Sup sup! Well today was an aight day. Lemme review. Well, last night I was freaking pissed off and freaking tired. I was watching the Yankee game, while doing my spanish homework. That wasn't too bad. But then the freaking math took sooo freaking long to draw. It took me like 25 mins to do the homework instead of 10. Fucking bitch. And after I was done doing my math and spanish, I had to study for my fucking History test. Shiiiit. As you can see, I am also pretty damn grumpy today. Cuz I lack sleep. And I wasn't able to get my extra 25 minutes nap time on the commute to school, cuz I had to stand today on the 7 train, and also there was a fucking delay. So then I got to school, crammed a lil extra before I had my test, and then bam. Kicked it's ass. I forgot what happened the rest of the morning, except that Doc Trix slammed the disses on Dom again. We had lunch, but then chem was freaking fun. Our teacher had these kickass demonstrations, like this pingpong ball eye exploding across the room and smacking Quang in the face. Other kickass things that happened were . . . I forget but we did get to make some gel goo shit. That's pretty cool. Then we had fucking Math class. That was as usual fucking boring. But finally at the end of the day we had gym class, and that was fun. Except that I finally realized how much our class really sucked at indoor soccer. We scored one freaking goal, the other class scored 8. That sucked. And our best line has sooo many fastbreaks (or whatever they call em in soccer), but they got messed up. Again. And again. And again. Either by bad passes, bad kicks, or just plain ole missed kicks. I was aight, but what was really funny was . . . oh yeah. Our celebration of our one and only goal was like we just won the World Cup or something. We were yelling at the top of our lungs, and our bench was cleared and we were jumping all around the gym screaming. hehehe. Damn, I've gotta say, that even though we REALLY suck, we got spirit and personality yo. Definitely. Hmm, aight, our class is probably going to kickass in hockey intramurals, cuz we got Christian who plays hockey in a league and we got some decent guys, and then we're going to die in basketball. Let's review: We got Espo, Mike Ponterotto, and Bruce. Short dudes. Plus they can't dribble so that's not good. I was good at defense before, but somewhere along the line I lost my quick side step and tenacity. I used to kickass at rebounding, but then I lost my hunger. I used to have a decent 10-14 footer, but then I lost my touch. Cuz I haven't played in a freaking LONG while. I gotta practice before I become a scrub at b-ball. Aight, then we got Dave, who's buff, but I dunno if he has skills in b-ball. Quang is pretty good at b-ball. Will I dunno bout. Magrogan is probably good at rebounding. Christian, when pissed off, has a kickass fadeaway. BC is a white dude, but he can jump as high as me. Got hops yo and a decent touch. Drew is aight I think. Tim I dunno bout. Ryan I think is decent. Has a pretty good shot. Umm, then we got tall Mike Donovan, who can get rim I think. Kickass. He's going to be our kickass rebounder. Umm, so yeah thas about it for b-ball. I think the last intramurals for Soph year is volleyball. I dunno how we are going to be on that. So anyways, afterschool, I played chess. I first played this Schilling dude, and then I was going to get checkmate, and some fuckers were yelling at me to do some fucking move, and then I made the wrong fucking move. I'm still pissed about that. And that fucker still wanted to talk trash. I resigned so as to not waste my time. I played Noel, made some fucking bad mistakes and lost. Played this other due whose name I forgot, and lost. Played Chapman and won against him, but only with some help from Ryan. Then Chapman and I played against Ryan. That was actually a funny match cuz Ryan was trashtalking like a fucking bitch (ahem, female dog) from Utah that was in heat. He was saying all this fucking shit about pussy and naggin us to make our fucking moves. I wanted to yell out, "Shut the fuck up cuz it takes fucking time for two fucking people to make up their fucking minds on what fucking move they want to do. DAMN!" But I didn't cuz I usually try to maintain my composure, at least outwardly. Damn I need sleep. I was this close (holds finger a half centimeter apart) to blowing my fucking top. Shit. I was pretty pissed off. So now I have made a vow to myself to beat Ryan and all of that fucking trashtalking arrogant chess club. Or at least consistently half of the time, so we'll be on equal terms when I want to lay the smackdown and start trashtalking. Hmm, I never really went into a trashtalking dissing fit, but if I do, it's going to be bad. When I get pissed, you're definitely going to know I'm pissed. I almost lose control physically, and start thrashing about in a mad rage. It's kinda scary I'm thinking. Then I yell at the top of my lungs. That's bad too. However, I rarely do that, and it's surprisingly therapeutic a little. I don't like when that happens, I almost lose control. You know what lawyer's say when they plead their client innocent due to temporary insanity? Yup, that's me right there. Temporarily insane, I can't think when I'm in a fit of rage. Definitely. It's kinda scary cuz I'm thinking maybe one day I'm going to kill some dumbass. Hopefully not, cuz I'm usually a kickass kinda guy. Ah wellz I'm going to watch the Yankee game and then get some shut-eye. Laterz. Peace 1

Sup suuuup!!! Well, today was an aight day. K, let's review. This Islamic dude talked to the school today during our assembly period, and he was a pretty decent speaker. Not TOO boring, not too great, just fine. Then I had free the rest of the morning. Yup yup. Afterwards, we had English which wasn't too bad. In Phys Ed class, I got a 9.5 on the shuttle run, and 60 crunches in 60 seconds. Second best in the class (Dave got freaking 80!) but if Drew hadn't forced me to go up more, I would've been able to do 5-10 more probably. Afterschool, I had to freaking do a lotta research for Theo, cuz I have to do an exegesis for Friday, and have a report due in bout 2 wks. And I wasn't able to go to my Spanish teacher for oral help. Ah wellz. Oh yeah, afterwards, I got two CDs. I got Ja Rule's Pain is Love, and this other one whose name I forget. Ah wellz. They're aight, I shoulda gotten Ja Rule's 3:12 CD and JayZ's other CD. At least the CDs aren't overly crappy, and I think I can probably break to a couple of the songs. Damn, I feel soooo tired, but I didn't do any homework yet. Shiiiiiit yo. And plus I want to watch the Yankee game. It's a must-win situation for them, cuz if they lose this game, it's all over. However, I think Clemens can come through in the clutch like he usually does. Aight, I'm out. Peace 1

Sup sup! Well, today I've been talked to by Drew, and he's trying to crush my individuality, trying to make me to stop saying, "Sup sup." Hey, what can I say, it's a part of me now. No taking it out that easily. I'll say it for a while until I get tired of it, or until I think of something else, or until I get lazy and just say, "Sup." Ah wellz. Anyways, today was a pretty damn good day. I got an Honors on my Chem test, and I think I kicked the Spanish test in it's royal ass. Definitely double barrel fusta'd it (don't ask). Ummm, oh yeah. I watched Cats & Dogs yesterday. Kooky movie that was. I like the Russian cat, he was the man. :In deep husky Russian voice: "It is YOU who is in trouble, baby puppy!" That was cool. And another great line was, "Evil does NOT wear a bonnet!!!" That was of course, Mr. Tinkles. Hehe He rules! Damn, I should make my b-boy name Mr. Tinkles. lol Hmm, I dunno, it's a bit kooky, but I'll think bout it. Anyways, I also watched the movie, The Last Castle. You know, the one with Robert Redford? Yeah, got a bootleg version of it. Pretty damn good movie, but it's no Shawshank Redemption. However, it's a good inspirational movie. Kinda shows you the never give up part of humanity. Also makes you think about how we see criminals. Some may actually be the evil bastards we make them out to be, but most are actually sane humans who just did some really stupid things. Hmm, well tomorrow I've definitely got to buy some gel for my hair, I'm running out. Also, I'm probably going to buy the new NYC Underground Party CD, mixed by Louie Devito. It has Derb, AND Jessica Folker. I forgot if it has Da Buzz on it, but I'm hoping it does. I'm also thinking bout getting a hiphop or rap CD. I'm trying to think of something that is similar to the style and beats of Jay-Z's Hard Knock Life album. Maybe his new CD or his third CD might be good. I'll d/l some songs. Cuz I want something that would be good to breakdance to. The Louie Devito CD will be good for popping, locking, and other ish like that though. The more I think about that B-boy Tinkles name, the more it sucks. So screw that. lol Well, tomorrow I've got the whole morning free, so I'll try to read that Willa Ford book. Willa Cather. Right. Oh yeah, and I was checking out the sneakers in Modells today, and the pair of white kicks I want are 50 bucks, plus tax. Thus, I don't have enough money, nor will I have it in quite a freaking long while. Thus I'm not going to get the kicks. However, I did see some nice pairs of pants that I'm thinking bout buying. I think they were like 15 or 25 or something like that. Yup yup. Aight, well I think that's about it. Peace 1

Sup sup!!! Well I FINALLY finished all of my homework. Ain't that crazy? Yup yup. And I was talking to Sophia and Marietta online right, and I made a bet with Marietta that I will be able to get Sophia to dance the next Big R dance. Yup yup. 12 dollars. It was supposed to be twenty, but I'm a bit broke as of this moment. So anyways, yeah, that's shaping up to be one hell of an interesting dance. lol And I learned that the reason that Marietta, Sophia, and Colleen never go and dance is because they think they suck at it. Thus I am going to try and force all of them to dance. Definitely. They're missing the point of a dance. The reason it's called a dance is because most of the people are supposed to dance. Yup yup. Well I'm going to try my best to introduce them to this very likeable and fun area of the dancelife. Yup yup. And I'm going to have to focus my energies on Sophia especially. Another thing is that this is supposed to be secret, so if she reads this then uhoh. And anyone who knows her is NOT allowed to tell her about this y'hear!? Cuz this is a test of my persuasive skills. I was able to make her promise to me that she'd practice a lil bit of dancing before the dance, so that's a start. Hmm, well it seems like that the majority of next dance I'll be spending with the dudes who hang in the basement and don't dance. However, if I'm able to get her to dance within a time span of 1 hour max, then I'll still have a lot of time to mack it to other chicks. It's not that Sophia isn't attractive. I find her pretty pretty actually. Hmm, well I'll see. It would be sooo great if I'm able to get all three of those girls to feel comfortable with themselves and start expressing their sexuality in the form of dance. Definitely good. Cuz last year I prided myself in getting Charlotte to dance. She was pretty stiff at first (had trouble getting her down), but once she got it, she was pretty decent. Oh yeah, Sophia's willing to come along with us on the group outing to see Rent! So that makes me, Sophia, & Erika for sure. The maybes are: Chui, Leo, Rob, Eben. Ummm, well I'll see who else wants to come. I definitely need to start getting confirmations and the money, so that I can get a show during the Christmas vacation. I want to get some tix before the end of November, so I need to get my ass into high gear. Yup yup. Maybe some of my Regian friends would want to go. Yeah I think that would be ok. Aight I'm going to watch Cats & Dogs now. Peace 1

Sup sup! lol Today I totally forgot that it was daylight savings time. Ah wellz good thing I didn't set my alarm or else I wouldn't have gotten an extra hour of sleep. Oh yeah, I'm giving the crew ONE final go at it this Saturday. Cuz Rob had a good excuse last week cuz he was working the Francis Prep open house. He said he's definitely coming this Saturday, so maybe the crew can be revived. Yup yup. And it turns out the Yankees lost yesterday's world series game. Hmm, mixed feelings there. I sorta LIKE the Yankees now. I dunno, it's weird. Yeah, the players are definitely cool, but I mean, what's with the arrogant fans? Geez, like it says on ESPN.com: Yankees fans way of thinking is: My team is better than your team therefore I am better than you. LOL At least that's the flack I get from BC. What a bum. lol j/p Oh yeah, I didn't do any of my freaking homework yet, so I gotta do that. Definitely. Aight peace 1.

