how my history teacher says that blah x4 stuff. It's kickass!) So yeah, it was all good. Then afterwards, I finally realized that Fr. Mike ain't such a bad guy after all. Before I thought he was just this lil pudgy priest that made fun of people. I didn't like the make fun of part. But, I was sort of an ass back then. I'm (at least I think) more mature nowadays. So he's pretty cool now to me. Yeah, so after that, the gang went to Opane. Played DDR there again. Did pretty good again. The girls were about to leave, so they hugged Eben, and then me and Erika sorta had this glance thing and an awkward hug. It was more fluid w/ Rita. Didn't know if we were at the hug stage yet y'know. So I guess we are. lol So all of us hugged each other, Eben even hugged Mankind (lmao). Leonard of course didn't hug the girls or Mankind. I tried to make him, but he was shy as usual. Y'know, once I get a gf, I gotta hook him up with somebody. He's probably not going to find a girl by himself due to his shyness and passivity. The only time he gets hyped is when he plays some videogames or sports. lol So yeah, that was my day. Now I have a freaking SHITLOAD of hw to do. Crappola. I'm gonna have to do it now. And oh yeah, for those of you who don't know what DDR stands for: Dance Dance Revolution. Basically it's a game where you have to "dance" to the music by following the arrows on the screen and hitting the corresponding direction key on the floor at the same time. It's a simple and seemingly boring game in theory, but it's harder and more fun than what the description is. It's also a great workout if your style if you jump a lot (that's my style). Some people just step on the keys, but one can't really get into the beat that way. Ah well. And oh yeah! The Mets beat the Braves last night at Shea! YEAH! 4 1/ 2 games back now! WOOHOO! If the Mets continue in this fashion, and the Phillies start losing a couple games, then the Mets will win this thing! Booyah. Aight gotta go. 1

Sup sup. Today I had a decent day. Had a ton of free though! Kickass. AJ is doing the 30/30 too. I'm gonna match him day for day yo. Now I have some REAL competition. Unlike *cough* the other 30/30 goers *cough*. Damn, choked on some saliva there. Didn't go to the party thing today after all cuz my mom hadn't in fact gotten a ticket when I thought she did. So that's good. Kickass. Aight, now I know what I gotta do. The plan is to do the 30/30 without thinking. Well, think some, but you just gotta forget all that shit that's runnin through your head. One must be instantaneous. If you see a girl and you don't talk to her within three seconds of seeing her, then you probably won't be talking to her cuz you'll be thinking about all this other crap. Thus, I must practice the three second rule too. Damn this antisociablity crap yo. Anyways, I played DDR w/ Chui's crew after school. Damn I suck now. And I used to be good too. Shooooot. I gotta practice that stuff sometime. Then, even though I was tired, I played some b-ball w/ my neighbors. I was decent. But then my fatigue set in. I was doing pretty crappy after a while. Not a good day for me. Ah well, just gotta pludge onwards y'know. I was talking to an acquaintance I know, Charlotte, and she winks online. I was thinking, and I realized that I've never really seen people wink in real life. Who actually winks in real life (and I don't mean as a tic)? I sure as hell don't. People online do though. Ah what the hell. ;) 1

Sup sup. Today was pretty cool. Didn't do the 30/30. I don't know why, maybe it's cuz I'm not motivated or something. However, I'm starting to get some smiles from girls/women. It's a start. Did pretty well in Espanol again today. Yo, guess what? Margaret's mom did the craziest thing. She signed me up to volunteer for the St. Mike thing on Sat. Damn yo. Now I definitely have to go. Shoooot. Ah well. And I was mistaken: The Mets are within 5! YEAH! Oh yeah. Got an S on my first english paper. Damn. Oh well, I'm gonna kick ass in the poem assignment. Today we were talking about what a poem consists of, and Doc Tric said that when he once asked one of his students what's an example of trochaic meter, the kid said, "Fuck you." And it was correct too! That was the freaking funniest moment in school ever. Another funny ass thing happened in English today too. Mike A. was saying one of his journals out loud, and Doc heard "The chicken penises aren't bad." instead of chicken fajitas. lmao That was another memorable moment. English class is a riot.

