Sup? Well, today was a rather good day. Lemme see here, I didn't get the Honors card as expected, cuz as expected in Spanish she didn't give me the benefit of the doubt and gave me a merit. In addition, I forgot about gym, cuz Fogarty gave everyone Merits. lolz Hmm, I failed my chem quiz today, but I did well on the history and span quizzes. Umm, that's about it concerning the school day. Umm, so yeah, afterschool I watched, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon with the Cult Film Club. I'm thinking about joining the club since I was able to sneak into the club picture lolz. Anyways, it was the second time I saw it. I still don't get why people think it's suuuuuch a great movie. For goodness sakes, in the end the girl rides a horse instead of flying! I don't get that part at all. And for some reason the ending gives off a REALLY depressing vibe. Bleh. After that, I played basketball in the lower gym. Damn yo, my jumper is starting to kick some ass yo. If I can get my dribble, I can be a really good player. However, with the improvement of my offense, my defense has gone a bit down. I used to be ferocious on D cuz I sucked on offense. Now I have a more balanced game, so that's good. Today I did rather well, except I messed up a couple of shots. And I need to work on simple putbacks, cuz I can't seem to get those consistently, esp. with my left hand. Grrr. And side shots, those are the bane of my offense. I'm usually open at the side, but I can't do anything offensively from that position. Thus I must develop that. Anyways, as I was saying I did rather well today. Cuz J-Mag got me pissed off in the beginning. He made me sit out and put this freshman dude in. And he had the nerve to say that I'd be sitting out the rest of the game. Aight, I give props to that other freshman dude, cuz he has a nice hook, good passing, and handles. However, he is so freaking short, I could sit on his head with ease. lolz So anyways, I was on the bench and Danny let me sub in for him on the other team since his shin or something was hurting. So I was pissed, I hustled, got rebounds, and got a monster block against J-Mag. hehehe, yeah, I was pissed. Now I know how Kevin Garnett feels during games. I wonder how he does it every game. I mean to get the fire. And now I have a lot more confidence in my shot since now I know if they're a half step away, I can take my shot without fear of getting blocked. Unless he's like a foot taller than me and has hops like Vince Carter. lolz Yup, and even in the full court game, I'm starting to develop a bit more stamina, I felt good running up and down during a full court game. Yeah, tomorrow I'm going to play some more b-ball in the morning, and I'm confident that I'm going to kick some ass. And damn, I just remembered I have a freaking shitload of homework. I gotta do like 2 or 3 essays, an exegesis, span hw, read a book, and a chem worksheet. PLus other things I've forgotten about. It's weekends like this that are kind of worse than a weekday. Bleh. lolz Ah wellz, I'm going to kick all of it's ass anyways, so no use griping about it.

Well. I really want to see next week's Temptation Island 2. Seems like good stuff's happening next week. This week's episode was aight. Family Guy was great, and sadly there was no Tick today. I forgot what show was before Family Guy, but I did watch it lolz. Ah wellz I'll remember. Oh yeah! I forgot to write that I kicked a lotta juevos in Billiards Club today. Yup yup, went 4-1. Demolished the competition I did. I even got revenge on Noel, cuz a coupla weeks back he creamed me 3 times in a row. But today, I went 3-1 against him. My other win was against Matt. If I can do this every week, I believe that I'll be able to climb the rankings like crazy. Once I'm able to get the table length shots in, then I just might be the best sophomore pool player. :D Oh nevermind. I forgot about Quang. lolz

What's up? Today was a rather kickass day. I just plain ole kicked juevos once again. There was one thing that bothered me a bit, but it's over, I stood up for myself, I'm fine. First the good: Kicked ass in Spanish, Chem quiz, history quiz, etc. Then comes the bad part: English class. Oh boy. I was one of four judges in a debate between the two advisements. It was a close fight, but alas, our class messed up the closing statements and the question and answer session. I knew there would be some repercussions from my classmates, but they just plain were the losing side of the debate, and I consider myself a fair man. I try to live by my morals most of the time, and this was not a situation where my will had to be bent. Sure, I got a couple of punches, but I got a couple of shots in too. lolz. And anyways, the punches weren't hard, just the ones that are "Damn you! You betrayed your own advisement! Grrr. Ah wellz. We'll accept you again tomorrow." kind of punches. lolz Christian was this (holds index finger and thumb a cm apart) to picking 2E-2, but he chose 2E-1. What I find most amusing about this situation is how quickly your peers turn on you after doing such a simple thing. I know it's temporary, but the maturity level is a bit lacking I'm thinking. However, I'm not one to talk, because if I hadn't been a judge and someone else betrayed our advisement, then I would've been like, "Hey (insert name here), why'd you do that for? You betrayed us." I wouldn't have physically touched the guy, but I most likely would have been a tad angry with the dude. Ah wellz, it's all maybes. I don't know what I would've really done, but that's what I think might have happened. Oh yeah, in chem class today, there was the coolest demonstration ever. My teacher ignited methane gas and wooo. You shoulda seen the big pillar of flame. That was the ish yo. lolz. Yup, I'm eating mini-Oreos right now. Good stuff, those mini Oreos. Well, if I can finishe my hw early tonight, I might be able to watch the Tick and Temptation Island 2. Good stuff.

Sup! Ouchie, when I woke up this morning it's like all the muscles in my body were sore. It felt so horrible, bleh. Let's nname em: my lower back muscles, the sides of my abdominals, my shoulders, my shins (I know there isn't muscle there, but I'm telling you it was sore!), and like all the main muscles in my legs. Damn I was stiff. Most of my body is still stiff. Ah wellz. Anyways, today was a rather decent day. Boring mostly, but decent. Mrs. Basile gave a speech about borderline grades in Spanish class today, and fromt he tone of things, she didn't give most people "the benefit of the doubt." Thus I rpobably didn't get an Honors for the trimester. However, I'm going to get my drive back to excel in all subjects. I'm telling you, it's the freaking TV and my lack of self-discipline that has been affecting my studies the past three weeks or so. Oh and another big thing that I need is sleep. Lots of it. Actually if I could get enough sleep all my problems would be solved because if I just get enough sleep, then that would mean I would have solved my scheduling conflicts and bam! Woo, kick juevo time! Yup. It's all good. And Krispy Kreme donuts are good too. I ate some today, good stuff. Hmm, oh yeah, I need to budget my money a lot better, cuz I've been pretty much broke for the last month or so. Yup, aight gotta do mi tarea.

Hehehe, I read somewhere that the way Larry Bird developed his superb skillies with his left hand was by playing a whole summer with only his left. Thus, I must concentrate driving and controlling the ball with my left hand. Good stuff. Damn my head is pounding. Freaking homework gives me headaches. Bleh.