Sup sup. Well, nobody came today for the breakdance meeting so I'm dumping the idea of a breakdance crew. I'll jus practice on my own. hmm, I wanna buy a some linoleum sometime around spring so when there's good weather outside, I can break there instead of just staying cooped up in my living room breaking. Yup yup. And I was taking a look at some sites, and I REALLY want some UFO pants. Yup yup. UFO pants indeed. I'll be asking for those during Christmas time. Aight, this week when I get my allowance I might get some new clothes. I'll have 40 dollars, so I can spend 20-30, and then have 3 dollars for billiards club, and then 4 dollars for billiards on Friday. Damn. I'm going to be ultra broke next week. How the hell can other people go on dates and stuff. I sure as hell know that I couldn't go on one anytime soon due to my ultra broke-oscity. lol Damn, I've gotta find a way to save some cash. Hmm, well I guess I could go without getting some new clothes for a while. Yeah, Christmas is coming up soon, I can ask for some stuff then. Ummm, now I forgot what I was going to say. Oh yeah! Now I added a bit to my signature move. Aight, here goes the explanation (ya'll better not bite offa me. Get yer own move!) Well it doesn't matter if you do it from the front or back, but I prefer the back cuz it puts you in position to touch her groin area. Ok, I'll explain if you're grinding her from the back first. You grind her a lil bit, and then you bring your hands to her hips, and slide them up the sides of her body and bring up her arms. Then you hold her hands up in that position for a couple of seconds. Afterwards, you slowly bring your hands down her arms, down her sides, all the way down to the knees. Makes em hot I tell you. If she's a lil awkward with the arm thing and doesn't want to stretch em out, then either tell her to keep em up, or you can just rub her arms a lil. Oh yeah, and the whole time, you breathe heavily on her neck area. Aight. Now for the front, you jus do the same, except that maybe you can possibly actually breathe on her face (most especially near the lips area) Haven't tried that yet, but the neck still works for the front too. My signature move works cuz first of all, it's original and most likely the girl hasn't experienced something like that yet. Second, it makes em think that I'm horny, making em horny (eg the heavy breathing, which they usually reciprocate). Third, it works on several erogenous zones making them even more turned on. I either go near or touch: the breasts, the neck, the wrists, the groin/inner thighs, the butt, and back of the knees. Definitely good. Damn that's a good move. Aight, so whenever I break out my signature move, that's the sign I'm probably going to request the chick's digits. Either that or I just feel like making a girl horny. lol For some reason I never get overly turned on while dancing. Never had a hard on while dancing yet. Ah wellz. Aight gotta go. Peace 1

Hehe. I just saw that this girl named Candice whom I do not know in any way signed my guestbook. Yeah, but I think she knows Alie so thas cool. She's wondering what the 30/30 is. Geez, I think that each week I should state what the 30/30 is, just so that any new readers don't get confused. Yeah, so the 30/30 means one has to talk to 30 girls you do not know in 30 days. One convo a day. I don't count weekends though, cuz I don't go out too long on weekends. Weekdays are fine though. Soooo, I'm going to try starting that up again. All the rest of my friends quit already. Nor did they ever start. At least I did it like two or three times. Aight laterz. Peace 1

Sup suuup! Aight, today I feel a bit better about last night. Oh yeah, and I think I forgot to tell some stuff. Hmm, oh yeah. The DJ was REALLY kooky. Kinda bad in fact. He puts "Bye Bye Bye" as the last song. It should be a freaking slow dance I think. Not, Bye Bye Bye. Oh yeah. Another thing I saw were the teachers dancing with each other. That was freaky. And what's worse, the girls that me and Dave liked were the kissass type with the teachers, and were asking the teachers to dance with them too. Bleh. Thas bad. Really bad. At least when the girls danced with each other they danced really nice. Woo, yeah. Hmm, now that I think about it, I shoulda danced with that girl in the blue shirt, cuz she was a friend of Janet and she was pretty fine too. Anyways, today I woke up feeling pretty good. I cleaned the house, and then breakdanced a lil. I'm starting to get mini-flares down. Woohoo. I still can't get windmills though. (sigh) Ah wellz, I'll get it soon enough. Yup yup. Gotta keep in mind that next dance, I gotta take initiative. In fact, I'll try talking to some random group of attractive girls. Oh yeah. I'm also thinking of finding a solid wingman. He needs to have some conversational skills, dance decently, and look somewhat attractive so he doesn't get shut down when he's backing me up. When I want a girl, but she's got an accompanying friend, then he'll take the friend while I mack it to the other girl. And I'll be his wingman when the time comes. The point of the wingman is to take one for the team, meaning that even if the friend is mad ugly, then he'll be willing to do it. The thing is, I can't find a solid wingman. I'm thinking maybe Dave might be a potential good wingman. Cuz the rest of the guys I know don't really do so well. Lemme name em all to make sure: Noel is too shy, doesn't talk, and he doesn't dance. He's out. Eric same. Out. BC never comes to dances, so I dunno bout him. Out. Matt is same as the other guys. Out. Quang can't go to dances. Out. Danny is not willing to dance with ugly girls, nor does he like non-asian girls. Out. Josh is not a good dancer. Out. AJ is the same as Danny, xept that he might like white girls too. As long as they're hot. Ummm, well dunno much bout the other guys, so thas bout it. Damn man. I want a pair of white sneakers and some new clothes, but I'm freaking broke right now. 20 dollars in my wallet. Thas it. I can't even buy that CD set I wanted either. And I'm in need of a haircut soon, but I'll wait until one week before the dance. Yup yup. Aight, Peace 1

Sup sup. Aight, well Friday was an aight day. Did well on my Span quiz, and not much else happened during the school day. Oh yeah, there was one funny thing. Tim was talking about sex stuff and what they're called, and the one called, "The Pirate," was the funniest. Well, what would happen is a girl is performing oral sex on you, and you ejaculate in her eye. So she grabs that eye with her hand, and you kick her in the knee so she says, "Arrrr" like a pirate. LOL Kooky boy, that Tim. So anyways, I went to the Sacred Heart dance. It was aight. I definitely need a solid wingman. Yup yup. And even though I thought the dance was not great, I did learn one thing from it. That you gotta strike quick and efficiently when asking the number. Aight here's the situation: I'm grinding this hot chick named, Janet. VERY hot. 15 too. Sweeeet. So aight, I'm thinking, "Aight, I'll get her number later, after I dance with more girls. Gotta play the field first y'know." Weeeeeell. That didn't work out well. Well, aight, I danced with a couple other girls, and then near the end, Dave tells me he's going to get some girl's sn. Sooo, it turns out that it's the same girl I was going to talk to. Ah wellz, I let him have her, cuz it was my fault I didn't get her number before him anyways. Now I know the plan. Dance with em, don't be afraid to use my signature move. Breathe hard on their neck. Grind away. Get em hot and stuff, and then after that song finishes, ask em to talk a lil. Get the number. Rinse and repeat. Definitely. No more saving getting her number for the end shit. That hasn't gotten me anywhere. Ah wellz. Besides that, the dance was ok. We got some line dancing going again, which was aight. We danced the electric slide and cotton eye joe song dance thing. That was aight. I breakdanced a lil, did ok. Definitely need to practice a lot more before I could break out with utter confidence. Plus I need some new moves. lol So yeah, there was this one really strange girl. The WHOLE time, she was doing some crazy ass jig. To all the songs. Mad crazy yo. Another strange thing I noticed was that one group of girls had no shoes on. Strange. Oh yeah, and there was this Xavier kiddo trying to start some shit with the Big R guys, but that was broken up. Not sure exactly what happened, but there was a decent commotion about it earlier in the night. Oh yeah, a lot of the girls there are not very friendly. The ones that are hot are pretty much not nice. Except that chick I was talkin bout, she was nice enough. Aight, so now next Big R dance I know what to do. Definitely. Never wait until later. And to think I wouldn't have asked her to dance if Dave hadn't chose her for me (well, I chose a girl for him to dance with, and vice versa to get the party started). Ah wellz, at least I've learned a life lesson. Aight peace 1.

Sup sup! Well, I read yesterday's entry today in English class. The guys actually requested me to tell em another blog. And now they say "Sup sup" to me. lol Well, from now on I guess I'm the "Sup sup, yup yup" dude. lol Hmm, what else happened today? Oh yeah, I aced my Span quiz, but I bombed the last question on the Math quiz. Bleh. So after school, I played chess with Ryan Robinson again today, mano a mano. I got my ass handed to me on a silver platter. lol Lost three outta three games, and in addition, I lost one game in under 3 minutes. That was pretty bad. Definitely. Hmmm, and then afterwards I went to Oktoberfest! The cabaret show thing was ok. Some parts were kinda disoriented and bad, but overall it was an ok show. Plus I got to eat those bratwurst thingamabobs afterwards. Those were preeeeetty damn good. Umm, and nope. Didn't do the 30/30 today. Maybe I should have . . . but I didn't. But tomorrow I'm surely going to be macking it to the chicks cuz it ends up that a lotta guys are going to the Sacred Heart dance. So I'll know a coupla dudes there, so when I'm not macking it to the chicks, I can chill wit em. Hmm, so far I know that AJ is goin, along with Dave. Yeah. Oh yeah, back to the 30/30. There was one extremely good chance for me, but didn't grab it. The bus was really crowded today, and I ended up having to stand up behind this one hot chick. Hmm, I was in extremely close vicinity. She was pretty short. And I was standing behind her, and my head above hers. And I had a hardon. Uhoh, bad situation there. Phew, good thing I only bumped into her once with it. Maybe she didn't notice . . . lol Well anyways, her head smelled nice. Not like that Herbal Essence stuff (that's the ish btw), but that other shampoo, probably Vidal Sasoon or whatever. And this other lady beside strongly smelled of oranges. lol Ah wellz. Aight thas about all the interesting things I have for today. Love to all my readers, Peace 1

Sup suuuup! Today was a pretty damn good day, considering that I wasn't that bright and shining in the morn cuz of my lack of sleep. I hate when I lack sleep. I feel bleh. Anyways, I had two opportunities to do the 30/30, yet I believe that I'm back to my old ways of saying that I'll be starting the 30/30 again, but I really don't. Ah wellz, I'll get it tomorrow. Aight, seriously. For my pride, I gotta talk to one girl tomorrow. Aight, definitely. Now lemme review my day. Well, my history and math teachers were out, so I had 80 extra mins free. I think I did aight on the Chem test. Ummm, and I got a 7:12 on the mile run. That isn't too bad compared to my other times last year. My best mile run last year was 7:10. So all I gotta do is just run a lil harder and I have a new personal record. LOL However, a 7:10 time is pretty crappy compared to other peeps in my class, cuz the majority got in the sixes. Ah wellz, I'm not that great at running distance, never have been. I like sprinting though, I'm good at that. Oh yeah, I have the freaking littlest homework I've ever had on a schoolday since I've been in Regis sophomore year. Wooo, all I gotta do is type up a lab report and read a story for English. Indeed. So after school, I went to chess club. Ryan Robinson challenged four of us to a chess match all at the same time. So he was playing 4 games at once, and I was the only one to beat him. lol Ah wellz. This other dude, Banda the Panda, yeah, he woulda won, but he made a really stupid mistake. If he had just done one move right, he would've had the game won. Ah wellz. And damn. I noticed that I've stayed afterschool every day this week. I have nooo idea why I stayed afterschool Monday though. I forgot what the heck I did lol. Ah wellz, tomorrow I'm staying afterschool again for OKTOBERFEST! Woo, sausages rule, or whatever they call those german sausage thingamabobs! At least I heard that they're really good. And oh yeah, in my guidance class today, I jumped backwards off the stage, but my classmates were there to catch me. That was fun. But right when you're falling, you get a dreadful feeling in the pit of your stomach like, "OH SHIT" lol Ah wellz, everyone from our group did it. That was an interesting guidance class. I'm not supposed to talk about guidance class I think, so I'm not going to be talking about that anymore. But I just had to tell about the jumping off the stage thing. That was the ish yo. Yeah, I don't think I'll be going to a dance on Friday. I need freaking sleep and rest dammit. Plus nobody's gonna come wit me (Noel backed out), so I'll be alone. Yeah, tomorrow I'll try to do some work on the 30/30. Now I guess I'll do my homework, and then afterwards I'll practice breaking for a lil bit. Love to all my readers, Peace 1.