Sup sup. Today was a pretty damn good day. I kicked ass in Spanish class. Yup yup. And I got a 92 on my spanish quiz too. Kickass! Got a 10 outta ten on the English quiz, but I got a 1 outta 2 on the History one. Damn. Ah well. We ran the reservoir today, which was 1.6 miles. Took me 13:40 to run it. Not bad. I didn't even get tired until I reached like 1.3 miles or something. Mets won again today! Yesss. 6 games behind the Braves if they lose tonight. Kickass. ACS meeting today was pretty cool. The freshmen weren't harassed with strange questions like we were last year. Damn. Oh well lol. Didn't do the 30/30. I guess I owe the Red Cross some donation. To think about it, I would have given the donation even if I had talked to a girl. I had some good chances today too. I now know my best time to do it: Roughly 3:30 at the train stop after school. There's always some nice girl around there. There were two yesterday, and there was one today. Mornings I don't see girls on the train. Only middle-aged, miserable, people. Anyways, at least I smiled at some people today. Once at one of the teachers in this school near us (waved too. It was more of a joke thing though) and another time at this pair of girls. Okay, I got it now. I know what's gonna motivate me. If I don't do it tomorrow, then I'll ask Drew to punch me on the arm, ummm, 3 times. That's good. Aight, I'm gonna have to do it tomorrow then. I don't like punched. Y'know, I was thinking about the condition of some public schools today, and I've realized that there's so much fuckin violence cuz they don't have their priorities straight. What the heck is up with this gang initiation shit? That's stupid. And beating up people jus cuz they're black, white, or asian. And what's strange is that some kids laugh at it. That's just wrong yo. No doubt about it. Okay, so let's see here, umm. Ok. So I'm definitely getting my ass in gear tomorrow and starting the 30/30 over again. I'm about 1 for 10 days. That's sucky. Weekends usually don't count for me cuz I'm busy doing shit, except if I see a girl by herself at my stop. That's good then. No excuse there. BUT, I vow that I'm gonna get to the .500 mark like the Mets dammit! That means 9 weekdays in a row I'm gonna get it. Shoooot. Everything in my life is going great except this. It's just another challenge. I'm gonna kick it's mutha f-ing ass. Indeed. Damn. Gotta get my haircut tomorrow. Shoot. Got a doctor's appt tom too! Shoot. Gotta talk to a girl tomorrow. Kickass. Gotta make sure I ask for the digits if I'm getting the vibe. Indeed. Aight, gotta do hw. 1

Here's a tidbit for ya: It took me un hora y media a completo quince frases en espanol y una pregunta en mi texto. This shows how slow & lacking I am at Spanish. Damn yo. That should've taken me only maybe a half hour. Anyways, the Mets are trying for a push at the playoffs. Seven games behind the Braves with only 18 games to go. That means that basically the Mets have to at least win 15 games to have a decent chance at making the playoffs. This is gonna be crazy. You gotta believe yo. They're finally looking like a championship form team again. And Rey Rey is actually getting tons of RBIs these days! Shit yo! Aight 1

Sup sup. Didn't do the 30/30 today. I have one more day to do it. Tomorrow. I had one good chance today, there were two decent girls on the train. I was talking w/ AJ, and we probably could've paired off. All I had to do was smile at them. One smile. But noooooo. I think it's like some sort of part of NYC culture that we are naturally unfriendly in times of noncrisis. Damn. Aight, another goal tomorrow is to smile at least one other stranger in addition to the girl that I'll talk to. And today I only had 80 mins of class the whole day. I didn't even have gym cuz our teacher was out too! That's some crazy shit yo. Muahahaha. Thus I got a ton of work done. I've decided to try and join the chess team. Tomorrow is the ACS meeting. Woohoo. ACS of course stands for The Asian Culture Society! Kickass. I'll be part of Billiard club again this year. Also, I might possibly join the handball club if it actually gets established as a legitimate club. Finally, I might get into the B-boy club. Y'know, breakdancing. It's phat. I tried learning by myself, but it's mad hard. Friggin six-step downrock. Oh yeah! And there's this one guy at school named Leonard, and he has almost EXACTLY the same hair as Leonard Chua I know! Kooky ain't it? lol Aight, that's about it, so peace. 1

OH. MY. GOSH. Who kicks ass!? I was fooling around with the template and somehow figured out how to put the links on the side!!! WOOHOOOOO! And to think there was a line in the template that said something like, "If you want to put links, just replace these information with your own." lmao It just ocurred to me how to do it when I was examining both Chui's and Alie's blogs. And I saw Chui somehow got his links where he wanted em. I know that he has basically no knowledge of html just like me. :) Thus, through my superb powers of deduction (that and my willingness to actually use my spare time to fix this), I have put my links on the side! Oh yeah, I feel good! :) Woohoo. I guess I was wrong about the loooong time thing. It'll be a long time til I actually understand what I did, but I was able to figure it out. Kickass. Aight, 1

Shoooot. I was taking a look at Alexandra's updated blog, and it has a sleek new look. And she finally figured out how to fix that problem with the time. Darn her and her confounding skills in HTML! lol j/p Anyways, it's a good thing I'm learning HTML later this year, so I can finally figure out how to get the freaking links to the left-hand side of the page! Then I'll be willing to add Alex's, Chui's, and Eben's blogs to my links. Woohoo. But don't expect it anytime soon. It's gonna be quite a loooong while from now. Oh damn. I know I was gonna say something about Christmas but I forgot. Ah well. Anyhoo, I was thinking today, and I wish to state some things. First, yes, guys generally think about sex every few minutes, except when intrigued with sports or some other crap. Also, the shy guy never gets the girl cuz he's unwilling to talk to her in the first place (which is why I'm trying to prevent that in myself). A jerkoff will always be a jerkoff. A bitch will always be a bitch. And oh yeah! I read an interesting book about memory, and that we only perceive stress. That's why some people can live with working a ton of time, while others get annoyed around 1 hr of work. An example of that would be that most people go to some exotic place for vacation where they endure lots of physical exercise, sporadic eating and sleeping times, and generally partake in what would normally be stressful situations. However, it is their perception that they're having fun that makes them not have stress. Another thing is that if you eat too little (eg 1200 cals a day), your stress levels skyrocket and you blow your top much more easily. So eat healthy people, not anorexically (if there's such a word). And finally, I leave you with this out of context quote that one of my female friends said to me, "There are so many hot guys at school! In fact, I'm on top of this one senior." lol