Wow, was today a rather kickass day, or what? Geez I'm tired. Aight, well, today I started out the day all energetic and stuff. And I even watched the sunrise for a minute or two. Beautiful stuff, it was all sorts of colors, blue, purple, red, pink, orange. Good stuff. Got to school, blah blah. During our free, Ryan and I played b-ball. We warmed up a lil, and then decided to play a round of one on one. I was actually pretty decent today. First I went on a tear, leading 7-2, and then Ryan made a comeback making it 11 up. He made it 15-11, I got a basket, and then he went on a killing spree, cuz I started getting tired (I freaking need cardiovascular endurance dammit!). But after reenergizing, I tried for a lil comeback, but I ended up losing 30-20. Ah wellz, if I can only develop my left hand, that would be the shit. In addition to that, I really want to learn the ways of the point guard. The one guard. The extension of the coach onto the court. Yup, that's the player I wanna be. But I freaking need handles. Damn my righthanded dependency! lolz I'll just have to work on that, and also my cardiovascular fitness. Cuz after 30 mins I was getting really tired and started slacking off on D. Anyways, I went through the rest of the afternoon, and then bam! There was the hour gym period. Are ready for some football? Woo! My position was changed to defensive lineman. I ate people for my afternoon snack the first few plays. Couldn't hold me at all. Woo! The Steel Curtain, that's what I called our D, even though it was a high scoring game lolz. But then they put Kevin Hill on me. Couldn't get past that bugger. He's too strong. Gotta bulk yo. Yeah, so then I was switched to cover a wide receiver and Christian tore up the place. Damn yo, Christian got two pass-blocks and ate the linemen up. Good stuff. Yeah, when it counted our D tore it up. Aight, so here's the situation, we're down 42 to 28 with four mins left. Guess what our D does? Shuts em out good. Yup yup. And I've gotta give some credit to our offensive line, even though they made some pretty horrid plays resulting in numerous turnovers, they came through in the clutch to tie the game up at 42. And Mike Donovan even dove onto the gym floor for the TD. lolz Good stuff. Damn we kicked some ass. Next week, it's gonna be fun. Anyways, I gotta do mucho hw right now. Bleh. School is aight, except the hw sucks ass! Ah wellz. Hopefully I can work efficiently since I haven't done much homework for the past few days. Oh yeah, I'm rather disappointed in my test grades I've received back. A merit on math, and a sat plus on theo. I can't believe I messed those two tests up. Ah wellz, I'll just do better next time. I've learned not to take grades too seriously, or else I get too stressed out. As long as I'm getting at least a Merit in the subject, then I'm happy. But I'd be awfully disappointed if I didn't get an Honors card this trimester, cuz I busted my ass to get Honors in most of the subjects. The thing is that I'm pretty sure I am borderline Honors in both Spanish and Theo, so it just counts on what grade they feel like giving me. Anyways, gotta do hw.

Wow, was today a rather kickass day, or what? Geez I'm tired. Aight, well, today I started out the day all energetic and stuff. And I even watched the sunrise for a minute or two. Beautiful stuff, it was all sorts of colors, blue, purple, red, pink, orange. Good stuff. Got to school, blah blah. During our free, Ryan and I played b-ball. We warmed up a lil, and then decided to play a round of one on one. I was actually pretty decent today. First I went on a tear, leading 7-2, and then Ryan made a comeback making it 11 up. He made it 15-11, I got a basket, and then he went on a killing spree, cuz I started getting tired (I freaking need cardiovascular endurance dammit!). But after reenergizing, I tried for a lil comeback, but I ended up losing 30-20. Ah wellz, if I can only develop my left hand, that would be the shit. In addition to that, I really want to learn the ways of the point guard. The one guard. The extension of the coach onto the court. Yup, that's the player I wanna be. But I freaking need handles. Damn my righthanded dependency! lolz I'll just have to work on that, and also my cardiovascular fitness. Cuz after 30 mins I was getting really tired and started slacking off on D. Anyways, I went through the rest of the afternoon, and then bam! There was the hour gym period. Are ready for some football? Woo! My position was changed to defensive lineman. I ate people for my afternoon snack the first few plays. Couldn't hold me at all. Woo! The Steel Curtain, that's what I called our D, even though it was a high scoring game lolz. But then they put Kevin Hill on me. Couldn't get past that bugger. He's too strong. Gotta bulk yo. Yeah, so then I was switched to cover a wide receiver and Christian tore up the place. Damn yo, Christian got two pass-blocks and ate the linemen up. Good stuff. Yeah, when it counted our D tore it up. Aight, so here's the situation, we're down 42 to 28 with four mins left. Guess what our D does? Shuts em out good. Yup yup. And I've gotta give some credit to our offensive line, even though they made some pretty horrid plays resulting in numerous turnovers, they came through in the clutch to tie the game up at 42. And Mike Donovan even dove onto the gym floor for the TD. lolz Good stuff. Damn we kicked some ass. Next week, it's gonna be fun. Anyways, I gotta do mucho hw right now. Bleh. School is aight, except the hw sucks ass! Ah wellz. Hopefully I can work efficiently since I haven't done much homework for the past few days. Oh yeah, I'm rather disappointed in my test grades I've received back. A merit on math, and a sat plus on theo. I can't believe I messed those two tests up. Ah wellz, I'll just do better next time. I've learned not to take grades too seriously, or else I get too stressed out. As long as I'm getting at least a Merit in the subject, then I'm happy. But I'd be awfully disappointed if I didn't get an Honors card this trimester, cuz I busted my ass to get Honors in most of the subjects. The thing is that I'm pretty sure I am borderline Honors in both Spanish and Theo, so it just counts on what grade they feel like giving me. Anyways, gotta do hw.

I had no school today. Muahahahhahaha! lolz Yup yup, it was because all the other highschools had Labor Day off or Veteran's Day or whatever holiday it was a coupla weeks back. Yeah, this mini-vacation was necessary for the reestablishment of my sanity. I am very ready for to kick some ass in the second trimester. And guess what I'm starting? I'm going to start change my habits so I can improve my eyesight. Nope, not with laser surgery or other crap, but with normal little things I can do every day. I'm sceptical, but hey, it's worth a try. If I can even just stop my eyesight from deteriorating even more, then I'll be happy. Cuz I have horribel eyesight, and if it keeps getting worse at the rate it's going at, I'll have lenses so thick that it would be impenetrable to bullets. lolz So yeah, all I did today was get sleep, read some of the second Harry Potter book (it's actually pretty good btw), did the English hw for Wednesday, and thas bout it. Umm, so yeah, I guess I'll study Spanish a lil while before I sleep. And I wonder how much a pair of decent reading glasses costs?

Hey, what's up? Well, I just finished watching Star Wars Episode One, and damn, is Darth Maul the most kickass villain or what? Except his teeth, they're rotting. lolz Anyways, today I noticed that my posture stinks. Very much. I try to keep in an upright position, but I'm so used to slumpiness. I don't want to have curvature of the spine so I gotta keep a more erect posture. Benefits: Look taller, feel more awake, and it just makes you look good. Oh yeah, as for the social metanoia of things, I've been practicing eye contact with people and flashing my killer smile. I like smiling, it's too good. :)

Hey! Today was a veddy veddy good day. Aight, I woke up at 9:30. Oh yeah, the dream I had last night was a very very weird dream. I forgot what happened, but I know that when I woke up I did remember what had occurred in the dream, but now I have forgotten it lolz. Ah wellz. Anyways, then I went to Main St, bought the resistance bands at Modells, and also bought the new Shakira CD. Pretty good stuff. I still like the song Estoy Aqui song from last year. And damn, have you seen her bellydance? Wooo, she can shake her rump with the best o' dem. lolz Hmmm, so then I went to Mass, and Fr. Mike gave a nice sermon. I forgot what it was about, but I know at the time it was a good sermon. I went downstairs for the farewell to Fr. Mike, and all they had were cookies. No sandwiches! So I just ate those, no lunch for me. Hmm, let's see who was at the reception: Leo, me, eben, chui, kristina, christine, joana, andrew, and rob. Oh yeah, is it just me, or is Kristina getting pretty? (shrugs) Anyways, we had to stand in line to say bye to Fr. Mike, and these people kept on cutting Eben and me, so after the photographer gave his regards, I just attacked Fr. Mike with a monster hug. Of course he was rather surprised and the people around us laughed. lolz. Oh yeah, and I FINALLY showed Christine my breakdancing skills. I just did a simple routine: toprock, six step, side freeze to get up. I should've done a crotch grab lolz. And then she showed me her "step" (some sort of cheerleading thing). Pretty cool. We went to N@i after that, and played counterstrike for two hours. I did much better than yesterday. Woo. Good stuff today indeed. :)