LOL Dihydrogen monoxide kills! And damn. Alie has put up that comment connectathingamabob on her blog. I was thinking about doing that so I can actually get feedback from my readers, but I'll wait until I feel like it (and actually have time to do something like that)

Oh yeah, forgot about something. Today after going to b-boy club and then my Spanish teacher for help, BC and I went to HMV so he could get the new Incubus. He found it amazing that a girl I know actually likes Incubus. lol Ah wellz. Oh yeah, I found this awesome two CD set with some nice beats there. However, it's thirty bucks (Import, bleh), and I pretty much can't afford to spend that sorta cash right now. Now if I wasn't going to a dance Fri, and eating out and playing billiards beforehand, then maybe I could buy it. But I want to have fun (ahem, and mack it to the chicks). And I can survive breaking with the CDs I have. Definitely. OOOH YEAH! I forgot about a really kooky thing that happened today. Aight, so today was National Mole Day (don't ask). And Ponterotto is nicknamed, "The Mole" by Tim cuz he has a mole on his head. So Tim made a beautiful chocolate cake for Ponterotto today that said, "Happy Mole Day Ponterotto!" LOL And Ponterotto threw it in his face. HAHAHAHA Too bad I missed it. Damn damn damn. And it looked and smelled like such a good cake too. . . Ah wellz. Peace 1

Sup suuuup! Yup yup, today was a pretty good day. But I wasn't able to start the 30/30 cuz I didn't see any girls. Man that part of today sucked. Ah well. Anyways, as I was saying, today was pretty damn good. I got to wake up an hour late due to 9:40 advisement, and I didn't have any classes until 12:10. Isn't that wonderful? Oh yeah, it turns out that I shouldn't have lifted weights yesterday cuz in phys ed class today that's exactly what we did. Ah well, I didn't lift weights, I just played with the medicine ball and did crunches. Crunches rule! So yeah, in English class I read one of my entries aloud. It turns out that my classmates find it very amusing that I actually write "Yup yup" and "Sup sup" in my journal. And they were kinda cracking up when I spoke about me liking when girls get wet and horny. LOL Ah well. Hmmm, I forgot what else I wanted to put . . . OH YEAH! In b-boy club today, I did a kickass handglide for the first time! I think it's cuz of those crunches I did during gym class. I told you crunches kicked ass. And I'm starting to get a couple new freezes down. Once I get handglides down pat, I'm going to want to work on my turtles and windmills. Definitely. Oh, and I can actually hold my handstand much easier now. And my headstand is actually developing too. I kicked into one today. . . but I kicked too much, lost my balance, and fell over onto my back. Ah well. At least I didn't get hurt...that much. lol yeah I definitely want to get turtles down, cuz Kevin is kicking my ass in terms of style and moves right now. Doncha worry, Imma pull out all the stops and kick some ass. I just gotta find some time to practice. Hmm, maybe I should not go to a dance on Friday . . . but then again, that means I'll miss out on an opportunity to interact with girls. Damn damn damn. So many things I want to do, so little time. Ah wellz, I gotta study for a chem test I have tomorrow, in addition I have some math hw to complete. Aight, love to all my readers, Peace 1.

Damn damn damn damn. I'm trying to find a new font for AIM. Buuut, I can't find something that gives off a good vibe and look kickass. Cuz the font I have is cool, but I've had it suuuuch a long time. What I like about my font is that it can work for all sorts of conversations, like light-hearted, funny, kooky, stupid, serious, loving, comforting, or chitchat convos. It's got that vibe going . . . ah well. Y'know, it's kinda sad I'm writing about new fonts . . . lol I definitely need to get a hobby that I can do when I already worked out, cuz I lifted weights today and I don't feel like breaking. Yup yup. Oh yeah, maybe I should play chess so eventually I can consistently kick Ryan's ass. Definitely. Oh and here's a kickass quote I like: "Work like you don't need money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching." Ain't it cool!? Hmm, reading Alie's blog . . . she seems to always express her anger in her blog in anonymous ways. . .Hmm, wonder if she's mad at me. . . don't think I did anything wrong . . . yeah I think I'm just being paranoid. Ah wellz, peace 1.

Sup suuuup! Aight, tomorrow I might be trying to restart the 30/30. Cuz today I was definitely too sleepy. On the way home I just took a half hour nap on the train, and even when girls walked in and started screaming at their friends I just slightly woke up. Yup yup, I'll be able to start tomorrow cuz I have 9:40 advisement tomorrow, and I'll be able to get an extra hour of sleep. Today, though saw a pretty decent girl on the bus. Sadly, she just got on the bus stop before mine (and it takes about 30 secs to get from one to the next), so all I could say was bless you when she sneezed. She smiled and said thank you. She seemed nice enough. Girls are not evil, nor are they malicious. At least not most of the them. Just gotta keep it cool, calm, and collected. Yup yup, tomorrow it is. So anyways, next week is going to be crazy. Monday is a Spanish test, Tues is a Math test, Wed is a History test. And I have an English paper due on Wed or whatever day it is next wk. Thank god I have Nov 1 off. Phew. Oh yeah. LOL I was talking to Sanchez yesterday, and she asked me a question outta nowhere: "Are you still a virgin, John?" LOL Wooo, I wonder what made her think that I'm not? Ah well, anyways, she says that she thinks of me as a cousin. Now I dunno if that's a good or bad thing, but I got the vibe that it's a good thing. She's a cool friend, but she's going through tough times right now (love matters). It something that happens to everyone at least once in their life, I went through it in seventh grade. y'know, as I told Christine last night, I wouldn't mind being a sociologist when I get older as a career, but it counts on how many Benjamins I get. Cuz I like studying people, getting into their minds, knowing why they do things. The most interesting thing to me is the ability to read non-verbal signals. y'know, tell if someone's lying, and especially more useful is telling when someone is attracted to you. I can sorta still get the feel for it, but it's kinda hard. I think the most telling feature are the eyes. They truly are the windows to the soul, cuz you can always tell how someone's feeling by looking at their facial expression and how the look of their eyes are. I like the "I'm turned on" look that girls give. It's usually either a blushing smile (if they're shy) or a seductive look (if they're in tune with their sexual bad selves). Yup yup, it's all good. Oh and the other great thing is breath rate. Doncha just love it when girls breathe hard on you. I like that. Especially when dancing, oooh it's great to know that the girl is wet and horny. yup yup. Oh yeah, today was aight. Film class was the bomb again. Big riot today. Funniest class yet, cuz of the topic of phallic symbols. Y'know, looong penile shaped objects? lol Aight love to all my readers, Peace 1

Well I was talking to Sophia, and it seems that she wants to go to a Big R dance in her pajammies. Oh and while talking to her, somehow it occured to me that she sorta seems like that oracle lady from the Matrix. With a line like, "It was last yr child," who can argue against me? Never heard that one from my friends before. Then again, I've never heard anyone being compared to a Goron from Legend of Zelda (don't ask). Or someone making sounds of what they think Bruce would sound like during sex (once again don't ask). Or . . . aight this is getting a bit tedious. lol Well I'm out. Love to all my readers, Peace 1

I was just thinking for a sec, and I'm thinking that the people who were looking after the dance were MAD cool yesterday. Cuz I didn't notice anyone being separated for grinding each other and stuff. It was all good. Even the dean was walking through the group and he din't stop me from grinding this other girl...hopefully the teachers at all the dances are that cool. Oh yeah, and to answer my question from Monday whether wanna dance or Let's dance is better, I don't remember what I did really lol. But I know that whenever asked wanna dance to a girl in a group, it was kinda awkward and didn't really work. If the girl is on the side (a wallflower), then you can ask em to dance, but in a group, big no no. Unless she's an underclassman, they usually go for it. Now I didn't use the line, Let's dance last night so I can't comment on that. However, I learned that sometimes not asking is the best way. Thas what I did in the case of Charisma. Was kinda surprised that she didn't bitch-slap me or shy away when I went up from behind and held onto her waist. Wooo thinking back, I rarely do that. I should do that more often. It worked once, so why not again? lol Aight, I just learned that there's going to be a Sacred Heart dance the same night as the Marymount one. Uh oh. Charlotte wants me to go to the Sacred Heart one, but . . . I dunno. This is possibly a life-changing decision here. lol Jus kidding, but really, I dunno cuz I already planned it out w/ Noel and J-Mag that we're going to Marymount. (sigh) I'll figure it out w/ Noel. Aight, Peace 1

Sup suuup! Well, last night I was a bit tired, and forgot to tell about some other cool/kooky things that happened yesterday. Well, first of all, Chem class was great. We made S'mores! LOL Ain't that great? Very good ones too, except that we used bunsen burners to roast the marshmallows. lol And at the dance, there was this one dude that was like double-jointed and very flexible. He was putting his ankles around his neck, lifting himself up, and swinging around. That was freaky yo. lol Oh and an interesting thing yesterday was that a girl in a wheelchair came to the dance. Feel sorry for her though, if she could use her legs she'd be pretty cute. Ah well. lol And there was this one girl I was dancing with right, and we were trying to do the spanish style, but we pretty much sucked. lol Ah well, she said that I was a good dancer, so maybe I was ok at faking it. Oh yeah, I had the strangest dream last night. I dreamt that I drank coffee, and then I couldn't fall asleep in my bed at night. Well that was it. A quickie eh? lol Aight, it doesn't seem like anyone is coming today for the b-boy crew, I'll just call a meeting in 2 wks. If nobody comes, then I'm killing the crew. If they're not dedicated, then no point in wasting my time trying to get it together. Thas bout it, love to all my readers. Peace 1