Sup sup. Damn yo, last night I had such a kooky dream yo. Aight, it starts with me waking up in the middle of the night and seeing that my air conditioner is still in my window (In real life I took it out yesterday and put it back in my closet). So I try to take it out. Then somehow I end up on some hugeass ship. For some reason, some of my cousins are swimming in front of the ship. I dive in too, and we swim some. Then I’m in this house playing cards or talking with some people I don’t know. For some reason, there’s this girl at the house that somehow I know is married. She says, “I’ll meet you upstairs.” So then she goes upstairs, and after awhile, I follow suit. When I enter the room, she’s lying face up on the bed already, with her head off of the bed (you know like when you watched TV upside down when you were little? That position. Hey, don’t look at me strangely like that! I know you did it too! lol) Anyways, I lie down next to her, and we look into each other’s eyes. We're about to kiss, when she starts fiddling around with the bangs of my hair. So then I ask, “What are you doing that for?” and start tickling her ribs. LOL Don’t ask me where that came from, it’s from somewhere in the depths of my kooky mind. I know it was about to continue, but then the dream ends. Damn alarm.

That was a long dream now wasn’t it? Didn’t do the freaking 30/30. I had two good chances. One in the morning, when I was going to school and I saw this freaking hot girl sitting. Another wasn’t as great, it was just this hot girl while I was going up the escalator. Hrrrrm, I gotta put some money up on this yo. I got it! If I don’t do it by Wednesday night, then I’ll donate some more money to the Red Cross. Indeed. That way, my sister won’t benefit from it if I don’t do it, and the less fortunate do, and if I do succeed, then woohoo. That’s two days to complete one conversation. Easy enough.

Now lemme review today. Woke up, felt crappy, yadda yadda. Got to school, did mas o menos por la pruebita de Español, y aced the Chem and History ones. Now that’s Spanglish for ya! Did a kickass lab in which we got to see aluminum rust before our eyes (or was it rust? Mysterious music plays . . .) And finally, in film class I learned why they call Alfred Hitchcock the master of suspense. His work is cool. And tomorrow I have the greatest schedule! We have to be in normal time, but I have NO classes til 12:10!!! Whole friggin morning is free. Then in the afternoon I have only Theo, gym, and English. Kickass! Whoever made up my class schedule is the man! Or woman! Or whatever! Woohoo. Peace. 1

Sup sup. I forgot to post it on Friday, and blogger was down last night, so here it is: Here's a bigup shoutout to my gal Irrish! lol She wants her name in everything yo. And just in case (she starts whining), here's one for you too Erika. Here's a nonexistent shoutout to my gal Erika! lol Hrrm, wonder if anyone will notice the difference. . . jus playin! lol Anyways, I finally used that shirt I bought last year again. I like that shirt so much, I think I'm gonna buy another one just like it, except it'll be white instead of grey. Cuz it's sooo smooth. I love that shirt. I thought I had SOOO much homework yesterday, but in fact it was pretty easy. Much easier than I thought it would be. My self-discipline is still a bit shaky, but I'm working through it. Went to BJ's today, (not THAT kind, you sicko! It's one of those retail clubs) and got myself the Enrique Iglesias CD. I know, I know, it's mad old, but it's still cool. Bailamos is toooooo cool. I was gonna get the Alicia Keys' Songs in A Minor, but some guy got the last copy they had. Shoot. Ah well. Hrrrm, Erika's right. I gotta keep up my 30/30 adventures yo. Tomorrow or tuesday I've really got to start again. I have NO idea where my shyness came from, but it's kinda sad cuz most of my friends are worse. I just gotta remember the feeling after successfully talking to a girl w/o being shut down. It's such a great feeling. Oh yeah. I've got a question to pose to you guys: Why is it that even though I've been getting more than 8 hrs of sleep lately, I'm still feeling tired throughout the day? That's strange. Oh well. And one more thing. There's the St. Mike thing 150th anniversary thing coming up. If Irrish wasn't coming on Saturday, I definitely wouldn't be going. BUT she's going. Thus, out of courtesy (since she's coming outta LI to see the gang), and since I haven't seen her since like June/July, I'm 60% sure I'm going. It counts on how much hw the teachers pile on us. And on this Friday, we have the St. Mike dinner/dance. Woohoo. Alas, I HIGHLY doubt that any girls my age are coming to that since it costs $75 a ticket. Steep eh? They better have good food dammit. I think Chui & Margaret are going to that though. Hopefully. If not, I'm gonna be stuck with the Spanish speaking parishioners and be bored outta my mind for the whole evening. Whoop dee doo. On the bright side, if that happens, I might be able to ask someone to finally teach me how to salsa, meringue, lambada, tango, or whatever other dances there happen to be! Woohoo

Sup sup. Today was an aight decent day. Didn't do the 30/30. I'll try doing it tomorrow. Played b-ball today for a lil while after school. Did aight. I'll probably play b-ball tomorrow. Not much to say today. Ooooooh yeaaah. I remember what I spent doing while waiting for the bus. You know you always see these religious dudes on the street. SO today I decided to talk to one. Humor me, y'know? Well, anyways, we went into a freaking loooong convo about religion. I forgot the dude's name, but whatever. He was pretty cool, but once he said something wrong, I was like buhbye. He said that the reason for the numerous denominations of churches today is because of something called the apostacy or something like that, when Christianity underwent a period of intense persecution. He said that ALL the followers of Christ were killed. Not true. They just went into hiding. Soooo, that was the end of that convo. lol Ah well. Oh yeah. Donated some cash to the Red Cross too. Aight, peace. 1