Hey! Well, I'm freaking tired. Veddy veddy tired. Aight, first I woke up at 8:30 this morning cuz Chui said it wasn't going to rain today so we could play b-ball. And when I woke up, it was drizzling. It drizzled the whole freaking morning. But we still played b-ball lolz Yup, we still played even though the ground was mad slippery. So instead of playing pickup games, we just had freethrow contests (I won two outta three today I think!), three point contests (I got better accuracy now, so I won one outta 3 of those), and played horse. I did ok in horse, the only thing that I remembered that was cool was Calvin's layups, and my double clutch layup from the freethrow line. Good stuff. :) Well, then all of us who played b-ball went to NAI, which was the place I called E-cube earlier. Turns out it's actually called Nai, and E-cube is this other place. Anyways, Eben, chui, Calvin, Leo, big Carlos, medium Carlos, Joe, Nestor, and I played Counter Strike. Damn I sucked compared to the other guys. 'Cept medium Carlos, cuz he just started playing. After that, Calvin, Chui, Carlos, Leo, and Eben went to my house to breakdance. Pretty good session. Eben is the only one progressing. He's got some good style in his six-step. Good stuff. Anyways, after that we played even more basketball in front of my house. After they left, I had to clean my whole freaking house. I'm finally done. Finally. I am SOOOO tired. Hmm, tomorrow I think I'll wake up at 10:45 and go to the 12:15 mass. Oh and I'll go to Modells so I can get my resistance bands or whatever they're called. Good stuff for working out when I'm at home. Cuz I don't like pushups, too boring. And that doesn't work out the shoulders and biceps, and I want to work on those areas for breaking. (Yawn) Yup, I'm tired. Hmm, tomorrow I might read that second Harry Potter book and see what all the fuss is about. Yeah, I think I'll do that

Hey! Well, the sleeping aspect of my social metanoia is going down the drain. I'm going to bed too late. Damn biological clock! lolz Anyways, so today I got my bottom braces off! Woohoo, now I'm brace freeeee! Woo! I just need to wear retainers at night from now until they say I can stop. Good stuff. Oh yeah, I saw the Harry Potter movie today. It was surprisingly good. Not bad at all. Good stuff. And then my family ate at Applebees. I'm full. lolz Well that was all for today. Oh no wait. There are some stuff I forgot. Aight, first, I got the Michael Jackson moonwalk down well now. Excellent, it's going to be useful for entering the circle during dances. If I pull it off well, it's very impressive and will get some cheers from the ladies. Hehehe. Anyways, the other kooky thing that happened today was that while my family and I were walking to the theater, my dad was saying that maybe I'd see my friend Casey there. I said to him that Casey said he doesn't like going to that movie theater, so we probably wouldn't be seeing him. And then two mins after I said that we saw him in line. lolz Well speak o da devil!

Hey! Happy Turkey Day! Well, I didn't go to the parade today cuz my dad didn't wake me up like he said he would. Ah wellz lolz. Oh yeah, yesterday, the word should have been leisure instead of pleasure lolz. Well, Thanksgiving dinner was rather good. Very good food. Yum yum. And then afterwards I played videogames with my cousin and sister, and after that all the kids in the family played Clue. Good stuff. But my cousin, Jackie won both games. Booooo. lolz Ah wellz, it was still a fun Thanksgiving. Well, aight I'm going to bed soon cuz I have an ortho appt early tomorrow morning. Oh yeah, my left wrist is feeling much much better. It's still a little sore, but it'll hopefully be fine by tomorrow.

Wow. I just finished watching Raiders of the Lost Ark. Very good stuff yo. Hmm, I don't remember too much of the other movies in the trilogy, except for the part where he walks across an invisible bridge. This is really good stuff. I find it really great how the films incorporate religious symbols and stuff into the stories. It is too cool. And damn, my forearm is feeling worse now. Booooooo

Sup sup! Well, aight, I got plenty o' sleep last night. And I believe I kicked ass in the two tests I took today. Very very good day today! Woohoo. And the COOL POOL CLUB was resurrected! Yup, I know it's a really corny name, but ah wellz. Noel and I are the founding fathers of the club. It isn't really a club sponsored by the school, we just like calling it a club. Basically a lot of us go over to the East Side pool hall and play each other. After we played, we went to BK for some grub. Yup yup, very good day overall. Today was toooooo good. Yup yup! And guess what? I can't believe I'm saying this, but I went to the library to borrow some old movies and (gasp) pleasure reading material! WOW! It's freaking amazing. This is the first time since school started that I'm going to be able to read for fun. I plan to read the Harry Potter series and the latest copies of Psychology Today. Sweetness! And you know why I'm going to be able to read that much? Cuz I have no homework except English, but that will only take a half hour!!!! Wow, this is great. Vacation kicks soooo much ass. Hmm, so tomorrow I might be going to the Thanksgiving Parade (for the first time), and going to my cuz's house for the family dinner. Oh yeah, I freaking sprained a muscle in my forearm yesterday, so my progress during my practices this weekend are definitely going to be hampered! Shiiiiiit. Ah wellz, I can deal with it. So on Friday I got some ortho appt that will take up the morning, and then I think I can hang out with Chui and Eben or something. I'll check what they're doin. Wow, this is sooo great. I can't believe how great I'm feeling right now. :D When I got home I watched Shanghai Noon. Funny stuff. And that Native American chick was hot. At least that's who she portrayed. She doesn't seem Native American to me. Looks familiar. Probably some sort of supermodel or some actress I've seen before but can't remember. Ah wellz. Jackie Chan as usual, was the man! Good shtuff yo. Well, now I'm going to watch some video I borrowed on how to improve your billiards skillies. Yup yup, I'm getting much better, and hopefully this video can provide me with some extra tips. Hmm, and tomorrow I'm going to watch Raiders of the Lost Ark again. That's such a good movie I heard. But I don't remember any of it since I watched it when I was like 4 or 6 or something around there. (Chuckles to self b/c of the memory of that dude booting the other guy in the face) Hehehe, we're such a sadistic society. :)

LOLZ Ahem. Here is proof that girls can be as raunchy as guys. Keep in mind that two girls wrote this lolz:
if i only had a penis

i would while away the hours
shooting loads into the flowers
if i only had a penis
i would make the nice girls suck it
and make the hoe bags fuck it
if i only had a penis
i would be so happy and merry
to be the first to pop the cherry
if i only had a penis
i would molest the little babies
while frolicking in the daisies
if i only had a penis
girls will give me head
i'll have pussies in my bed
if i only had a penis
i would fuck girls from the back
and then i'd smoke some crack
if i only had a penis
id play mambo number two
theres not a girl i wouldnt do
if i only had a penis
id get lots of ass
and id increase my mass
if i only had a penis
having a penis would be nice
but for now i have a vibrating device
if i only had a penis
-Alexandra

HAHAHAHAHAHA! That was too freaking funny. Good stuff yo. lolz

Sup sup! Well, today was a very good day again. Very good day indeed. Hmm, I got enough sleep last night, so I was energetic and happy throughout the day. :) And our end of trimester class breakfast party went rather well. I ate two Krispy Kreme doughnuts, and a bagel with a rather hearty helping of creamo cheeso. And I had a cup of good ole OJ and another cup of chocolate milk. Very good food. Now Tim and Dom are equating (not sure is that's properly used, but ah wellz) people in our class with Star Wars characters. Bruce is R2D2, Dom is Chewbacca, Marshall is C3PO, and Espo and Marex are Ewoks. lolz I forget the rest, but it's kooky stuff. Grrr, I've got a lot of stuff to study for tonight. Lemme see, gotta make sure I know spanish vocab, theo test, and math test tomorrow. (In a rather sarcastic tone) Oh the fun I'm going to be having tomorrow! Weeeeeeeeee! lolz OH YEAH! The movie we watched in film class was soooooooo freaking funny. I think it was called "The Searchers" or something like that. There was this fight scene, and that was the freaking most hilarious fight ever. First, these two dudes circle around, then one tackles the other. The sheriff guy comes out and says, "Now if you're going to fight now, you better fight fair." So the other guy just stuffs his freaking boot in the other guys face! HAHAHAHA That was too funny. Then afterwards, they temporarily stop the fight cuz one dude has to return some other guy's violin, and then he punches the fool again. Man what a sucker. LOLZ That was great. Oh yeah, I wonder when I'll be able to practice basketball, cuz I can't practice after school cuz the teams are practicing then. Cuz today I played Ryan one on one, and I got slaughtered. I need to fix my post work and handles, cuz I don't have enough confidence to drive anymore. Ryan's actually pretty damn good at basketball, he might actually be the guy who gets us a win or two in the intramurals. Oh yeah, I kicked ass in the computer test today! Woooo! Mad easy, and I think he's going easier on us now cuz our homeroom teacher talked to him about the difficulties some guys were having with his class. Good thing I don't have the other comp. teacher, cuz I heard he makes you memorize all this shit and stuff. Booo. And I must ask this question: Why the hell does my hair get poofy? I have no freaking idea why it does that. And why the heck does it grow so fast? I need to get haircuts like every two or three weeks so my hair doesn't get poofy. And why doesn't my family eat turkey on Thanksgiving? lolz Yup it's true. We eat chicken instead. My mom says it's cuz it tastes better. I dunno lolz.