Sup suuuuup!!!! Weeeell, Friday was very kickass if I may say so myself. It's the most fun I've had in quite a freaking long while. Aight let's describe my day. I get to school, yadda yadda. Go through my school day, yadda yadda. Get my mid-tri report, and I'm one subject away from achieving an Honors card for the first time. Aight I think I might be able to pull it off. . . so anyways, then we went to Chinatown and ate some good food there. Good good food. I ate some sort of crispy chicken, some special style (dunno which one though). My frosh twin, Anton split the cost w/ me. That was a freaking big chicken. In fact, we shared with the whole table of ACS people. lol So after that, came the dance! Wooo, it was good. Aight lemme review. Well, I just hung around for the first hour, cuz it doesn't get good until like 8:15. So then around 8:15 I got my first grind of the night with a decent looking girl, frosh named Melody. So anyways, I danced up a storm yadda yadda. This one fiiine girl I danced with was really hot, and she was flip too! Charisma is her name, and she was a sophomore, too bad I didn't see her afterwards so I could dance with her and ask for her number. lol She was honestly the hottest filipino girl I've ever seen. So anyways, danced with some more girls, and even found a girl that goes to Kellenburg, the same school as Margaret. And oh yeah, I didn't do that well in my only time of going in the circle to break. I think I was too nervous, cuz I misplaced my elbows on the simplest kind of freeze, and messed it up. lol Ah well I redeemed myself right afterwards with the all powerful crotch grab. It's too good yo. So anyways, around 10:10 I was breaking a bit on the side with the crew, and I actually got some claps from girls passing by. Smiled at them, waved hi, yadda yadda. Oh, and I feel sorry for this one girl who her friends were torturing, trying to make her dance with me and other guys. (sigh) They were definitely going about the wrong way if they were trying to hook her up with someone, cuz you gotta know the guy and introduce her to him, not just get some random good-looking guy (ahem, me lol), cuz that's kinda freaky. She was a bit too shy for me, hardly talked, AND she didn't want to dance. Bleh. Party pooper booooooo! So yeah, I even had group fun when the DJ put on this strange Indian music that was popular last year (or so I heard), and we had some fun clapping and waving our arms like crazy in the air. Woo it was good. By next dance, I'm definitely going to get handglides down and maybe windmills, cuz I'm going to be the ish next dance yo. Oh yeah! I believe I saw that girl I had the hots for last year at the dance, but she didn't feel like dancing, so ah well. I'm over her, that's that. On to greener pastures (like that honey Charisma wooo she was hot). Oh yeah, and she was the only girl I pulled off my sig grinding move. It gets girls REALLY hot yo lol. Just basically when grinding from either front or back, raise her arms up in the air, hold her hands for a few seconds, and then slowly slide your hands down her body and outline her curves. Makes em feel really sexy and it's such a phat move to pull off. Don't know why what most guys do is just move side to side and when grinding put their hand on her buttock or right above her sweetness. Hmm, maybe I shouldn't have written my move, cuz some dudes my take my move. Ah well, I can afford to spread the wealth. Jus as long as they don't dick-block me, that is take a girl that I took the time to lower her bitch shield, and then charging in and taking her away from me. Good thing that doesn't happen too often. Oh yeah, back to dancing, I like when we both go down, you know reggae and ish? Thas phat, except when there's a miscommunication. Thas what happened today when I was dancing with that Charisma girl, we went down and I wanted to go down more, but she suddenly stopped going down, and bang! Ouchie, my testicles banged on her leg at a pretty powerful force. Well, I took it like a man, pretty damn hurt, but tried to not make it show. Ah well. Oh yeah, I can't wait til the Marymount dance next wk. Too bad Dominican doesn't have any, cuz even though a LOT of girls that go there are bigass bitches, some are really hot and nice. Like this girl that was chatting up Kevin at the Walkathon, and Charisma. Damn yo, I have the most confidence I've had with girls in quite a freaking long time. I'm even thinking of restarting the 30/30. Oh shit yo, I think I'm actually going to try again. Cuz my strategy tonight worked, just feel comfortable, and try not to think too much about getting her number and I was fine. Sweet! Oh yeah, I finally, after a year of talking to them at dances, remembered to get Sophia's and Marietta's SNs. lol Woo this was great. Aight I'm out. Love to all my readers, Peace 1

Sup suuuup! Well, today I had a muuuuch better feeling overall. Yesterday was just one of those once in a while feeling lonely and depressed things. So yeah, I kicked ass today. Except I got one question wrong on my chem quiz, but I've been kicking that ass for the whole year so I'm still fine in that subject. So yeah, not much happened today, except that afterschool I went for Spanish help from Miss Basile. I did surprisingly well. Anyways, afterwards I practiced a lil breaking, and I'm surprised I can actually do a handstand for more than a half second now. :) Woohoo. Now I just need to develop my one handed crotch grab a bit more and make it a bit smoother. Yup yup, then that will be my signature move. lol I'm seriously considering calling myself, "Mr. Crotchgrabber" for my breaker name. lol Well, if I like another move better than that one, then forget it, but if that's going to be my sig move, then Crotchgrabber it is! lol Well, I was correct in my assumption that the Marymount dance is next Friday, so Noel is going to accompany me so I don't go alone. Now I know why girls go in massively insane packs/groups. Being all alone with numerous members of the opposite sex whom you don't know and at the same time you're at a location you've never been . . . that's kinda intimidating. Yup yup. So anyways, if I can possibly see that girl I see one a week sometime soon, I'll try to chat her up so at least I'll have some connections in Marymount. Definitely. Yeah, I'll check if Chui, Ben, and Leo want to go too. Hmmmm, nah nm. They're going to have to go home at like 9 cuz their parents will kick their asses. Good thing my parents aren't TOO strict. So this is going to be crazy next week, I'll be getting home at like 1:30 or something. Cuz Marymount dances last 30 mins longer than Regis ones do, and plus I have to uncheck my freaking bags. Damn damn damn. Ah well. I can't wait til tomorrow. ACS dinner is going to be fun I hope. And then the greatest thing I've ever come across shall come together: girls I can grind with and breakdancing. My two passions. It's great yo. I love breaking. It's kinda hard to get balanced for headstands or handstands. Well, thas about it I guess. Aight, I'm out. Love to all my readers, Peace 1

Sup sup. Hmm, today I've been thinking. Really long, really hard. Yesterday I've had a nice convo, and the girl was talking about homosexuality and stuff. She asked if one of my friends told me he/she was homosexual, then what would i do? So i said, if it was a guy, I'd be apprehensive about it at first, and if a girl, then I wouldn't really care. And then she said something about junior-highschoolers being immature and stuff, cuz one of her JH friends said that her teacher was gay and stuff. Well, I think that really comes from society's views on gay people. I have NO idea why we look upon gay people as freaky and weird. Cuz really, all that is different about them is that they are sexually attracted to the same sex. That's all. Nothing much else besides that, they're just normal people. Not to mention that even religious factions condemn homosexuality, which makes society's negative look on gays supposedly in the right. I just don't agree with that. The times are changing, so deal with it I say. It's not like they're going out and killing people in the street, copulating in public, and performing obscene acts in public!

Aight, on to my day. Well, I really didn't have a great day today, but it was decent. I actually got some good sleep last night. I don't really have anything much to say today about my day, excep that I'm a bit down right now. I dunno why I'm feeling down but it's pretty bad. I think it's the massive amount of work that we have to do in the damn school. (sigh) Damn man, I've been thinking about giving up altogether. No, I don't mean suicide lol. I mean girls. I think I concentrate too much upon getting their numbers and ish like that. From now on, I'll just take the laid back approach, befriend them, yadda yadda yadda. It's just that freaking feeling of loneliness. Like a yearning for a significant other. (sigh) Or at least a companion of the opposite sex. That I can hang out with. A lot. And have fun. That's all. I'm not asking for any more, any less. Cuz there is something about a female friend that is just great. Period. For example, I can usually talk more openly with girls than guys. I dunno why. I think it's the stand-offish and highly opinionated nature of guys. That and also because I cannot risk putting my "manhood" on the line. Even though I know a couple of my guy friends are going to read this, I don't really care. Cuz it's the truth. Like about how I might talk about girls and stuff, but it's hard. I dunno, it's just hard. I can't follow through with what I preach, except dance with girls. I'm sorta like that Dimmesdale dude I wrote about in one of my English essays. It's pathetic. (sigh) Yeah, I definitely need to work on my talking skills. Cuz I can write a lot, but I can't talk. Or at least I never really try. Wait a freaking second! I never tried talking to a girl. And I don't mean my close girl friends that I've had. I mean I've never tried talking to a girl like say at a dance without the intention of asking for her number in the back of my mind. Maybe that's my problem. I focus too much on that and I put too much pressure on myself. Well, aight. I'll try to just not care on Friday at the dance. Yeah. Definitely. Y'know, I like the word, "profusely" It's kickass, ain't it? Well, I still don't know why I've been feeling down today. I kicked ass in all my academic stuff. Maybe it's cuz Ryan beat me twice today in chess. Blech, I sucked. Ah well. Nah. I don' t think that's it. I just think that it's cuz I'm lonely. I mean, how do priests and clergy survive? Sure they talk to people everyday, but I mean they have NO significant other. Ever. Not allowed. Nope nope. I cannot possibly contemplate how a person could fully devote him or herself to God. I just can't. It's just so hard to comprehend. And look at me, who's never found love in his life yet. And no, family, friends, and God do not count. I mean, to me, it's like a required love. You're required to love your family, friends, and God, and if you don't then maybe you have a couple of issues to deal with. What I mean by love is love from another person, no strings attached. Just being content with another person. Just putting your faith and heart into her hands and her doing the same to you. Trust. But that's not to put down the other kinds of love. I've definitely received love from family, and have gotten friendly love. And God's love, that's another mystery. Is there a God? And if so, why the heck would he care about me, a little speck on a somewhat larger speck called Earth? It is very hard to understand. I'm not complaining, I've been blessed throughout life. I've gotten out of jams that I thought I'd mess up in. I have a home, a loving family. I kickass in school. But for some reason, I'm not content. And I think that it's because I'm lonely. But I guess I can't give up on love, because if you do that, then there's no reason to live, in my opinion. Sure, you've got friends and family yadda yadda yadda, but that's nothing. Nothing at all compared to love. Nothing. I feel sorry for the people who will never be able to feel love for or from another person. Cuz even though I've never felt it, I think I can say that it's the reason for life, for living. (sigh) And back to loving God. I dunno why, but it's even hard for me to open up to even him. In prayer. He obviously knows everything, but sometimes I just freaking, I dunno. I . . . just don't know. Another thing I can't say is, "Love," as in loving another person. I can barely bring myself to say, "I love you" to my mom! I think that's just messed up. What has society done to me, or maybe what have I done to myself, that I can barely bring myself to verbalize the thoughts that I feel? Supposedly, guys are the strong, dominant, unfeeling type. But I don't want to be unfeeling. I want to let my feelings go. But I can't talk about this to just anyone. Nope. Not even my best friend. That's why I want a significant other, to fill this void in my life. The only freaking void I have in my life. I want to be able to trust someone so completely, that I can tell her everything I want to and she won't judge me. That would be heaven on earth. (sigh) To my readers, I give my love. :) 143

Sup suuup! Well, the Yanks won last night. They amazingly came back from a 0-2 series deficit to win the next three games and advance to the ACLS. Now they're going to have to face the invincible Seattle Mariners. Wooo, this is going to be a great series. :) So anyways, yesterday I was sooo excited about all the things that had happened during/after the Walkathon that I forgot to write about what happened before! Aight, so that night I had a pretty damn strange dream. I was walking down a street, and across the street were these really hot girls sitting on a stoop. And I looked down at my shirt and it said, "Yankees" in rather large letters. I was sooo ashamed that I tried covering up the letters, and walked past the girls. That was the dream. lol Ok, and I had a really bad commute yesterday going to school. Aight so what happened was that I was riding the 7 train, and it was delayed cuz of a sick passenger in the train ahead of us. And then there came signal problems, which resulted in more delays. What made the situation worse was that I was getting sick. I had this feeling coming from the top of my stomach that I was about to throw up. I even was breaking into a sweat yo. I was THIS close to asking people around me if they had a plastic bag for me to puke in lol. I was standing, and the guy sitting in front of me let me have his seat cuz I dunno, maybe I was looking pale lol. Aight, so on to today's topics. Well, I took the PSATs today. I basically didn't study for them at all. I think I kicked the Math sections asses, but I thought the English section was a tad bit harder than last year. Especially the damn relationships b/w words. Damn things. Ah well, I think I'll be getting around the same grade I got last year. Well, I'm going to rest a lil bit, and then I'll do my final two assignments I have to do. I think I'll start the assignments at 3, so I guess I'll be able to finish everything by about 5 or 6. Not bad at all. Aight I'm out. Peace 1