I was just reading Alexandra's blog, and I thought it funny that Staten Island is always made fun of by everyone. lmao Y'know, at least in light of the recent tragedy, there have been some good stories. Like there's this one guy who jumped from the like 82nd or 62nd floor and survived with only a broken leg! At least that's what I heard on the news. He's daaaaamn lucky. I'm just lucky that I didn't know anyone that was hurt or killed. One of the guys I know at school I feel sad for: He lost two friends and a cousin. Last I heard, the death totals are estimated to be about 10,000. At times like this, people wonder whether there is a god. I don't wonder if there is a god, but why He would let something like this happen. In one of the discussions I've seen online, a Christian said that God only lets things happen to us that we can handle and which we can learn and grow from. I have no idea why God would give us, foolish dumbasses, reins to our life. I mean, human beings are supposedly the smartest of the animals. However, we're the only ones that kill other than for food. We're a self-destructive species, mankind. At times, it's great to be human, but in these times, it sucks to know we're in the same species as psychopathic terrorists.

Today was an ok day. We don't have an overwhelming amount of work to do today, but I want to finish what's due over the weekend. Didn't do the 30/30, and didn't have Spanish or chem today again cuz of a messed up schedule once again. Father Bender talks mad fast. And well, that's about it. Today was pretty freaking boring.

It sure takes freaking long memorizing the periodic table of elements. Y'know, a kooky thing that I learned about my school is that it doesn't let students mention its name on a personal website or something without prior approval from the dean. What the heck is up with that? I'm sure as hell not gonna be mentioning my school here cuz I don't want the dean after my ass. Shoot, and I'm damn proud of my school too. Ah well. I know, I'll just call my school the Big R from now on. Indeed. Muahahahaha

Y'know, I was listening to the radio this morning, and the fucking Washington Times has been telemarketing some ad shit that said something like, "Due to the recent tragedies, we'd like to offer you a special offer!" Whoever thought this up has got to be one sick mutha. I mean damn. Come on people, have more taste than that! (sigh) One of the guys I've been listening to brought up a great point: That the only time that there will be world peace is when the freaking aliens come in with their four heads and attack the earth. Then it won't matter whether you're Jew, Christian, Muslim, black, white, yellow, red, or whatever. I think that's just sad.

This is just a lil prayer going out to all those who died in the tragedies today. May they rest in peace.

Today was the freaking craziest day in New York. I mean in a bad life-changing way. Lemme start off with how the day started. Well, it was a normal morning, I was sleepy as usual. In the morning I planned on doing the 30/30. No hot girls on the train today. Arrived at school. Started studying the chemistry elements. I couldn't believe that there was an element called Einsteinium. lol Damn Einstein's good. First his MC squared stuff, then making the top of the most influential people, and then getting an element named after him. He's damn good. Anyways, I went up for advisement. Normal advisement, except that I got panicked when the thought hit me that Ms. Basile might pop a quiz upon us. Shit. So I started cramming like crazy. Then Ms. Weatherall wanted us to play a little thing so we might get to know each other more. I paired up with Tim. He's cool, he likes macking it to the girls, and he macked on this fat honey over the summer lol. He said something like, "More pudge for the nudge" or some crap like that. lmao Ms. Weatherall didn't get the mack part, so that was funny. Afterwards, BC and I went to the Language resource center to study Spanish. There, I heard from Mark that two planes crashed into the World Trade Center. And it turns out it was true. The freaking bad thing was that I was still busy worrying about my Spanish. I can't believe that while those people were dying and suffering, I was sitting on my ass at that table, studying for a freaking Spanish quiz. What the hell was that? Ah well. Then we learned that the two Twin Towers COLLAPSED, and even the freaking Pentagon was hit with an airplane!!! Crazy terrorists, yo! After classes were canceled for the morning, the thoughts of what happened sunk in, and it was depressing. I felt like crying. I suddenly thanked God for keeping me safe and all that. We ate lunch as usual, and classes resumed for the afternoon. We had English class, and the Doc was pretty cool. Funny, that this journal I was keeping, is going to end up as an assignment for English class! lol In Fogarty's class we didn't play any sports, but he talked to us about how we should be grateful and how we shouldn't take the little things for granted. Pretty damn good speech. Then we had Scac. Normal class. Afterwards, we learned that we weren't going to have school tom, and finally that some of the subway systems were opened again. Got home around 6 tonight. Damn those fucking terrorists. If we go into a war, I'm being drafted in less than three years. And then boot camp and off to war I go. Y'know, just yesterday I didn't care at all about the shit that was going on in Palestine and the so called holy war between those peoples in the Middle East. But now, with the World Trade Center gone from MY New York City skyline, I care. Oh I care. So far, I've heard four planes were hijacked with knives and boxcutters. One crashed into the Pentagon, one into the South and North Towers of the WTC, and one crashed somewhere near Pittsburgh. So far no survivors. And many more are dead or injured. Shit man. This sucks. Damn those stupidass terrorists. But I've got to say, whoever thought up this shit is a freaking mastermind yo. Imagine if, in addition to this, they also destroyed the bridges? Shit, the freaking Center of the World would collapse in on itself. There would be no way out of the island. That would be crazy. Oh, and you KNOW that some bad shit's going down when Disney Land and Disney World, the happiest places on earth shut down due to a chance of being targeted. Now that's fucking crazy. This is a day I'll never forget.