Sup sup. Aight, well today was the first day of my social metanoia. Alas, I was too tired to really do much. However, tonight I have basically no homework (Isn't it freaking amazing!?), so I'll definitely be able to get the required 8 hours of sleep needed for me to be energetic and hyper and yadda yadda. Yup yup, this is going to rock. Oh, and I got a MERIT on the Chem test!!! Freaking amazing, my chem teacher was very lenient. She's nice. :) And I'm pretty sure I kicked a lot of ass on the Spanish test today. Freaking sweet! Woooo. Today was great. Also did good in English. Very good overall. Hmmm, have you heard that Amber, "Yes" song? Is she one horny girl or what? First, in "Sexual" she sings all about it, and then here she says some stuff I don't understand and then about pushing her guy down so he could feel her breast. I dunno, whatever. But she does make freaking good dance songs. Very good shtuff. Aight, over the summer I'm going to buy a football and learn how to throw very good. Cuz I suck at throwing. In basketball I can shoot, pass, yadda yadda, but in football I suck at throwing. Ah wellz, I guess that's why I'm cornerback in gym class lolz. Oh yeah, yesterday when I was talking to someone who shall be anonymous, I realized that sometimes I judge people too quickly. Gotta stop that. Hmm, what else do I have to talk about today? Ummm, oh yeah. The Knicks REALLY suck this year. They are freaking horrible. And last time I checked, the Lakers are still kicking mucho culo (aka a lotta ass). And what's worse, the freaking Nets are actually decent this year. It's amazing. Sadly, the Hawks and Magic, two teams that looked like contenders in the start of the season have been a tad shaky. Ah wellz. And the thing about basketball, the season is starting so I won't be able to use the gyms afterschool! Nooooooo! And when am I going to be able to workout again? The fitness center is never open afterschool these days. Grrrr. Well thas bout it for now. Tomorrow I'll have an update on my social metanoia. Excellent . . . :)

I have changed the title of my ole blog to show my dedication to my social metanoia.

Sup sup. Well, just finished watching Pretty Woman and Rocky on TV. Very good movies. Quality movies. Damn good movies. Excellent movies. Yup yup. Anyways, I forgot some stuff last night. Ok, this is how it's going to work next dance. I've got to work on my skills if I want to pull this shit off. Okay, here's the plan. Start getting more sleep first of all. That way I can be more energetic. Then start being more social overall. Like talk to anyone and everyone. Unless they look crazy. Then don't talk to them lol. You know those people, that just start small-talk with you over small topics on the train? Yeah, those people that are really nice and friendly? I'm going to be one of those people. And no, I don't mean that crazy religious zealot that is always on every train. lol I mean the guy who can get along with anyone. It's going to be hard going at first, but I'm sick of the way I'm living. I'm just plain sick of it. I mean my social life. Yeah, yeah, I hang out with the gang once in a while, and the guys at school are cool, but the girls I know I have no attraction for. None. Thus I must broaden my field. Aight, so after the energetic becomes not an act but an actual part of my personality, it's smooth sailing there. And last night I found the best way to attack groups of girls. Of course I realized this was with a wingman before, but I never had a wingman I could count on. Ok, so there I was, some hotties on the dancefloor, and this dude next to me. So I go, "Aight, you get one, I'll get the other. You pick." Thus next dance I'm gonna find this dude, I think he might have what it takes to be a great wingman. Even though he's a froshie, that's ok, cuz all the guys I know either don't dance, or go off on their own. Not to mention, he'd probably be willing to take one for the team and get the ugly/fat/bitchy girl once in a while so I can get the hottie. Excellent. Cuz his philosophy was, "Hey, the fat ones do it the best my friend. Cuz they have to." LOL Hahaha That's a good one. But I'm thinking it's probably true. Cuz the hot girls, they're always going to have some guy drooling all over their breasts, but the less than average ones have to work at it and thus would probably have better skill at sexing up and shit. But hey, that's just a thought. Anyways, what was I saying? Oh yeah, the wingman dude. So that was his philosophy. I showed how I could be a good wingman by getting the fat one while he got the cute chick. Thus I think we've established rapport. I'll find him someday and we'll go mackin on chicks together. I've got a few ideas of approaches we could try on girls. Hehehe This is going to be great. Damn, you know, I was just thinking. This is a page that's too well known by too many people. Let's see here, who knows about this site? Eben, Alie, Noel, Chui, Erika, Irrish, Espo, Charles Boer, Marietta, Sophia, Danny, and some other dudes. Hmm, who cares, these are close friends, or friends I never see and thus I wouldn't be embarassed if I put private stuff here. I plan to make this my mack skill page. I'm not going to say that it's actually going to be that yet, but if I progress enough with my skills I will put everything on here. Okay, so here's the way I'm going to be working it with my wingman. Aight, on the dancefloor, we get a pair of chicks. I drag one of them to a pre-designated spot so I can mack on her, and he drags the other to another secluded area. The key here is called social proof. You know how people are naturally competitive? Thus, if the two girls are separated, then they're thinking, "Oh, I wonder what Maria is doing with that other guy . . ." And there is where we implant the idea that her friend is doing stuff with the other guy. And thus she would be more willing to do the same. Hehehehe, I knew psychology is great. Oh yeah, and I was reading this article on approaches, and there was one that I definitely wouldn't mind trying. It's easy enough, and it's called the Mr. Smooth pickup. You got you and your wingman, approach the pair of girls. You talk about how your wingman thinks one of them is so cute, yadda yadda, get them to agree, yadda yadda, make them kiss, he makes you and your partner kiss, and then bang, you've kissed em and you can easily go on to makeout session or number close from there. Seems easy enough. What makes this work is the fact you're indirectly hitting on the girl for your partner, and thus her "bitch shield" is caught offguard. I'm thinking that can feasibly work. Aight I'm going to try out this shit, cuz I'm sick of my social life. All I do is hang out with the guys, and the girls I hang out with are basically one of the guys (not that they're tomboys, it's as I said earlier, that we're not attracted to one another) Aight, so I'm ready to kick some ass. I'm ready . . . is the world ready? Damn yo, if I actually get this shit to work, I'm going to be a player. I don't freaking care anymore. I've always had plenty of friends, have never had trouble making any so far. But I've been emotionally starved all my life. Intellectually, I'm like Superman. Physically, I ain't too dinky. It's not like I'm scrawny or anything. Gotta just get a lil more buff. Spiritually, I've been better. Sixth grade was the peak so far in the aspect of spirituality. I loved God, I prayed every night, I had faith. Now it's not the same. Anyways, emotionally, let's have it said. My only girlfriend was this girl Joana last year, and I don't really want to consider that as a real relationship. That was horrible. My emotional side would be the equivalent to a dying bum on the street. I don't even remember the last time my mom said, "I love you" to me. It's supposed to be just left unsaid I guess. But I'm sick of that too. I want a more loving family. I want it all. I'm ready to live life dammit. So God, give me life. Give it all to me. I'm ready. I wasn't ready before. But dammit, resurrect my emotional self. I don't even remember the last time I was truly happy with myself. I get emotional highs like everyone else, but I don't remember when all of my spirit and body has come together and I felt, "DAMN I'M THE FREAKING MAN! I KICKASS, AND THE REST OF THE WORLD CAN JUST SUCK IT! WOOO!!!" Nope, never felt that in a long while. I'm going to be a man obsessed. Enough of this bullshit in life. Screw TV. Fuck videogames. Fuck the internet. It's all bullshit. Decent grades, a kickass body, and girls is what my life is going to revolve around now. I'm feeling like a man obsessed now. I'm going to look back someday and consider this my emotional metanoia. If you don't know what that is, then look it up dammit. I have never been cocky in my life, I've always been humble, wanting peopel to be favorable with me. I think that now I should abandon that attitude. It's never gotten me anywhere. Hmm, now that I think about it, screw cockiness too, all cocky people are jerks/bitches. I'll just have to moderate. Phew, I'm ready to rumble! Time to fucking kickass now, BITCH! Woooo