Sup suuuuup!!! Wooo, today was fun. I have very little to gripe about. Soo, now lemme describe today. Aight, so we had to walk like 10 kilometers, but that was the crappy part. However, when we got back, we got to eat as many hamburgers and hot dogs as we wanted. Woooo! And then came the moment of truth: Breakdance Time! Well, the seniors formed a circle and started raving before the b-boys could break, so I didn't go in that circle to break but some other guys did. Then later, I was able to get into a circle and start my stuff. Some guys started booing me at first (those were the guys who broke up the first circle), but when I changed to my six-step and did a freeze, I actually got some applause from the girls. Then I did some more six-step (heard some, "Oh, he's not done yet" from the crowd at that time) and did my finale of the one-handed crotch grab! Got some good applause from that too. YEAAAAH! I was sooooo pumped after that. Anyways, afterwards, I went in the circle one more time to do some helicopters, and then I just danced with some girls. We even did some line dancing LOL. Didn't do as well as I wanted to though. Aight, here's my only gripes of the day: I didn't grind any girls, and only danced with three. That's sucky by my standards. I dunno, last year I've been able to get to dance with 7+. I dunno, maybe it might be that they're DA girls. Eric was saying that it's cuz these white girls don't like colored guys, but I dunno, that's a bit harsh to me. Well, I'm thinking that it's for the better that bitchy girls turn me down when I request a dance so I don't have to waste my time trying to get to know them. lol Oh yeah, Noel has challenged me. Here's the deal: he said that he'd be able to get a girlfriend before me, and before the semi-formal in April. However, his strategy to meet girls at dances is to just sit down, see if any girls make eye contact, and then after the third time of eye contact, he'll approach them and maybe ask them to dance. My strat is to go out on the dancefloor, dance up a storm, and when I get tired I can talk to whichever girls I've already started a rapport with while dancing. And I wonder what is a better way to approach a girl for a dance: "Wanna dance?" or "Let's dance." Last year "wanna dance" worked very well. Hmmm, well I'll see on Friday. I definitely need to work on my conversational skills lol. Aight I gotta do work. Peace 1

Sup suuuup! Damn yo, once again I have been pretty damn lazy. I only got like half of my work done lol. And somehow, I'm actually feeling in my gut a small thought of rooting for the Yankees. AHHHHHHHHHHH! lol Must be some of that pre-97 baseball sentiment going through me or something. I still remember the summer when I was converted to being a Mets fan. I guess I was spoiled from the Yanks always winning and crap, and the Mets definitely had more nail-biters back in the day. At least from what I watched anyways. Does anyone else have post-workout stiffness two days after the workout? Cuz I was lifting weights on Friday, and my pecs are STILL stiff today. Ouchie. Grrrrr, hopefully they're better by tomorrow. They better be feeling ok by tomorrow, or else my breakdancing might be messed up. I definitely can't wait until tomorrow. Gotta mack it yo. Woooo, I'm excited! Aight peace. 1

Sup suuuup! Damn yo, I'm in for hell today cuz I've gotta do what I estimate 7+ hours of homework after this. Boooooooo! Well anyways, I went to the 12:15 Mass today at St. Mike's, and guess who I saw? Nope, not Christine, though I did want to show her my breaking skills and have her show me her "step". Actually, I saw Alex, nope not Alie, the other Alex I met playing DDR. I believe she actually still remembers me cuz she smiled and waved bye when I was leaving. :) Now here's the dilemma: Should I go to the 12:10 Mass next sunday in hopes of seeing her again and talking to her (aka getting her number), or should I just go to my regular 9:30 mass? Cuz it's kinda hard on my schedule to go to the 12:10 mass. Hmmm, I know. It'll all depend on how much hw I have that weekend, and how much of it I get finished on Saturday. I'm going to be feeling rather crappy on Saturday cuz I'm going to be maaaad tired from getting home at 12:30 from the dance. I don't think I'll be holding a crew meeting this saturday then. Yeah, I definitely want to pursue her. Yup yup. But I'll have to see what happens during the course of this week of course, cuz I might be hook up w/ someone or some ish like that. Maybe. lol Aight laterz. Peace 1

LMAO I have just found out how badly Alexandra is obsessed with Rent. lol It's too funny yo

Yup. Yanks won.

Well, the Yanks I believe have game 3 wrapped up. Rivera is pitching and it's the 8th inning. However, they only have a one run lead. But I mean, c'mon, it's Rivera. I don't know how many blown saves he's had in the postseason, but from my understanding, you can probably count em on one hand. And a freaking .70 ERA!? That's freaking inhuman. I'm telling you, the Mets need a closer that doesn't give up big games. When the Mets really truly need to win a game, sometimes the big dude comes in and blows it! Dammit, he does this too often I'm thinking. And well, I have a freaking crapload of hw. I mean a ton! Damn tomorrow's going to suck. So I guess that means I'm not going to be able to hang out with Chui at E-Cube after all. Ah well, freak it. I've got to get my ass into high gear tomorrow. But it's soooo much hw! DAMMIT! School is too stressful. (sigh) Ah well. I'm J-Rey, I'll kick it's ass. Peace 1

Sup suuuup! Yup yup, today was a pretty decent day. Aight, it started out pretty badly, cuz I was awakened by this lil girl screaming outside on the street. Repeatedly. I mean she was like shrieking at the top of her freaking lungs, for fun. So I just yelled out, "SHUT UP!!!!" and that was that. Too bad I couldn't get back to sleep afterwards. Ah well. So anyways, I then went to the meeting place for our group, and I met up with Danny there. We walked back to my place, where we saw Casey along the way. Everyone else couldn't come. Ah well, next week again. Casey did aight, he'll just have to practice, and I think we had a good session. LOL Oh yeah, they said that my worm looks like I'm a beached whale lmao. So anyways, still haven't come up with a name for the crew yet though lol. I'll figure that out. And I haven't gotten down my b-boy name either! I was thinking something like B-Boy Sweetness or B-Boy Skillies, but that doesn't sound too great. Hmmm, maybe something like, ummm, well I dunno. Andrew Jaico's (B-boy club president) name is B-Boy Falls. Cuz he falls a lot lol. AJ still kept his dj name, Mix Master AJ. Sooo, I'll have to come up with something. Something that is nice, and sticks, and kicks ass. Hmmmm, lemme think . . . maybe B-Boy Sweat? lol Nah. Ah well, once I develop my own unique style and preference of breaking, then I'll be able to think something up rather easily. Ah well. Aight, I'm out. Peace 1

Sup suuup. Damn damn damn. Tomorrow is turning out to be a bit fuzzy after all. Rita has already quit (had a feeling bout that), and Danny doesn't know if he can make it tomorrow cuz he has an appt tomorrow. Ah well, I'll figure it out. So yeah, btw, I got a High Honors on my journal grade! Woohoo.

Sup suuuuup! Yup yup, today was pretty damn kickass if I say so myself. :) Aight, so it turns out that I walked by the NY 1 camera while they were interviewing that Mark Green dude. Wooo! And I had a ton of free this morning. I did kickass on my Spanish quiz too. Yeeeeeah! I believe I whooped my math test's ass, and I got a Merit plus on my Theo test only cuz I forgot to answer one of the questions (DOH!) lol And in Phys Ed, we just lifted weights and stuff. Well, my afterschool activities were pretty damn tiring. First, I went to an impromptu session of the B-boy club, and did pretty well except I can't get down those freaking muthas of windmills. I'm going to be able to do them within three wks dammit, barring a broken arm or something like that lol. So yeah, then I went to ummm, oh yeah! Play chess, and I taught this freshman some moves and stuff. He was pretty bad lol. I taught him some key principles. Afterwards, BC, Ryan, and I went to the Metropolitan Museum of Modern Art cuz we had to do a project for American History. Damn damn damn damn damn DAAAAAMN that was long! First we had to check in our bags, and that took 15 mins. And then we had to find the ones we wanted to draw, and that took another 15 mins. Then we had to actually draw them and take down information, and that took quite a freaking long while. I was pretty fast, taking only 45 mins to do all that. But Ryan and BC took freaking forever. lol And then we still had to get our bags out. lol We got there at 5:10, and left at 7:10. We ate at Burger King afterwards, and I ended up getting home about 9:20. Geez that was a long day. And I didn't get my freaking haircut! lol But it was fun. I seriously cannot wait until the Walkathon, cuz I want to break. And plus I want to talk to girls. (sigh) yup yup. Girls. Woohoo! I think my social schedule might be kickass the next few weeks, cuz on Mon, we have the walkathon. DA girls generally aren't overly hot, but they're not butt ugly either. So I'll check em out. On Fri, I'm going w/ the ACS to a dinner with some girls from the Bronx, and afterwards is the first dance of the year! Yup yup. I'm serious yo, the first dance is always the best. Last year, it was like 5 girls to one guy yo lol. Well it may actually have been 3 or 4 girls to 1 guy, but since a lot of the guys generally don't ask girls to dance, then they don't count. I loooove dances. Wooo. So anyways, hopefully the Marymount dance is the week after that, so I can mack it to those girls. Wooo. Marymount girls are seriously hot. Woooooo. Like today when we were walking to the Met, we saw a group of Marymount girls walking, and damn were they attractive! Woooo (breaks into a sweat) lol So anyways, that brings me to my next point: Has anyone noticed that girls hangout crews fit into a few categories? Lemme name what I've observed: It's usually:
1. Just plain ole hot girls. All of the girls are damn hot. And usually bitchy bitches too.
2. Fat/Unattractive girls. Plain and pure. These girls are either really bitchy or really nice.
3. A group of hot girls with one unattractive girl wanting to be in with that clique. Definitely feel sad for the ugly chick.
4. A group of unattractive girls with one really hot girl who wants to boost her self esteem by hanging out with girls less attractive than she is. Usually this girl is not gf material, cuz then she'll be like bitching at you all the time and always doubting herself. Geez yo.
So yeah, around next Saturday, I'll be recounting my dance experiences from the dance, and also my insights into the social atmosphere and the works of a Big R High School Dance. Aight peace. 1

Muahahahahaha! I finished my hw in record time today. Muahahahaha. Damn I kick ass. My mom made lobster tonight. Wooo lobster is good. Lobster is reeeally good. :) And now it's official: The first organizational meeting of our breakdancing crew is on Saturday! Wooo. Most of us are probably going to meet in front of the library at 1:30 and then go to my house to break. Excellent . . . :) Aight, peace. 1