Well I finished my hw, well what's due tomorrow. Spanish took freaking long as usual. I'll read a lil more and study more too, so I'm not done. Well, I probably have the best sophomore schedule in the whole school. It kicks ass! It ends up that I don't have Spanish on Tuesdays! So that means if a C day lands on a Tuesday, then I get freaking 2 hrs and 20 mins free. Wooooo! Sophomore year is gonna kick ass, as long as I keep disciplined and motivated. Oh yeah, as I was saying, there were these two girls on the 6 train, and I had my arm around one o' em, and she was damn fine. I should've talked to her. Gotta make sure that I don't mess up chances like that again. I was thinking, "Coool. I've got this hot girl in my arm. Should I talk to her? Nah, I'm feeling lazy. Anyways, I can try in the afternoon." Well guess what? In the afternoon, I felt even more tired, and started dozing off. Not good. Gotta try a bit harder . . .

I got a freaking shitload of homework today. I mean for the first day of course. It probably won't compare to what I'll be getting in the middle of the year.
Fluke of the Second Day of the 30/30
Well I had a couple of opportunities, but I always put it off. My best chance was when there were these two girls on the packed 6 train. I was right next to them. Well there's always tomorrow, and anyways right now I gotta do my hw. 1

Damn I'm tired yo. Full court b-ball is sure stressful on the body. Damn, I couldn't even think straight afterwards, I was so hungry. lol Yup yup. I'm thinking of doing the 30/30 on Monday again, cuz I really gotta study Spanish. And I did improve my hops over the summer, but I can't touch rim like Eben yet. I think it's cuz I'm meatier than he is. He's just bones and some muscles. Plus he's lanky. Oh yeah, his nickname is . . . damn I forgot. I know we made up. . . oh yeah! It's Fouler. Cuz he fouls a lot. Every time he plays b-ball w/ us, he fouls someone. Hard. I dunno why it's always him, but whatever. Oh yeah, saw Joana today, it's been a while since I've seen someone from grammar school. Phew, I've matured quite a bit since two years ago. Good thing I didn't go out w/ her, cuz I would've made a fool of myself. She was cool about it though. lol I was such a kook back then. To think about it, I was not wise last year either. I guess it's true what the old ones say, that us youth think we're invincible and all that, but we're not. Oh well. lmao I was just thinking of back when we rapped on stage for a show. Geez, that was mad fun. It was me, Jorge, Christine, Margaret, and Cynthia. Us two guys rapped, while the girls danced and sung backup. It was some Christmas rap thing about Scrooge. lol We were the ONLY people to ever get a chant of encore from the parents in the history of those shows, and we were just a side attraction to the main show! Wooo we were good. Gotta go peace.

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Soooo. I just learned today that Leo, Chui, and Eben are all in the 30/30 thing. But they're doin their own version of it. They play rocks-paper-scissors, and then whoever loses has to go talk. Y'know, Leo reminds me a lot of myself. Quiet, soft-spoken, but has a badass attitude when he's fired up. That and he's shy around the girls. lmao Yup, well this thing is gonna help him out good. He's pretty puny (no offense if you're reading this man lol), but w/ a lil weight lifting he can buff up a lil. He just gotta fix the hair, style it or do something. I don't think he can dance though. He gotta learn how to dance or do some moves or something. At least he's learning to move his feet to a beat w/ DDR. lol Maybe I can teach him. Nah. He can learn himself, like I had to teach myself.
And another thing. Next time I talk to a girl, if she doesn't run away or dislikes me, then I gotta ask for the digits yo.
Hrrrm, school truly starts on Monday. Shoooot. Oh well.

Woohoo. Just got my 5 bucks reimbursed from my lil sis lol. Yeaaaah I'm still pumped. Yup yup. Y'know, that reminds me, I was talking to my friend Christine the other day, and she said yup yup. I wonder if I got the phrase from her, or if she got it from me, or if we got if from somewhere else and just happened to say it. Hrrrmm, it's also coincidental that we both stink in Spanish. lol Hola. Me llamo J-Rey. Me gusta chicas bonitas y langosta delicioso. lol I have NO idea where that lobster thing came from. hehehehe