Sup sup. Well, yesterday wasn't too bad of a day. It was rather good actually. Except for a few things, but I can get over that. Move on with life you know. Well, I woke up and felt so energetic for the first time in a long while. So I started singing, dancing, you know, all that stuff you do at home when nobody's watching or else you'd be embarassed to do it. I went to school, yadda yadda. Had classes, yadda yadda. In English, we read some mad funny poems by this guy Stephen Crane. Crazy bum, he wrote about some guy eating his heart, and these men building a boulder on a mountain just to be crushed by it. lol He rocks! Anyways, after school, I was really shaky in Super Smash Bros, and thus I lost. Not to mention De Cruz was too powerful with that freaking Samus. Damn damn damn. Ah wellz. Paul Ryan got second, and he only got that far cuz he betrayed one of his friends HAHAHA. Funny stuff. Afterwards, Noel, Francisco, and I went to play billiards. I could've won all three times I played, but I freaking scratched on the eight ball all three freaking times! LOL I was doing so well too. (sigh) Then came the dance. Yup yup, danced with some chicks, the usual. However, utterly failed at trying to talk with girls outside of dancing. I'll work on that before the next dance. I think it's cuz I talk too fast. I mean everywhere. I talk too fast in class, when talking in a casual conversation, when in an argument, etc. Thus, I must slow down my talking process. This is going to be hard. (sigh) Oh yeah, and I utterly lost the bet with Marietta. Damn she was right. Ah wellz, there's my $12 down the drain. Now I know why one should not gamble. lol Aight, so thas bout it for today. My plan for the next month or so is to practice breakdancing like everyday so I can finally get new moves down to use at dances. In addition to that I'm going to have to work on my verbal skills. Damn I feel like a fool. lol I guess that's how every guy feels when he starts out. Aight Peace 1

Sup sup. Aight, today was the worst day I've ever had in school. Ever ever ever. Well, at least I learned something today. I'll tell you about it later. First, lemme review the day. Well, started off the day feeling utterly sick to my stomach. I felt like I was about to throw up any second. It was really unpleasant. So then I went to school, yadda yadda. Had some classes I forgot which ones. And then in English class I was asked to read another entry but I didn't want to cuz the past few haven't been up to par as my last ones. However, I promised something tomorrow so I'm going to try to kick some ass this one. Aight, if I'm going to say this out loud in class tomorrow, then I've got something to say. Well now before I say it, Iemme describe Donovan's entry. He said some stuff about not to be offended blah blah, he thinks sup sup isn't funny (here I insert a note stating that Sup sup is supposed to be a greeting, not a joke), and he questions why I write Aight Peace 1 after every entry, considering that I'm one of the least ghetto people he knows. Well, let me explain my actions. But before that, at least he told me in front of my face instead of talking behind my back, so I'm cool with that. And now, I do recognize that I'm not the ghettoest person he may know, and I realize that. I even stated that on my blog a little while back. I stated something along the lines of, "Hmm, I don't think I can pull off the ghetto look too well cuz I'm pretty much a preppy." So there we have it. And just yesterday I stated in my entry that I would not really say sup sup in real life anymore except when acknowledged with the phrase. And I'll still put it on my blog until I get sick of it and sometimes online too. So that's the second point. Third, who really cares if I say, Aight peace 1? Cuz it's part of my language already, my friends say it all the time, I say it all the time. I say aight a lot if people haven't noticed. So it's only natural that I write it in my blog. This is how I speak, I can't help it. Okay, enough of that. On to the next hellish topic of the day: The Fucking Chem Test. Whoop de doo, this was horrible. I forgot all this shit about ionic equations, blah blah blah, blah blah blah, and thus I pretty much failed or at least did horribly bad. I had an honors average, but now the pressure's on to perform on the rest of the tests coming up. Cuz if I don't, then there goes my first Honors card. Bleh. Ehh, maybe I'm being to hard on myself. I gotta relax. Take life a lil easier, y'know? I really need the dance tomorrow. Hot female bodies can cure this semi-depressed state of mine right up. hehehe. So anyways, the only good thing that happened today was when Mr. Weimann, our old Bio teacher, came to visit the school (he retired last year btw). He's the man yo. In this school, he is THE most popular teacher in the whole school among the student population. Think of the insane fan following of Elvis and the Beatles combined, and you've got Bio Bob! Yup, he's great. :) Oh, and on the other thing I learned for today: TV is fundamentally evil. They say man is fundamentally evil, which is pretty true, but damn, TV has not been good to me. Just last week I started watching TV consistently again on school nights. And guess what happened last week? That's when I started feeling depressed, tired, unknowledgeable, and pretty much all around shitty. Well, it's all good once I wean myself off of this killer drug I call TV. It's crazy. Internet is almost as bad, but it's never affected my sleep like TV has. I gotta do all this homework I've gotta do, get to sleep early so I can party like an animal tomorrow (ahh, girls, having their body smothered upon yours, that's the life), and just plain ole kick some royal ass tomorrow. And yes, I get to kick Noel's ass tomorrow in the Smash Bros tournament, and breakdance at the dance too. Sweet deal. Tomorrow, once I just need to get through Spanish and Math class. Cuz I'm fearing that i'm losing control of my skills in those classes. I must regain my composure over the weekend. (sigh) The never-ending battle of life endures. Well aight, I'm out. Peace 1

Sup sup! Well, I don't really say that much in real life anymore, except when acknowledged with the phrase. The only time I say it is to people online and on me ole blog here. Anyways, well, today was a much better day than any in recent memory because I didn't lack too much sleep, and that is always a big plus. Hmm, well tomorrow starts the Gauntlet for me. Let's see, Chem test tomorrow which I don't understand well, Friday the Math quiz has been canceled (Thank You God!), Monday I have Span test, Tues is Comp test, and Wed are the Theo and Math tests. This is going to be fun. lol Oh yeah, our class quote for the yearbook is: "Computer is not a real class." Hahaha That's a good one. Sorry to all you non-Regian peeps, you don't get it. So anyways, I went to the doctor today and there was this fiiine honey sitting there. Yup she was nice lookin. And we kept up eye contact pretty well. Eh, but then my obligations to school reeled me in again, and I had to read the freaking English packet. Hey, at least it was a good read. That honey had some really nice legs though, nice. And for some reason I think I saw her at a dance before. . . ah wellz. And oh yeah! I saw this little girl on the street that looked exactly like Marietta would look if she was like 5. The resemblance was uncanny. Well yeah thas bout it. I gotta work on a lot of shit tonight. Damn damn damn. (sigh) Aight, keep calm John. You're going to kick some ass. Aight Peace 1

Sup sup. Well, today I finally confronted Drew about pissing me off and insulting me. I think I got the message across. Well, today was an aight day. I felt a lil better than yesterday overall. However, by the end of the day I was still fighting to keep awake. Aight, well, thas bout it for today. As you can see I don't feel like writing much right now. Ah wellz, hopefully tomorrow I'll feel better. Peace 1.