Sup sup! Today was a pretty kickass day. I did pretty well in Spanish class, except that I accidentally called Ms. Basile the name of the teacher I had last year, Mrs. Ramirez. lol I even kicked the Spanish quiz's ass! Yeah. I'm clutch. I'm J-Rey dammit. Oh yeah. Woo. So anyways, I can't freaking WAIT til Monday! Oh that's going to kickass. I'm going to break in front of a ton of girls and it's going to be kickass. And I saw that hot girl on the train today and once again didn't speak to her. Next time, I've definitely got to speak to her, cuz I basically see her once or twice a week. We see each other on 42nd street, and we take two stops up to 86th. Then we basically walk out side by side, we walk down the block side by side, and then we take a left, walk up another block. Side by side of course. Then there's my school, and I leave her side. Well. I definitely have to talk to her soon. It's getting boring just walking by her side lol. Ah well. Noel was saying that he has psychic powers today at lunch lol. So he said that he predicts that she has brown eyes, is shorter than me, and is a junior. She does have brown eyes, and is shorter than me. However, I've got ask if she is a junior. Definitely. lol So anyways, my school day was kickass, and that hot chick in the Hitchcock movie we've been watching was like throwing herself upon the good guy. Man, she was such a playa. Cuz she didn't sleep with him, and set him up for death. But he survived the assassination attempt. Muhahaha, this movie is great. So after school, I finally went to billiards club. I think I did pretty damn well for someone without too much practice in quite a while, and ended up with a 2-2 record for today. Wooo. I rule. Aight, I gotta eat, I might post again later. Peace. 1

Damn yo. This sucks. I just realized, thanx to Espo, that it's also in the Student Procedure guide thing that we can't put derogatory things on the web about the Big R or its teachers. Thus, I had to erase something from the earlier entry I made. Damn this censorship!!! lol Oh yeah, and I learned that Rita is having trouble in the transition from grade school to HS. Well that makes two of us lol. Damn I thought Frosh year was pretty damn stressful. I tried and tried like crazy, but all I could pull out was a Merit card each and every freaking tri. I'm on my way to my first Honors card in the Big R though, so I'm pretty happy bout that. Just need to make it through just another half tri of torture and I've got my Honors card baby! YEAH! Aight gotta study. Peace. 1

Damn yo. This sucks. I just realized, thanx to Espo, that it's also in the Student Procedure guide thing that we can't put derogatory things on the web about the Big R or its teachers. Thus, I had to erase something from the earlier entry I made. Damn this censorship!!! lol Oh yeah, and I learned that Rita is having trouble in the transition from grade school to HS. Well that makes two of us lol. Damn I thought Frosh year was pretty damn stressful. I tried and tried like crazy, but all I could pull out was a Merit card each and every freaking tri. I'm on my way to my first Honors card in the Big R though, so I'm pretty happy bout that. Just need to make it through just another half tri of torture and I've got my Honors card baby! YEAH! Aight gotta study. Laterz

What the f***? Publishing is temporarily unavailable!? NOOOOOOO! Damn, I've been waiting for soooo long. 12 mins dammit. I hate when the server goes on the fritz. GRRRR

Sup sup. Today was a pretty damn good day considering I was mad tired due to lack of sleep. Damn yo. Ah well. Anyways, I think I aced the Theo test, and I ended up getting an 81 on my Spanish test. Not too bad, considering my skill level. But now I have to go to Ms. Basile every Tuesday afterschool. BOOOOO! This is crappy yo. Tuesdays are my busiest afterschool activity days. Cuz I have B-boy and Chess! Now what I'll have to do is go to B-boy for half an hour, Ms. Basile for half an hour, and then chess club for a half hour. NOOOOOO! I want to address another lil issue I've noticed. I've heard a lot of people talking about Ryan Robinson, saying he's all dumb and shit and that he's such a stupidass and crap like that. I've even heard that people hate this kid. Hey, he might not be the brightest pea in the pod, and he might be a tad bit slow, but I mean come on. Give the kid a break, he tries hard and though he may be obnoxious at times, he's actually a decent kid. So yeah, let's move on. After school, I was feeling maaad tired again, and I was even dozing in Father Bender's class. So I slept on the train ride home, and I went to Opane to play some DDR. Oh my gosh. There was this girl that was pretty good at DDR (better than me at least) lol. And she had a VERY nice butt. Wooo, it was nice. Thas why I like Spanish girls. They got the curves yo. lol So anyways, Chui and his crew came by. Eben started humping the photo machine (damn he's crazy/horny. He needs a girl soon yo lol), and Matt was saying that he hates it when white people try to pay DDR. Cuz they look so stupid doing it. Well, I dunno, that's how I was when I first started out, but after a couple of times playing it I got better. And Matt was saying that breaking stuff before cuz he didn't know I actually breakdanced. lol He thinks that if you can't do windmills you're not a breaker lol. What a kook. Windmills I don't think are necessary in a breakdancer's move arsenal, but they can help a lot though. Ummm, oh yeah, I beat Ryan Robinson in chess yesterday. I actually got down some sweet moves. Wooo. And he won the chess club tournament. I didn't enter, but I might've done well. Ah well, I'll just be a member of the club, not a member of the team. Oh damn. I forgot to ask my mom permission if we can get together on Saturdays for B-boying. Ah well, I'll ask tomorrow. I've got to do my crapload of Spanish hw now. Peace. 1

OOOOOOOH SHIIIIIIIIIT. I have a theo test tomorrrow, and I thought I had put my Theo notebook in my bookbag, but it seems that it is nowhere to be found in my bookbag. This is sooooo crappy. Shitballs man. This sucks. Aight, I'm going to have to try calling up BC or Mike tonight to get the basic shit I need to know, so that I won't bomb the test. Shit man, how could I forget the notebook!? GRRRRRRRRR. Dammit. Well, on the bright side is that I do have my worksheets and my bible and stuff, so I'll at least be able to get those things down. It's just that tomorrow I'm going to have to wake up early like around 5:50 and get to school early so that I can kick the Theo test's ass. Oh yeah, and I'm scared about the Spanish test. Oh shit yo, Brendan Strang aka "Shredder" told me that the best grade was a U from anyone who was in Ramirez's class last year. Oh this is going to suck. Hopefully I at least got a Merit. That would be fine by me then. No problem at all with that. However, if I failed it, then we have a freaking problem here. Damn school is stressful. I have this feeling of dread rising from the pit of my stomach at this moment, cuz I'm getting freaked about the Scac Attack (Theo test). Well, I don't have to worry, I'll just get the basic stuff from BC tonight, and then I'll be set. Voila. I'm J-Rey, I come through under pressure. I'm Mr. Clutch. Kickass. I've got the drive. Aight, well that lil pep talk has given me a boost in spirit. Woohoo. Peace 1

Okay. Here's an update on the crew status. This isn't set yet, but I think I'm pretty much the leader person. Then we have Eben and Danny as the co-vice second-in-commands. Finally, the most recent roster of people on the crew are: Me, Ben, Danny, Casey, Rob, Leo, and maybe Rita. I talked to Rita, and she's a maybe cuz she doesn't know if she wants to know how to break. She wants to watch us first, and then from there decide whether she wants to. Eh, it's good enough for me. So I'm going to be calling up the people later on this week to confirm these things. Damn, I forgot to get Rita's number. Ah well. Anyways, I gotta make a card for the members to fill out, with basic stuff that has their: screen name, phone numbers, cell/beeper numbers, and a statement that says that if they acknowledge that if they get hurt in this household, it was under their own doing and free will and will not hold my family accountable. lol I know that doesn't sound encouraging, but if you get a dislocated shoulder, then I'm sorry to say, but it's not my fault. Damn yo, I'm getting all legal and ish up in here lol. Oh yeah, I downloaded the Run DMC vs Jason Nevins "It's Like That" video, and it kiiiiicks ass! Wow, some of the moves seen there are crazy yo! lol It sure did take a freaking long time for it to download though lol. Freaking 56k modem. Aight thas it, laterz. 1

(sigh) Wild Boer has nooooo idea what the heck I'm talking about with my b-boy lingo. So here goes my explanations. Handglide is where you balance on one hand whose elbow is stuck on your stomach, and you spin around on it. Hurts your wrist like hell. Helicopters are when you're crouching, and you swing one leg around and you sorta jump over it. It's one of the easiest moves, pretty popular back in the day. Umm, freezes can be anything much, as long as the breaker stays suspended in a phat position in the air for a sec or two. Handstands I'm sure you know already, and six-step is the most basic move in breakdancing. It's a move where, if done right, the person's legs look as if they're flying around in a circle. It's complicated to explain, I'll just show you one day. Side/back slides are similar to the moonwalk that Michael Jackson does. You've definitely seen that. Side and back glides are variations of that. Actually, the real moonwalk is a slide going in a circle, what MJ does is really a backslide. Aight, then toprock is basically just dancing. It's more a style thing, and most people have different toprocks. The Valdez I explained, windmills are basically those things that olympian people do on that pummel bar thing, but simplified since you can use your back instead of only your hands. Aight, those are my explanations, I'm gonna watch some Monday Night Football now. Peace. 1

Sup suuuup. Well, I did a headglide today. It's an easier version of the handglide cuz you can also have your head for balance instead of only your hand. When my wrist gets stronger, then I'll be able to get the real handglide. And I'm starting to get mutliple helicopters down. I can do about three before I mess up now. And those swipe things are harder than they look. I'll ask AJ to show me how to do em tomorrow at B-boy club. I really need to work on balancing on my left hand for handglides, cuz I can't even get my legs up. Can't do proper freezes w/ it either. Must work on my left hand. Plus I need work on my one and two arm handstands, because I either don't stay up long enough or go up crooked. However, I was able to get two decent moves out of today's practice. One is a one handed move where I put my free hand up to my ear, and the other is another one hander where I use my free hand to grab my crotch. lol Right now I'm focusing on mostly one handed handstands and freeze variations, multiple helicopters, six-step, side/back slides, and toprock. Tomorrow at b-boy club, I'm gonna try the Valdez, where you do a cartwheel thing from a crouching position. Once I get all the above down pretty well, then I'm going to focus on my headstands and windmills. Once I get all of these, I'm going to be a pretty decent breaker. Hehehehe. Aight, I gotta go. 1

OH. MY. GOSH. This is great. I've built up the number in the crew to a solid and nice round number: 5! Woohoo. And I finally found a willing b-girl! Woohoo. Aight, so it's me, Leo, Eben, Danny, and Rita. Aight that's cool. This is gonna be great yo. Oh damn, but the name is gonna be hell. lol And oh yeah, has anyone else realized how freaking long it takes for Rita to say goodnight? She says a WHOLE slew of things. Here's what i remember: Ok, I've got to go now, but I'll try to be on later. Good night. Bye. Cya. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight. Don't let the bed bugs bite. lmao Kooky eh? Aight peace. 1

Well well well. Sup sup. Well, it's established. Eben, Danny, and I are forming are own breaking crew. I know, I know, we're not really all that good, but we gotta start somewhere. Plus that's how AJ started his crew, and the look how good he is now. And what's wit Matt, trying to diss me in my face, saying that I'm not a breaker. So what if I can't do windmills? lol Well, yeah, I HAVE just started out, so maybe I prematurely called myself a breaker, cuz I haven't learned much yet lol. I'm gonna be aight eventually though. If I get to AJ's stage (he's been breaking for like 2-4 yrs), then I'll be content. Yup yup. Ah well, if that's his opinion then he can keep it. Pssh, him and his violent ways. So yeah, anyways, we gotta think up a crew name. Don't know what though. . . hmmmm. Damn don't tell me this is gonna be like wha happened when I was thinking up my sn . . . (sigh) All I know is that it's gotta be neutral, not some shit like Eben's Gang of Breakers. lol What a busted name. lol Aight, I'm almost finished w/ my hw. I jus gotta finish up the last q in theo, then I gotta write up my chem labs, and finally do Spanish. Dammit, why must learning a language be so hard? Ah well. Oh yeah, and I was talking to Rita, and it turns out that Marymount also has an Asian club. But she says they can't get together w/ the Regis Asian Culture Society for dinner in Manhattan. Booo. Ah well, the juniors will find some girls school w/ an asian club that can get together w/ us. Aight laterz. 1