Today was suuuuuch a kickass day! Even though I had school, it was great! First we had Mass and then an assembly. Of course, I didn't win anything. Ah well, I'll try this year. lol Then unlike last year, they actually had a good alumnus speak. he was a plastic surgeon and he showed us pics of poor children whose faces he fixed up. Damn, life must really be bad for them. . . Well let's get off that gloomy topic and onto why it was a great day. After assembly, we were dismissed, blah blah. A bunch of former 1A people and this other junior Carlos played billiards with us. I had a subpar day w/ a 1-3 record. But that's not why it was a good day yet. On to the 30/30 update:
The REAL DAY ONE OF THE 30/30!
In the morning, I was looking for some hunnies, but there were none. I guess they don't get up that early lol. Mostly working class adults. Yadda yadda. After billiards, Matt, BC, Eric, Andy, and I went to Mickey D's for lunch. Some fly huns there, but didn't want to bother them since they already had some guys w/ em. On the train ride home though, there were some good opportunities, like this one girl all by herself with this hugeass briefcase. I could've asked her about it, and so on. I was soooo close to getting the words outta my mouth but then it was the last stop. So that sucked. BUT afterwards, I was all perspiring and worked up, so I decided to go to the library to relax a bit. There, I saw a nice gal browsing through the romance section. Took me a few minutes to work up the courage to strike up a convo, but I did it! Yessssss. Ahhh what a relief. I get my 5 bucks back, Chui now has to do the 30/30 w/ me, one day/girl down, 29 more to go! YES! :) Aight I'm out 1.

Well, off from school today. Whoop ass. Today was a decent day, but didn't do the 30/30. Damn. I'll have to do it tomorrow for sure then. Shit. Ah well. Played b-ball today. Not bad. For some reason I was feeling pretty tired even though I got 8+ hrs of sleep last night. I jammed my right index finger again. Damn. Hopefully it'll be cured by Sat. The Simpsons are the epitomy of the modern world. Quotes like, "You can't spell dishonorable without honorable" prove it. lol I wonder how long the Simpsons have been on air. . . last I heard it was like 8 yrs or something. Was looking at the '01 yearbook, it's pretty cool. Some great quotes are "Before you criticize a man, walk a mile in his shoes. So when you criticize him, you're a mile away and you have his shoes." hehe Only people from school know this one: "Easy McDoes it on the suburban slap." lmao One of the best is "It's funny until someone gets hurt . . . . then it's hilarious!" lol

I've been taking a look-see at my schedule, and I now come to the realization that my drive to learn Spanish is a good thing. In fact it's a forced thing, b/c I have Spanish class 5 times a week. Nooooo! Hopefully I get better. My schedule ain't half bad this year, plus I have an hour lunch 3 times a week! Woohoo. D days suck again, normal lunch, no frees. The school renovated the library, so I wonder how it'll look this year. It wasn't finished yet, and they'll open it Monday. Ah well. Damn. Being in an all-guy school is pretty crappy. I should've thought harder about the consequences of choosing an all-guy school over co-ed. It's over and done with, so shoot. Mark the Midget grew taller, the other Mark the Midget didn't. I grew too! An inch I think. . . Woohoo. Well tomorrow I'm gonna play b-ball, hopefully find some girl to talk to so I don't lose my 5 bucks, and study spanish. Yup yup. 1

Well well well. Today was pretty damn okay for a school day. Saw the 1A-2 crew once again. Whoop ass. Surprisingly, many of us are together in the same advisement again. We have me, Espo, BC, Magrogan, and Ryan. Not bad. Plus we have Qwang and Bruce, along w/ other people from other advisements. I think our class can be seen as the slacker club w/ some smart guys. Yup yup. As for the update:

Third Fluke of Day One of the 30/30
What the f*ck man. I'm mighty disappointed in myself. I had one decent chance today, and I spoiled it. The other chance i wouldn't even have tried cuz she had this big guy friend that was literally twice my size. If it was her bf, I wouldn't want to mess around. But my best chance today was when this asian girl was standing next to me on the way up the escalator. She had these shiny jeans on w/ some sparkle shat in em, so I could've said something like, "Nice jeans. (Smile) My name's John. (Tells her name) What school you go to?" and so on and so on. SOOO the only solution now to force me to do something quick is losing money. Yup yup. I gave my sister 5 dollars to safekeep. If I pussy out and at the end of Friday I haven't talked to some honey, then my sis gets to keep it. If I do, then I get my money back. This is surely gonna motivate me now.

One more thing! I got an idea now why guys pay all the time. It's cuz girls have to pay so much to make themselves look attractive! Yup yup. Let's see here, girls get lipstick, makeup, nails done on feet and hands, lotion, facials, hair done, not to mention the many articles of clothing including skirts, blouses, sweaters, and shoes. Plus they should match well too. Guys, we could just have one pair of khakis for crying out loud and look fine! It doesn't take much for a guy to make himself presentable. So i guess the pricetags even out. Not too mention shaving their whole freaking bodies. Geez, that's gotta suck. And some even use that hot wax stuff! Ouchie mama! Guys, imagine tearing your pubes out by their roots just so that they don't show past the bikini line!

What the hell is wrong with blogger? They gotta fix their servers or something yo, this is too freaking slow! Ah well, what can you do? Anyways, I forgot to tell the records of today's freethrow contests. Chui, Leo, and I were all two-time champs, while Nestor had 4 wins, and the runaway champ is Carlos w/ 6 title runs. Yup yup. It's good practice for freethrows. And for some reason I can rarely score if I'm to the left of the center of the basket. Strange. I like bank shots though. They whoop ass. Aight, latahz.