Sup sup. Today was not a good day. I hate it when I wake up to a day that doesn't have much sunshine in it. It utterly sucks. It's so depressing. I'm going to try to get myself into bed early tonight. Like around 10:30 so i can get around 8 hrs of sleep. Yup, then tomorrow during my commute instead of sleeping I can try out my talking skills on some honey. Excellent. Aight, so anyways, besides that, today was actually rather swell. We did pretty well in our Spanish skit, and the string thong joke got plenty o laughs. Yup yup. However, I didn't feel good at the end of the day, and as a result of my clouded brain, I got a 5 out of 10 on my History quiz. Bleh. Ah wellz. Aight, just gotta kick some ass, thas all. Hmm, if I get through the Gauntlet of Death (aka this week and the next due to the insane amount of tests and reports due), with decent grades, I sealed the deal for my first Honors card ever. You know what really pisses me off? That it is human nature to drag other people into their misery. Let's say for example, drug abusers. They get hooked on their drug o choice, and lure other people into their addiction. It's messed up. Ah wellz. Hmmm, I've been thinking that I'm too serious. I'm thinking that's cuz I lack sleep. When I don't lack sleep, I am MAAAAD energetic. Happy all the time actually. It's such a good state of mind. And I don't feel depressed. I'm never going to live in Seattle. Cuz it rains all the time there and there's never a sunny day out to enjoy. I don't know how the people there can stand it. Geez. And damn, the 7-8 o'clock slots to volunteer for the dance have been taken, so now I have to work the 8-9 shift. Grrrr. Aight, so this means that I've gotta find a girl I'm attracted to sometime before then, so I can chat em up. Ooooooh shit. I almost forgot about the bet with Marietta. I've gotta convince Sophia to dance. Awww damn. Well, I've got confidence in my powers of persuasion. Hehehe Aight Peace 1

Sup sup. Damn yo. This freaking homework is almost driving me insane. Shitballos man. Damn! It took me until 3 something in the freaking morning to finish my Theo essay, and then today I still had to do my freaking computer hw and my English essay. And I STILL have to memorize the Spanish dialogue. This is not the life. (sigh) Just gotta keep it real. Keepin it cool, keepin it collected. You can do it John. Keep calm. (deep breath) Aight, so anyways, today wasn't too bad considering the fact that I was stuck home doing my homework more than 90% of the day. Yup yup, sux don't it? The only reason I say the day wasn't that bad was that in the like 30 mins of my free time today I used to develop my speaking skills. Cuz now I have realized the error of my ways. Most chicks like body first right? Well I'm an average looking guy, so that ain't going to help me. However, my train of thought thus far was that get them stimulated through dancing and shiznit like that first right? Well I think the key is really to do work on the psychological aspect of turn-ons. Make her feel good, and then it's ALL good. Cuz girls I believe place more emphasis on the psychological aspect of attraction instead of physiological. Cuz guys are just the opposite. I pulled some stuff on Erika earlier today, and it actually worked! Sweet. Just gotta start that kinda stuff with girls I don't know, and I'm on my way to becoming a smooth talker. Excellent. Hehehehe. Aight, this dance I'm going to try this ish out. I told Eben about it too, and he's going to try some stuff too. This is going to kickass. And I still can't believe that we don't have tomorrow off. Shiiit. I think it's cuz we get a 5 day weekend on Thanksgiving instead of the standard 4. So I guess it evens out. But this fucking weekend hasn't even felt like I've been outta school. In fact, I've done more work this fucking weekend than on a any given school day. This is pure bullshit. Aight, keep calm John. Y'know, in the mirror my eyes are getting bloodshot. This is not good. lol I'm telling you, one of these days, a vessel is just going to explode. lol Aight, I gotta keep positive. Gotta keep positive. Gotta be optimistic, and look at the glass as being half full 'stead o' half empty. Yup yup. (sigh) I need a freaking vacation. Aight, gotta keep calm. I gotta memorize this Spanish stuff now. Peace 1

Sup sup!!! Today was a very good day, except for the fact that I didn't finish any of the homework I wanted to do yet. Right now I'm working on a Theology paper, comparing the Code of Hammurabi to the Covenant Code. Hopefully I'll be able to finish the paper by 1:30 or two. Damn some of this stuff is funny. Take for example, Law Number 25 in Hammurabi: "If fire break out in a house, and some one who comes to put it out cast his eye upon the property of the owner of the house, and take the property of the master of the house, he shall be thrown into that self-same fire." LOL Kooky stuff this is. And these people are damn violent. If you steal, YOU DIE! If you kidnap a son, YOU DIE! If you can't pay your debts from stealing a pig or something, YOU DIE! lol Kooky eh? Anyways, as I was saying, today was a good day. I woke up at 9:45, getting 9 hours of sleep. Not bad. I ate breakfast, surfed the net a bit, and then cleaned the house. Once again, my little sister was being the little brat that she is and didn't do anything to help out. Sometimes she can be sooooo bitchy. If she's like this at age 9, I shudder to think at what a bitch she might become when she gets older. :shudders: Anyways, after cleaning, I took a shower, ate lunch, and then Chui, Leo, and Eben came over so they could learn to break. I taught them the basic stuff: toprock, downrock, their first powermove was the helicopter, and a couple of freezes. Chui didn't really want to learn, so I guess he's not going to learn if he doesn't want to. Leo was a bit stiff as usual, his toprock was a stiff, and he didn't have a lot of balance for the 6-step. Ah wellz, hopefully he gets that over time. Eben might be really good with practice though. He has pretty good fluidity for toprock, he already almost has the six-step down pat, but he can't do freezes yet. He'll get it eventually. After breaking, we played a lil Dance Dance Revolution. I did aight considering I didn't play in a while. Afterwards, we were thinking of playing the Dreamcast, but since there was suuuch good weather outside, we decided to just play basketball. We played on my neighbor's hoop, and once he saw us playing, he got his brother and we played a 3 on 3 game. So the first game was me, Adrian, and Eben versus Diego, Leo, and Chui. Well, we got our asses whooped like 15 to 8. I'm telling you, it's cuz they had Chui, he's too powerful and he's bigger too. Anyways, we decided to fix the teams after that. So now it was me, Chui, and Adrian versus Leo, Eben, and Diego. Eben and Leo tried double teaming Chui but he always outpowered them. So of course we won like 15 to 10. Then one of my neighbor's friends came over named Anthony played with us. Damn he had a nice jumper. Even with double teaming and a hand in his face, he got shots in. Grrr. Ah wellz, as time progressed he got more tired and his shots went off. Even though it was 4 on 3, we still lost like 21 to 17 or something like that cuz we were double-teaming Anthony and Eben wouldn't guard the third man. Lazy bum. lol Ah wellz. Hmm, if I work on my handles like every day, I might be able to become a bona fide point guard on the court. I've got enough height to see over other guys, and if I work on my range a bit more, then this can get good. Aight, so my schedule will be something like this then: Monday, weightlift. Tuesday, breakdance. Wednesday, basketball. Thursday, billiards. Friday, basketball or breakdance, it depends. Yeah, and if I practice once in a while during my frees, I can be pretty good by the end of the year. Yup yup that's a good plan. Now I just need to follow it. lol Aight, I gotta finish my Theo report, so I'm out. Peace 1