Well, so far I've raised about 120 bucks in sponsors toward the Walkathon. Not bad, not bad at all. Shit yo, I still didn't do all my hw, mainly due to procrastination. Damn man, and I thought I was over this procrastination shit already. Ah well, I only have to do my Theo, Spanish, Chem, and English. It's not too bad. And I just learned that my mom doesn't want me going out tomorrow. Man, this sucks. Maybe Eben can come over to my house so we can break. Ah well. Damn damn damn. Aight I'm going to try finishing up my hw now. Laterz. 1

LOL Oh my gosh. I just woke up from the freaking craziest dream I've ever remembered and I want to write it down before I forget. Aight, so it starts out that I'm at the Braves stadium place, and my seat just happens to be beside two people I haven't seen since like 7th grade, Kendell and Alie. lol Somehow they know each other in the dream even though I'm pretty sure they haven't met in real life. Ok, so I sit next to Alie, and next to her is Kendell. So I'm thinking, Damn, just when I see these people, I'm looking my worst while they're looking their best. Cuz you see, Kendell was looking slick and Alie was . . . damn I'm pretty sure I didn't see her face but I knew it was her in the dream cuz I was talking to her and that's what I called her. lol For some reason in the dream I also had a freaking bad cold, I didn't have my gel on, my hair was poofy, and the right side of my hair was standing up. lol Aight, so then the Mets are losing cuz one of the Braves gets a home run, and I tell Alie that the Mets freaking suck in Atlanta. lol So then all of a sudden the teams change to I forget who, and Kendall gets called down to play left field (or was it center?). So then some dude on the other team hits a routine popup, and Kendall drops it. Alie starts laughing like freaking crazy, and I'm thinking, hey, it's not THAT funny, cuz I feel bad for Kendall. But then I remember the time Chipper Jones dropped Ventura's fly ball at Shea and me and Chui laughed like freaking crazy. lol Yeah, for some reason I could actually pour back into my memory bank in a dream lol. So then the game's suddenly over, and me, Alie, and two of my cousins are walking out (don't know where they came from.) So we're talking, and then it suddenly the topic of Spanish index cards comes up. Alex says she doesn't have any, and then I pull out a freaking crapload of em from my bookbag to show her. My cousin has some too, and lends them to Alex. lol I know weird isn't it? So then we go our separate ways. I know there was something else leading to the next part but I forget. Anyways, next, I'm some sort of thunder god, a counterpart to Zeus. Yet, I'm sorta still my human self. So anyways, he's attacking this king dude, but I kinda like him. So Zeus starts sending down lightning and flooding the countryside and area around the king's castle. So I'm thinking, damn that Zeus. I like that king, he's cool, and plus I'm feeling lazy, but it's my duty to produce thunder when he throws down lightning. So I take my gigantic foam lightning bolt things (similar to those hugeass foam fingers at basketball games), and slip them down this slot. They drop down and really loud thunder is heard accompanying the lightning. So anyways, I'm bored and I keep slipping these things in the slot (I'm pretty high up in the sky btw), and I grab hold of my Spanish workbook and drop it down the hole by accident cuz I wasn't paying attention. Well, it drops into the king's moat, and all of a sudden i'm thinking, damn it's pretty deep and I don't want to get my clothes wet or drown! All of a sudden I'm sitting at a table with Noel and Kevin Fitzpatrick, and I'm debating with Noel what I should do. He's saying that it isn't too deep, and Fitz interjects that Noel should jump in and get it for me. Noel says, "Nevermind, I don't want to get my clothes wet either." Finally Fitz and I are talking to each other again, and I say "Juevos" for some reason, and Fitz starts laughing. I believe that juevos means ass or bitch in real Spanish. lol That was some dream now wasn't it? Aight, gotta get ready for Mass and eat breakfast. Laterz. 1

Sup suuup. So yeah, I just realized that the Applebees was in Bayside or Bay Terrace. I think. lol I believe that's the one Alie goes to. I'll ask her sometime. Well anyways, it ends up that I didn't eat there nor at the Outback place cuz it was mad crowded. So we just ate at Uno's instead. But my dad REALLY wanted to go to the Outback Steakhouse joint cuz he said, "I've never eaten a good steak yet in America. I ate some steak in Saudi Arabia and it was delicious. The steaks I've eaten here aren't as good as the ones I ate in Saudi Arabia." My dad and his steaks. lol Ah well. I don't think I'll be seeing Zoolander tomorrow either, cuz I didn't do ANY work today. Ah well, it's ok I guess. Oh yeah, lol, I just remembered something. For some reason, whenever Alex goes offline, she sends an invitation to all the people on her buddy list to a chat. And I was talking to one of her friends that go to Bronx Sci with her, Aimee. It ends up that she's the sister of Mr. Elivert, one of my guidance counselors. She's thinking of a trick to play on her brother, but the thing is that he isn't too protective, so the "pretend I'm macking it to his lil sister" shtick isn't going to work. lol So she said, "Ok, I'll think of a better plan and I'll tell you later." lol Ah well. The kooky thing is that I'm pretty sure if I pull whatever plan she has on Mr. Elivert, then I'm going to have to do pushups (His punishment for doing stupid things in class) lol Ah well, it'll be worth it. Oh yeah, back to the Bayside/Terrace or whatever it's called place where Applebees is. Damn yo, there were a freaking TON of girls there. Oh my gosh, that is suuuch a great hangout. If I lived there, I would definitely be hanging in that area too lol. I mean, it would be such a great date/hangout place. Except no bowling alley or pool hall, my joints of choice. Aight check this: there's a Barnes & Nobles there for studious chicks. For dates there's Applebees, Outback, Boston Market, and Baskin Robbins. Plus there's a nearby movie theater. And there's a bunch of other shopping stores and a Waldbaums. Oohlala. Woo that's a nice place (I mean the area, not Waldbaums lol). Too bad there aren't any places like that near me. I mean like within a 10 min bus ride. I don't think Main Street counts cuz girls don't hang out there. They walk to places. And I'm not comfortable stopping a walking girl to talk to her. I don't even consistently talk to stationary girls either. Ah well. And damn this freaking stupidass cold. Aight peace out. 1

Weeeeell. Damn yo, I figured out that my monster headache is stemming from a monster cold I have. Bleh. Damn sinus cold thingamabob crappo. (SIGH) Ah well, I practiced b-boying today, did pretty well. Except that I reinjured my right shoulder again after attempting a handstand freeze variation I learned on Tuesday. That's it, I'm not gonna practice downstairs until my shoulder heals fully. Cuz if I keep hurting it, then it might get permanently damaged. So anyways, I then practiced DDR. Man, I suck now. I think it's cuz the home version's arrows are spread farther apart than the arcade version's arrows. Ah well. Damn this cold. And I didn't do any hw yet. Damn damn damn. Well, we're going to eat out tonight, my dad's saying either Applebee's or this Australian Steakhouse place. I heard from Chui that Applebee's is good, so hopefully we go there. Damn, I gotta do at least half of my hw if i wanna watch Zoolander tomorrow. Cuz on Monday I'm going to teach Eben the basics of breaking. Woohoo. Y'know Danny's suggested that we start our own crew. It would be me, Danny, Eben, and maybe some other guys (or better yet, girls. . . .) It actually wouldn't be a bad idea. We could practice like every weekend or two, and that would give me something to look forward to besides sleeping. And I believe I can actually do the helicopter now. lol Even though it's supposedly the easiest thing to learn, I couldn't get it until today. Well, it's still a bit shaky. One thing that's been nagging me is that my arms/shoulders get tired after just 20 mins of breaking. That's fatigue. So how about the walkathon and dance? During the walkathon I'll be walking like 10 km, and at the dance I'll be grinding girls. It's usually an hour before the guys break at dances. Ah well, I guess I just shouldn't over exert myself. So yeah, thas about it. Gotta do my history now. 1

Sup sup. Damn yo, why is it that whenever one gets more than the recommended hours of sleep, one gets a monster headache and feels even more tired? I got 10 hrs of sleep last night and that's exactly how I feel! lol Ah well. And I didn't play b-ball today cuz of the rain. (sigh) Aight, I'm gonna break now, and then I'll do hw. Hopefully tomorrow I can go see that Derek Zoolander movie. Looks funny. I'll ask around to see who'd like to go. But first I've got to see how much hw I can get done today. . . aight I'll be back laterz. 1

Sup sup. Today was a pretty damn good day, except for a couple of things. For one thing, one of my cousins was admitted into a psychiatric ward or sumthin, cuz she just went off the deep end. That's the bad news. Now lemme tell you about my day. Well, around one I was dropped off at Main St by my dad. That was two hours too early. Ah well. And so I decided to stay in the library for those two hours and relax, but the freaking guards didn't let me in, saying that if I'm in HS, I'm not allowed in til 2:30. What the fuck? Ah well, I didn't have my schedule, nor did I want to cause a commotion, so I just left. I just check out Coconuts, but didn't buy anything cuz of my lack of enough money. So yeah, then I went to Opane around 2:30, and lo and behold, there was Chui, Eben, and their crew. So we played DDR for like a half hour, and I spoke to the girl that liked me. Well, I'm still not sure exactly which one of the three likes me, but the only one that's old enough (14) is not pretty. She's like a 4.6 on the hottie scale. Plus she has really yellowed teeth from her smoking. The other two are decent looking, but they're only 13. Keep in mind that in January I'm turning 16. I knew you'd understand. And it turns out that one of them like Leonard too, but he didn't talk to them. Ah well. So yeah, then Chui, Eben, Leo, Carlos, Matt and his girl, Richard and his girl, these other two dudes, the three girls, and I went to the local pool hall to play some billiards. It turns out that pretty much everyone is suckier than I am. lol Damn, if they played the guys in the Big R billiards club, they would get their asses handed to em. So yeah, we played for an hour. It was fun, except for the fact that the place stunk of cigarettes. And plus the others were smoking up the joint too. Blech, that was bad. Ah well. So tomorrow, I'm going to play some b-ball in the morning, and then I'm gonna have to call up my family members for pledges for the walkathon. Oh yeah, before I forget, I got an S(!) on Butterfly! Woooooo. Aight, laterz. 1

Aight, and before I forget freshman names, I'm gonna put them down. lol Aight, there's Danny, I'm tight w/ him. He's cool. Then there's Jason, he's AJ's frosh double. Anton is my frosh double. Umm, there's Kyle, Qwang's double. And then there's Peter. He's aight. Umm, that's all I know of the frosh. They're all asians. lol Well, I'll get to know some other peeps soon enough. I wanna be a cool guy with the freshmen, not one of those stuck up dumbasses of an upperclassman. Aight, gotta sleep now, laterz.