Yup yup, back from my last day of summer. Played b-ball the whole morning. Had mucho fun, and started really pouring on the offense today. Getting good. (Evilly grins) Yup yup. Just gotta work on my threes, cuz I don't have that range yet and I can't finish up and win Twenty one. Damn. oh well. Carlos, the Chuas, and I went today. We had a couple of freethrow shooting contests, and derived names from our styles of shooting free throws. Carlos is the Humping Crane, cuz he dips his shooting hand in the shape of a crane when finished, along with slapping it with the other hand. Chui is Granny (hahaha), cuz he takes Granny shots sometimes. Leo is Floater cuz of his high arc. Nestor is Potty Trainer cuz it looks like he's taking a dump before he takes a shot lmao. Finally I'm Mr. Wiggles, cuz I do some sort of wiggle before I shoot a freethrow. It's all good. And now for the update:

Second Fluke of Day One of 30/30
Well today was uneventful again. There were these two girls playing handball by themselves, but I was already sweaty and shit from b-ball. I mean SWEATY. I don't think girls like it when a sweaty guy approaches them (ahem, feedback. Guestbook. Sign it. Please). But school starts tom, and that means commuting to Manhattan, so maybe I'll see some hotties on the train. I'll figure it out. I gotta find out how Ben's doing. . .

Well, I have proven the powers of my self-discipline once again. I actually studied Spanish as planned last night! YEAH! And I also slept at 10:50. hey hey, that's early for me. Damn TV. No wonder everyone's looking sickly these days . . . Well, I'm off to play b-ball w/ the Chuas. Hopefully I kick ass today. My left ankle is a bit stiff so whatever. And the right index finger that I jammed yesterday is still stiff too. oh yeah. SChool's tomorrow. I used to dread it, but I can deal with it now. It's part of life y'know. It doesn't suck THAT much. Only the stress and hw. In fact, if we didn't have to do hw, i wouldn't mind going to school year round. It would be decent, as long as we still had a couple of weeks vacation each year. But then again, 3 mos off in the summer rocks! Muhahahah to those yr-rounders! Muahhaha! I'm so evil. :)

Since I'm making this a public blog as of now, when you read these posts, keep in mind that I'm 15 yrs old, not some 30-something-year-old who's thinking of getting some from thirteen-year-old girls. lol Hey, that reminds me, I've gotta post my age requirements and reasons for em. Well, the thing is that I would probably never go out with a thirteen-year-old, cuz they are just way too young, not developed, and usually can't see eye to eye with me. (Not literally you fool!) 18 yrs is a bit too high for me, she's a freaking legal adult then. What can me, a lowly 15 yr old minor do? My range is basically 14-16 yr olds. Just about my age (15 for you forgetful ones) and hopefully on my maturity level. Y'know what I mean? Ah well.

Well, my Labor Day has arrived and is nearly gone. Damn. Did nothing much. Played b-ball though. :) Kicked ass too. :) yup yup. I still got it! Then went to Ninang's house for the afternoon and pigged out on some supreme pizza. Tasty.

Didn't study Spanish yet. I will soon though, at 9! I promise. i'm self-disciplined now, and I know it. :) Anyhoo, I dunno, but I really feel that this vacation has changed me. I feel calm most of the time now and can control my temper. I was starting to lose it y'know. Well well, I guess that's all . . . Oh wait, almost forgot. Update on the 30/30.

A Fluke of Day One of the 30/30
Crappola man. Wasted a decent chance on the busride to Main St. An avg hispanic gal was sitting w/ her friend. Hmmm, I dunno what I could've. . . Oh damn. I could've said something about her glasses. i remember that they were funky looking, sorta like a pair that some singer sported quite a while ago. Ah well, so I guess I have to start over from day one again. Shoot.

My pal Ben is doing the plan w/ me, so maybe he's havin better luck. If he lets me, I might link to his blog too. We'll be the 30/30 goers. FYI, I found this plan thing while I was surfing on how whether ankle weight training could do damage to your joints. lol Got a bit off-topic there didn't I? Ah well, it's all good.

Oh yeah. And sign my guestbook. Thanks.

My god, does Html seem hard as anything. Geez, it took me quite a while to find a decent guestbook site, and then to link it was another couple of minutes. Damn, and I don't even have it in the right place! lmao. I wonder if anyone notices it in the far upper left corner of the page. . . :) Oh well. I try my best. Hmm, and now for another list. I didn't seem to have my freaking priorities straight last school year, and I don't have any idea how I developed a timidity or some crap, but now it's over. I'm gonna have to work my f*cking ass off this year if I want to be content with myself. Frosh year was sh*t. I had fun, but I was never content with my work. It was all like trudge through each day and just do enough. This year I'm gonna f*cking push myself. But now I have more time management and hopefully more discipline. I'll be put to the test tonight. I'm really gonna study Spanish tonight. For at LEAST half an hour from the book, and another half hour from flash cards. Well heregoes my priorities:

1. School. F*ck TV or the net. I was a freaking net addict last year. Well screw it. Not to mention I didn't put myself to bed and instead watched tv. That's just stupid yo. Not that I'm a nerd or anything, but I don't want to be some f*cking bozo who knows nothing. I'm gonna get to know nice shiat.
2. Duties and health. I gotta grow up. Cleaning my room/house, piece o cake. I can't believe I hated doing it. It's nothing compared to what I'll be getting in the real world. Gotta grow up. Also gotta keep myself healthy. What the f*ck was I thinking going out w/ my friends eating pizza every day or so? Gotta keep it real. Once in a while's fine, but gotta keep it under control.
3. Family/friends. What the hell. You think I'd leave them out? No f*cking way. When I'm loyal, I'm Loyal with a capital L.
4. Women. That's right. Girls have been placed from my number one/two priority to my fourth. Why the drastic change? I dunno. But I can deal with it. Sometimes I feel so lonely and wish to have someone to be with. BUT, I don't. I'm still looking. Scratch that. I'm moving family/friends to number two, Duties to 4, and WOmen to three. Yup yup.
5. Budget. Screw PS2. Screw Gamecube. Screw eating out. I have better purposes for my allowance money. Which will be: (When I get one) A gf. If any ladies read this, you have noooo idea how lucky you are to be a female. Guys have to freaking always pay. We gotta have the dough yo. Maybe, if the girl is decent, once in a while she'll spring for it or go dutch. But that's after quite a while of going out. Eh it's good enough though.

Daaaaamn. I spent an awful lot of time ranting in this post. Ah well, maybe it's my "Better get outta my way or I'll kick yo ass cuz I'm feeling motivated" feeling. Cept if you're a hot girl. Then we can talk. :)

Oh damn. I can't believe that I freaking wrote that sucka shit. I can't believe I even wasted my precious time watching that. Oh well, I'm learning.

Just got back from cruising the Caribbean! One week of pure bliss. Hell yeah! Too bad school starts Wed. Damn. Ah well. First off, I gotta say that what I learned from this cruise was very important, maybe even life changing. I now wish to learn Spanish. I have a drive to learn Spanish. Scratch that. I have a drive to become fluent in Spanish. And I learned that I gotta take life easy and not put too much importance in watching tv, surfing the net, and crap like that. What matters is knowledge, health, and girls. :) On the first day not much happened, ate, unpacked, blah blah. Oh and also partied! Yeah! First time I got grinded from front and back at the same time! Yahoo! That was sunday. Monday, found my way around, the joint and relaxed and bathed in the pool and whirlpool thingie (which I would do every day thereafter btw). We got to Key West and just walked around. Boring place I thought. Tuesday arrived in Cozumel, Mexico. Beautiful place. Went snorkeling for the first time there. Beautiful. Wednesday just on the ship whole day. Thursday we docked in Jamaica. Ay mon, no problem mon. Climbed some Dunns River Falls stuff there. Not bad. Friday got to Grand Cayman Islands. Rode a semi-submersible there and snorkeled too! Even more beautiful there! Nice shit yo. Saturday, stayed on the ship, did nothing much. Sunday left for home. (Awwww)
Now for the hottie update. Here is the reason for my newfound intensity for the Spanish language. There were dozens (40+) HOT Venezuelans onboard the ship. The sad part is that they couldn't speak English. Daaaaaamn. One, oddly enough, was named Joanna. She was fiiiiiine, even had a cute tattoo on her lower back. but alas, I couldn't get past the damn language barrier. Same with the other Venezuelans. There was this other non-Venezuelan girl, Jess. She had the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. Not even movie stars could rival her pretty ojos (Spanish for eyes lol). They were sooo intense and great. I saw her the first day, but freaking shit I couldn't bring myself to talk to her when I had my towel set up next to her when she was sunbathing! All I had to say was "Hi, my name's John." And that could've started something. But nooooooo. I only met her through chance while I was in the card room on thursday. She was playing cards there and we talked only for a short while though cuz we had to get ready for dinner. I probably would have advanced more, but damn, she's freaking too young! Shoot man. She was like 13. Now that I think about it, maybe I should've pursued a bit more. When she's older, she's definitely gonna be one fiiiiine honey. Oh well. Most of the other girls were ineligible in my tastes cuz even though they were decent looking, they had some other guy or took in booze/pot. Damn druggies.
As for some random fun shtuff: The Enchantment of the Seas saved 5 Cubans in the ocean who were trying to flee. lol It was kinda stereotypical stuff cuz they were in a rubber raft! lol The belly flop contest ruled. There was this Dominican guy who did the Lo Down! Yeah! He kicked ass. But he got second, though I thought he deserved first. They probably gave him second cuz he already won the sexy legs contest earlier that day. I got a bit buff now. The weight room there ruled! I can run a mile in roughly 7:10! Yeah biatch! My stomach is nicer now too. The meals onboard were five-star tastes. Kickass.
Things I re/learned from this cruise:
1. Work hard when you need to. Relax too. Excel in everything.
2. Sleep is very important. Moreso than a freaking episode of Friends or Blind Date or surfing the net.
3. Get buff and fit. Girls dig hot bodies.
4. Be witty and interesting.
5. ALWAYS, whenever you see a hot girl by herself with no friend nearby, talk to her. Introduce yourself or give a comment on something she's wearing or your surroundings. It's all good.
6. There's always a reason for learning something. Even Spanish or Calculus. lol
7. Never procrastinate.
8. Take things in stride. Don't take everything in life too seriously.
9. On the other hand, don't take things too lightly. For example, I should've really worked on Spanish this summer.
10.Smiling works. Always. Smile whenever you make eye contact with someone. It brightens both their and your days. :)
11.Finally, the only things that matter in life are: Family/good friends, women, health, knowledge.

Damn. I should go on cruises more often. I would learn some more of these life lessons . . . lol. Tomorrow I might try to start the 30/30 thing if we don't go to Ninang's house. Peace.