Sup sup!!! Today was a rather good day considering the fact that I didn't get around to doing the Spanish Chapter 15 review thingie on the computer. Ah wellz, I'll try to do that on Monday. Damn damn damn. That and also we lost the hockey intramural game. Damn damn damn. We were doing so well and we could've won, but they tied the score in the last minute. Ah wellz. We'll get em in the finals. You know what I was thinking about? We were saying earlier (last week or something like that) that we were going to beat them in hockey even though we're not as athletic overall as the other class. And we almost did. But here's the amusing thing I see in the whole situation: during the game, when we were leading, some guys in our class were amazed that we were beating the other class. Then late in the game, Donovan says, "Ha, and they thought they were going to beat us." Or something to that extent. Then comes the tie goal. Bleh. And then we lose in the shootout. Double bleh. Then after the game, everyone in our class is saying that we should just not show up next game since we suck so much. Hahaha, these people are so negative. They get down over such a simple loss. We're not out of the tournament yet, so they gotta relax. lol Geez. Anywayz, after school, I entered the Smash Brothers Tournament. Oooh that was kickass. First round, I was getting my ass whooped at first, some dudes start laughing at me, and then bam. Kick some ass and throw out the garbage with Nessie Wessie. Indeed. Of course they stopped laughing. Yup yup. Second round, same thing. Then third round I was on the top of my game. Yeah, I was kicking so much ass, I had like 10 KOs. However, when it came down to the wire, Noel outmaneuvered me in the end of that round. But I kicked his ass the next time we played. I'm not out of the Tournament yet. This just means that I have to beat the people in the loser's bracket. Easy enough, cuz they really suck at the game. LOL I'm certain that I'm in the top 4 in Smash Bros skillies. Aight, the only 4 people I fear is this one dude who plays as Pikachu. Freaking fast Pikachu. Damn that piece of crap. Then Noel and the tournment organizer. They both play as Captain Falcon. Also freaking fast. The tournament organizer is definitely better than Noel though. Mad aggressive and has some hot edge tactics. I've been able to hold my own against both Falcon dudes before. It's that damn Pikachu whom I fear however. Ah wellz. I'll take a chuck at em next week. Hey, actually I'm in the loser's bracket so I'm going to kick some ass next week. Wooo! And damn. I have a freaking SHITLOAD of homework. This shitload of homework cannot be compared to what I've gotten the last few weeks. That Theo essay alone is going to take 2-5 hours. Damn. Then the English essay is going to take like an hour and a half. Shoot shoot shoot. And then I gotta pick a commercial, which will take like half an hour, and then do like a two page essay on it, which will take like another 30 mins to an hour and a half. Shit shit shit. Oh yeah, and one really gross thing I've noticed Tim doing is to scratch his balls, inside his pants I mean. Geez, unsanitary man. Ah wellz. Ah wellz, I'll leave it at that. lol Aight Peace 1

Sup sup. Well today was not too great of a day. First of all, I didn't get too much of the Spanish work done. Second, I was too sleepy throughout the day to function properly. And third, I went 1-3 in billiards club today. Ah wellz, it's not toooo bad. Damn. Y'know I was saying to myself earlier this year that I wouldn't let TV interfere with my studies and sleep, but it has. It's just that those Fox shows are getting too good. Lemme see here, there's 24, which is a REALLY good show. Good stuff. Then there's That 70s Show. Very funny, but I guess I can deal without it. Those are on Tuesdays. And then there's Temptation Island 2, which is on Wed. Then there's Family Guy and The Tick, more comedies that are on Thursdays. Damn. Ah wellz, I guess I'll just have to work on doing my homework earlier. And I definitely need more than 6 hrs of sleep per night. Cuz I felt really bleh today. And we need to think of a good quote for the yearbook. The class quote is due tomorrow, so I think I'll be able to come up with one by then. Well, thas bout it for now. Peace 1

Sup sup. Well today was an aight day. Lemme review. Well, I actually got 8 hours of sleep by the time I got to school today. That was a major plus. Umm, Ms. Basile is going to be out for the next two days, so no Spanish class until Monday (we still have work to do though). We got another freaking essay to do this weekend, so that makes three. Wonderful. Aight, maybe you couldn't tell, but right now I'm in a somewhat bad mood. Aight, here's the situation: A bunch of us were waiting for PM advisement, and we were talking blah blah blah right? So then once a-freaking-gain, they tell me to stop saying, "Sup sup." WELL, who's going to stop me? Why the hell should I stop? What is so bad about saying, "Sup sup?" Really, what? I have no fucking idea. Really, is it going to kill you that I say that? The answer to that question is a bigass no. Really, must we go on with this stupid topic each and every fucking week? Damn, maybe I shouldn't even have read my entry before so that they wouldn't have even heard of the phrase and thus we would not be in this present situation. (sigh) Keep calm John. Keepin it cool. And that brings me to the next topic that I want to address. Aight, here's where the buck stops concerning Ryan. We all talk behind his back and all that crap, and sometimes he may talk behind ours. Well, if we always talk behind each others backs, then what kind of people are we? Are we legitimate men? Riiiight. Don't men confront each other about their disagreements in a non-violent manner? I think so. So why don't we all sit down one day and just blow off some steam, and tell what gets us pissed off about one another. I consider myself a decent friend to Ryan, and I do admit that sometimes I just can't put up with his shit. He starts smacktalking and then I really want to kick his ass. I've got to confront him about that one day, cuz it seems to me that nobody ever did, and maybe he doesn't know that some of these things can hurt people or piss them off a lot. And sometimes Dave does that too. He just says, "Fuck you," outta nowhere. I mean, what the hell is up with that? Anyways, I'm not one to talk, cuz I probably have a lot of faults that I don't see. I admit that. Anyways, back to our class's problem with Ryan. What is it besides his trashtalking that makes you guys hate him? Sure, he may act stupid sometimes, or say some really stupid things, but besides that he's fine. Does saying stupid things bother you that much to the point of hate? I actually want his remarks to be said out loud to the class once in a while so we can get a laugh out of an otherwise dreary and dull day. Maybe if you got to know the guy before forming an opinion of him, you wouldn't think so harshly of him. And I'm thinking I should do the same thing. At first, I didn't really like the way some people acted in our class, acting like they were higher than everyone else or shit like that. What's happened to the virtue of humility these days? But then I got to know them a bit better, and they were aight kids. Yeah, pretty good guys. Also, how is it that popularity gauges the worth of a person? I have no idea in hell. Me, I'd rather have everybody's respect rather than be the most popular kid in school. Cuz usually the most popular kid in the school is actually the most hated. And cuz popular opinion is a fickle thing, and can be easily changed. But respect. That's something that is hard to budge. Once you've earned people's respect, you'll probably have it for a long time. I'm not one to talk, but I'm hoping that I've earned the respect of my peers, and some of them have earned mine. So yeah, aight, I'm serious about this people. Next long advisement or sometime or other, we've gotta clear up this matter so it doesn't break out one day with Ryan coming in with a gun and killing all of us. Or one of us coming in and killing Ryan. (sigh) Hmmm, hopefully Doc Trix lets us give a journal entry tomorrow so that I can say this in front of everyone. And hopefully I'll have the courage to do so. Peace 1

Sup suuuup!!! Today was a rather good day. Lemme see here: Aight, well today I got a great grade on my Math test. I forgot what the heck else I did during the rest of the day but I'm pretty sure it was productive. Anyways, after school I went to b-boy club. I'm actually doing rather well in my progress of skillies. Let's see, I'm almost getting windmills, but I still can't get how to start them properly and how to properly get the the transition from one rotation to the next. Ah wellz. I got handglides down pat now. Kickass. Still can't consistently get the shoulder freeze down yet though. And I almost have the forward handspring down too. Just gotta make sure I go straight, and not to the side. lol Oh yeah, for the second week in a row, I missed Spanish review with Ms. Basile for oral help. Damn, I really hope that she doesn't lower my grade from an Honors to a Merit. Shit shit shit. Aight, next week I definitely have to go for at least 20 minutes. Well, thas bout it. I gotta try to do this freaking Chem. I have nooo idea at all how to do this crap. Aight, I'm going to try that out, finish up the rest of my hw, and also watch That 70s Show and the Simpson's Halloween Special! Woohoo. Damn that commercial's funny. Homer says something like, "Hmm, we're going to catch some leprechauns by luring them with these Lucky Charms." He drops some in the hole, and a bunch of rabbits jump in. He looks at the box, it says "Trix" on the front. "DOH!" lol Damn the Simpsons rule. They are the complete anti-thesis of the typical lovable huggable family, and somehow the average person can relate to them in some way. That's why it's such a successful show, that and it is so damn funny. Once Simpsons goes off the air, then Family Guy will continue their tradition. Great show, Family Guy. Yup yup. And oh yeah, got my haircut today. Sweet. Hmm, well that's about it for now. Peace 1