Aight, I've been continuing my survey. It seems that Alie checks out the face, then eyes, and finally buffness of arms. Sanchez's style is too look at the face, then torso area, and finally clothing style. AJ says that he basically checks the face, boobs, and then ass. And that brings me to another thought . . . style truly does matter to girls I'm thinking. Hmm, I wonder whether the girls prefer the ghetto badass look or the preppy slick guy look? Hmm, I wonder what I fit? lol Nevermind, I don't think I should ask that question. I'm pretty much a preppy through and through, but if I want to I can pull off a decent look that's not too preppy. Damn, I gotta get a haircut soon. The next Big R dance is comin up on the 19. Damn, Alie wants to go, but she afraid of going home late, and not knowing anyone but me. Eh, I can't blame her, but it would have been nice to see her again. Y'know, a majority of the guys at the Big R are freaking wimps when it comes to girls. They go to dances, and maybe ask ONE girl the whole night to dance. Izzat stupid or what? Man, there are all these hotties on the floor, and you can't even approach em. Well, I was one of those dumbasses last year, but I've gotten over it. I think it's cuz that I discovered that dancing is one of the things that I'm comfortable doing with girls. I'm not yet fully comfortable talking to a girl I don't know personally, and I'm still not comfortable starting one with a stranger. Damn, how the hell am I gonna mack it to the chicks? Hmm, I've got two kickass chances coming up. The big R dance on the 19 and the walkathon on the 15. Aight I'll see what happens. And I gotta see about tomorrow. Hopefully that honey who's digging me is at least 14 and decent looking. Aight peace. 1

Well well well. I was thinking as usual and I believe that it's time for another update on sex topics. First, we have the butt. What is the deal with the media saying that J-Lo has such a freaking huge ass? In my opinion she has a damn sexy ass. But it's not like it's overly humongous. I'd take a plump ass over a flat one any day. Take note that I said "plump," not "so freaking huge that you can land a space shuttle on it." lol So yeah, I don't get why girls would want to have a flat ass. For example, think of the question, "Does my ass look big in this outfit?" That's typically what women ask their men these days. Of course, us guys cannot possibly say, "Of course I think you have a big ass" for then they would get bitch-slapped. Ah well, women are mysterious creatures. So yeah, back to my point, I think shapely women are more attractive. What's with these Hollywood women getting all anorexic, bony, and all sickly looking? Ewwwww. And also what's with all these women with heads that are too large for their bodies? Thas yeeeechy. Now, let's move on. I wonder why so many guys are so fascinated with breasts. If a girl has em then it's a plus, but it's not necessary. Plus I'd like to get physical with girls, like play sports or something. If they have overly large breasts, then wouldn't it be a bit tough getting around? I mean with her jugs bouncing around all over the place? And those women on those talk shows with triple quadruple hugeass D sizes are just freaking disgusting. Yeeech. Personally, I'm more of a legs man. I like legs. They're not overly sexual, but it's their feminine quality. I mean, I definitely wouldn't be turned on by a girl that has legs similar to what a guy has. It's just not sexy. And butts are nice. Smooth and sexy. Ummm, arms that aren't hairy are a plus. But if she's decent enough, then hairy arms aren't too bad. Shaved pits are a must. I mean, what's more disgusting than seeing a pit full of hair on a girl? Yuck. Oh, and hair should be nice. I personally prefer long straight hair (and I believe most guys would too), but as long as it looks good on the girl, it's aight by me then. What's the deal with this preferring blondes over brunettes and vice versa? That's a shitload of crap. As long as the girl is attractive and she cool, then who would really care? Ah well. Also, how is it that girls' hair always smell good? I personally like a girl that uses that Herbal Essence shampoo. That the shit yo. I guess it's cuz they spend so much time taking showers and crap. lol Aight gotta go, laterz. 1

Sup suuuuup. Today was a pretty decent day. Didn't see too many girls on the train today though. Booooooo. Ah well. I had a freaking crazy dream last night. Before I went to bed, I was studying history. So in my my dream, my history teacher, Father Bender is lecturing, and he gives an assignment. He assigns us each a teacher to ask to make a letter. So he assigns me Ms. Steers. First lemme tell you about Ms. Steers. She is probably the craziest kookiest teacher I'll ever have (she teaches art btw). She loves Bugs Bunny (and makes Bugs Bunny arm ears whenever she talks about Bugs). When the construction work gets noisy outside, then she'll say it's the rats across the streets being naughty. She grades in the craziest way too. I had her last year, and even though I only decent in art, I got a High Honors because she liked me. If you talk a lot during her class, she dubs your table "the naughty table" and if you're at that table, you're most likely going to get a Sat for the trimester. Usually, she doesn't know 75% of the class (and if she doesn't know you, then you're going to get either a Merit or an Honors). lol So anyways, I'm assigned to her. I go up to her, and tell her that she has to make a letter for Father Bender. And she says, "Oh really, I'll be sure to do it later, after I go out." She opens the door and it's pouring out. "Oh it's raining, I really must get my umbrella!" And she talks in a funny way, mind you. That was the dream. lol Strange wasn't it? So anyways, here's how my day went. I did pretty damn well on the History test considering I didn't study too much. Fr Bender basically gave us the essay and answer to it in class, so I think I kicked ass. In English class, we learned that Dom was gay. lol Well not really, but English class was once again a riot. I did aight in Spanish, and I kicked the Chem test's ass. I didn't run the reservoir today cuz I lost my sneakers, but then later retrieved them from the lost and found. Phew, that's good cuz now I don't have to buy a new pair. Got a bootleg CD today, and it's pretty good. And I just learned from Chui that one of the three girls that regularly play DDR with us likes me. Hey, how was I supposed to know, they talked to each other in Chinese, it's not like she was staring at my ass or package. You know, that's one of those things that differs guys from girls. It's how we check the opposite sex out. Guys, at least I think, check the weight, breasts, ass, legs, fitness, face, lips, eyes, hair, neck. In that order. Or at least that's what I usually do. Girls I think check out the guy's face first, with eyes, lips, jaw, brow, hair, ass, package, muscle mass. Hold up lemme, ask Erika that question. Well, she said she just looks at eyes and then butt. Yup yup, strange indeed. So yeah, that was my day. Tomorrow I have an ortho appt, and I'll check if I can go to Opane at 3 to check out the chick that digs me. I never even noticed her. lol Hopefully she's hot. Oh yeah, another thing happened today. I almost started cursing at Drew for always putting people (namely me) down. I had had enough when I was calling this kid the nickname I made up for him (J-Mag). Well, I said, it grows on you. It's aight to me, I might have to think of a new one for him though. And so we were talking in a group to some people, and then he said something about me, I forget what. And then I say, why do you always have to put me down for? I stormed outta the cafeteria and went upstairs, cursing all the way up to the science resource center. I was like, "What the fuck is his fucking problem? DAMN! Shiiiiit. Fucking shit yo, why the fuck does he have to fucking put me down all the time? Shit, what an asshole." Eh, ah well, at least I calmed down after that. Maybe I blew up too easily. Good thing I didn't curse him out, I don't like dissing people. It's stupid. Like people in my school call each other fags and shit, but what the hell is up with that? Thas just stupid. No need for it. Maybe mofo would be ok. It has a lighter sense of dissage in my opinion. Well aight, i guess that's enough ranting for this post. lol Oh yeah, before i finish, I've got a FOUR DAY WEEKEND! Woohoo!!!!! lol Aight laterz. 1

Sup sup. I did aight on the Spanish test today. Probably got a Merit. I believe I kicked the Math quiz's ass though. And I got a 10 outta ten on my English "fun thing" aka quiz, along w/ a 30 outta 30 on my English "big fun thing" aka test. Umm, so yeah, not too much to talk about today. Didn't practice b-boying today, cuz my shoulders are a bit sore, and my knee is a bit banged up cuz I was tripped up by the Gouch during phys ed class while fighting for the ball. Hmm, so yeah, thas about it. As usual Wednesdays suck. Aight peace. 1

Oh yeah, update on the 30/30. No 30/30 today. That's it, I'm not callin it the 30/30 anymore yo, cuz I'm not actually doing an actual 30/30. I'm talking to something more like 1 girl per every 15 days thing. So I should call it the 1/15. That sounds wack so naaah. From now on, I'll jus be callin it my social interactions w/ girls. Or some shat like that. So yeah, I saw this girl again on the train today. Second time I saw her, and she's pretty. I gotta talk to her next time. On the way home, another decent girl sitting next to me. Am I stupid or what? Two times in one freaking day. Is God wanting to slap me in the face or what? He's probably like, "You fool! I set you up twice today, and you didn't do anything about it!" I definitely have got to talk to a girl at least once this week. Hopefully I see that hot chick tomorrow again, I'll talk to her then. Oh and isn't it a coincidence that both the girls I saw today had the same watch? It's nice watch. Blue and stuff. So anyways, I believe that's about all I've got to say for now. Aight 1

Sup suuuuuup. Learned that Wild Boer actually reads my blog too! Woohoo. Sooo, my head isn't that bad anymore. This morning I was pretty woozy, but I got through it. I believe that I kicked the Chem test's ass. But I just got back my Spanish quiz from Monday (it was a pop quiz) and I made some reeeeeeally stupid ass mistakes. I think I had the worst grade in the class. This is sucky. Ah well, now I gotta kick the Spanish test's ass tomorrow then. So after school, went to B-boy club. It seems that I need to work out my abs a lot more, cuz I don't have enough ab strength to put my legs up by myself into a headstand. I can kinda do some other kinds of freezes now though. I'm progressing well I think. Dunno if I'll be good enough to kick it at the Walkathon though. Less than two weeks from now yo. But I have four days off this weekend, so I'll be able to practice breaking then. Aight peace, I gotta kick Spanish's ass.

Crap man. I have a headache. Hopefully I don't have a concussion yo. I've been looking into it, and high achievers who receive concussions tend to have trouble recovering. Maybe I'm just over-reacting. I'll have to see tomorrow how I feel. If I still have a bad headache I'll take some Tylenol, and wait one more day. If I feel groggy and bad still on Wednesday, then I'm gonna have to go to the doctor about this. Shiiiiit.

Sup suuuup. Ouchie ouch. Damn yo, I was practicing my b-boying skills today for like an hour after school when I got home. The real way to freeze is freaking hard man. (sigh) And I still can't do hand glides. And I have noooo idea at all on how to do windmills. I can do busted backspins though. lol At least I've improved my six step though. I'm going to start teaching Eben some breakdance stuff, cuz he wants to learn. So whatever I learn each week from B-boy club, I'll teach him like on Saturdays or something. When I was trying to do a handstand, I let my arms buckle and I collapsed on my head/shoulder. Damn, it's gonna be sore tomorrow. Shoot. Ah well, at least my head didn't suffer the brunt of the blow, and plus my shoulder didn't get dislocated. That woulda reeeeeeally sucked. That is exactly why I'm going to always wear my cap thing whenever I break, so I don't hurt my precious noggin. So yeah, Wild Boer was saying that my blog is sick. lol Hey, what can I say, I make my blog as interesting as possible without trying to be boring. I'm philosophical, and I'm like a newscaster too, saying what has to be said, and my opinions of the world today. Oh, and guess what happened in Doc Tric's class today? Mike Donovan had the freaking funniest journal entry ever. He said some stuff like (these are not exact quotes though), "I want to do [Britney Spears] up good, just like Chris Seneca says." And then at the end, he said, "I'll be back in five to seven minutes." LMAO That hinted at something, most of you peeps know what he was hinting at. lmao That was hilarious. Once again, English class was a riot. So anyways, after school, I went to Opane and saw Chui and his crew there playing DDR. It ends up that Matt's "party" on Saturday is jus gonna be a gang rumble, so I don't think I'm going. First, I don't even know him that well (I just know that he knows Chui and that his name's Matt), and second, what the fuck is up with this gang shit once again? Why don't they just duke it out in a boxing ring or something? That would be better than endangering your life, and he doesn't even know if they'll be packing heat or knives or whatever. That's some crazy shit yo. Thus I don't think I'm gonna be going to his "party" on Saturday. I'm not stupid yo. Well, my first Chem test is tomorrow, so I gotta go study now. I'm out. 1