Sup sup!!! Well, today was a pretty damn good day. I got good grades in English, History, and Spanish, and overall I had a productive day. I even worked out today at lunchtime too. Y'know, I really feel like trash talking someone's ass, but nah. Not worth it. Anyways, besides that, I finally understood that mole to mole crap for chem. Now I just need to understand what we're working on now. Bleh. The English test today was rather strange. It was an opinion essay, but the questions were a tad strange in the way that I couldn't satisfactorily answer them. I think I did decently, but my essay was a bit disorganized. Bleh. Ah wellz. Hmm, I wonder when I should get my haircut. My hair is going to get poofy sometime soon. I don't like when I have poofy hair. Oh you don't seem to understand. My hair grows fast. Very fast. After like two and a half wks my hair starts to get poofy. And I didn't want to cut it today cuz next Fri is the dance, and by then my hair will get a tad poofier than I'd like. So I'll get my haircut either this Wed or Fri. I'll figure it out. Y'know, last night I was reading my Theo hw, right? The assignment was to read a coupla chapters from the book of Deuteronomy. Mad boring stuff. However, there was one passage in particular that struck me, the one where Moses says that in times of well-being and prosperity, we shouldn't get overconfident and take pride in ourselves for our deeds that we've done, cuz God did all that for you. He let you do that. He could've just as easily made you a bum. That's what was bone-jarring. All this time, I've lightly credited God for the stuff I've done, with me taking the rest. However, now, I'm starting to thank Him a bit more for the good things in life. Take for example, school. I still care about grades and all that shit, but whenever we have a shitload of homework, I'm not too stressed out. Notice I put the too in there. lol Aight, so I'm not fully changed yet. But soon enough I'll see. Anyways, I'm going to be stressed out like crazy this weekend and I know it. Cuz guess what I'm going to have to do in addition to the normal homework that the teachers will assign us? I'm going to have like 3 papers or some shiznit like that. Lemme see here: the Theo paper, which will be the hardest to me cuz it's mad confusing; an English paper, which I have no idea what I'm supposed to do for it yet; and maybe another American Studies museum outing paper. Bleh. And I also want to get my Film paper done too. Damn man, this is gonna be challenging. I think I'm going to have to start the Theo paper tonight or tomorrow. Cuz I don't have too much hw today. I just have Span, Comp, and the rest I finished already. However, it's 7:30 already. Ah damn. I think I might be able to finish that and work ahead a bit. Yup yup, I'm going to kick some ass. Aight Peace 1

Wow. What a series. The pitching was phenomenal. No runs given up until the 7th inning, where the Yanks and D-backs each scored one. Then afterwards, bang! Alphonso Soriano with that BIG go-ahead solo homerun off Schilling. Then the beginning of the end was close with Mariano Rivera finishing up the last two innings. Bang, 8th inning over just like that. Then came the 9th. Mariano Rivera blew the save. And then took the loss. Mariano! That's freaking crazy. This series was crazy. I'm telling you, even though I'm an rabid Mets fan, this series was a much better one than last year. Look at the drama that unfolded before our eyes. Two great come from behind wins by the Yanks. A blowout by Arizona last night. And then the 9th inning come from behind win to dethrone the Yankee Dynasty. That was some crazy ish yo. This was definitely a great series. Aight, off to bed I go. Peace 1

Sup sup!!! Today was a pretty good day. Except for the fact that I slept at 2:30 last night reading that freaking Death Comes for the Archbishop book. Damn that took me long. Next book I'm definitely reading in sections instead of in one day. Damn. Anywayz, went to the 12:15 mass today. Saw Alex there, looking fine as usual, but she had her stupidass cousin or whatever with her, who kept on doing stupid things throughout mass. They had to leave early so I couldn't talk to Alex. Ah wellz. Midway through mass, Chui saw me and him, leo, and eben came by. I finally saw the girl that Eben's trying to mack on. Didn't see her up close, but from afar she looks pretty cute. After mass I finally saw Sanchez since the longest of time, and I have no idea why Eben says she's hotter now than before. She was always hot to me. She's just little bit more developed now though. Anyways, she didn't want to show me the step she's always talking bout. Next time she said. Ah wellz, next time it is. And I wanted to show her my newfound breaking skills too. Later on, I finally went with Chui and the gang to that E Cube place and played CounterStrike. Damn good game. Fun too. I was pretty crappy, but it was my first time playing so ah wellz. Got better as time went on. After that, we played some DDR, then went home. Pretty good day, except that right now I STILL have to do some homework. And I wanna watch game 7 of the World Series. I have Theo and Spanish still left to do. Bleh. I can do Spanish in less than an hour, same with Theo. Hmm, let's say that takes two hours max. I wanna do some chem too. But I can do calculations while I watch the game. Kickass. Aight I'm out. Peace 1

Sup sup! Well, today was a pretty good day, considering that two of the people who said would come to break didn't. Eben ended up not coming b/c he had to study for upcoming quarterlies, and Rob couldn't go cuz he had to attend his grandma's birthday party, and he didn't know bout that til the last minute lol. Ah wellz, Casey and Danny came, so that was pretty cool. It turns out that miniflares ARE harder than a lot of things. Cuz it's hard to keep your legs in the air long enough for one to do a good rotation of the legs. However, I now have handglides down pat, along with the shoulder freeze, and I'm starting to get the basic movements for the windmill. Still cannot do turtles though. Damn yo, Kevin is the freaking man. He can already do turtles, and also windmills! Crazy crazy shit right there. Ah wellz, I'm just a little behind him, jus gotta practice. Hmm, maybe tomorrow for like a half hour. I gotta do my homework then. Hmm, yeah, I've got like 10 hours of homework. Wonderful wonderful. Aight, if I'm able to get my history, math, theo, and english homework done tonight, then I'll be able to go out and hang out with Chui tomorrow. However, that's like 5 hours worth of homework right there, cuz I need to read 270 pages of the Willa Cather book. Damn I'm screwed. Aight, John, time for a pep talk. You are Mr. Clutch John! You kickass. You're gonna make it. Never give up. Never surrender. Aight John, go and kick the homework's muthafreaking ass! YEAH! lol Aight, I'm going to do hw now. Peace 1

Sup suuuup!!! Today was an aight day, considering that I went to bed at 1:30 and only got 5 hours of sleep. Geez, I'm repeating it once again. GOD IS YANKEE FAN. Definitely. Last night, the Yanks were once again down two runs, with a guy on base, with two outs. Brosius hits a home run! WOOOO! Crazy yo. And then in the top of the 11th or whatever inning it was, the Diamondbacks got bases loaded with one out. Bang, no runs score. Even crazier. Finally, up come the Yankees in the bottom of that inning and batta bing, batta boom. Knoblauch is on third with I forget how many outs. Someone has a pop fly, Knoblauch tags, the throw IS PERFECT!. . . BUT it bounces out of the glove of the catcher and the YANKEES WIN THE GAME!!! :Cheers, yells, and is merry: I am definitely a temporary Yankee supporter for this series. I mean, how can you not be one after these two amazing outings? Wow. Well, today I kicked the Spanish quiz's ass, got an Honors on the History test, and kicked the Math test's ass too. Woohoo. Well, tomorrow's going to be a busy day, cuz people are coming over to breakdance. And I have to try and finish most of my homework so that on Sunday I'll be able to hang out w/ Chui and go to ECube. Aight, I wanna catch up on my sleep, I'm out. Peace 1

Sup sup. Yup yup, I got my retainer later today, and it's clear plastic! So you don't know I have it on. Kickass. Oh yeah, I got The Source Hip Hop Hits Vol 2 today. I would've chosen number 4, but I recognized more good songs from 2. It's pretty damn good to break to I'm thinking. After that, I went to eat at Applebees. Mmmmm, yum. I got the steak, pretty good. But what my dad ordered was really good. I tried some of that chicken fried chicken (yup, I think they actually call it that) with some sauce thingamabobo, and it was pretty damn good. And the mash potatoes are the strangest I've ever eaten. In a good way though. They taste like some sort of potato chips. In mash potato form. I know it sounds kooky, but still, that's the best I can describe it as. Then came the dessert. I got some Hershey chocolate cake w/ a scoop of vanilla ice cream. Good ish yo. Not to mention that there were a couple of hot girls there. That's always a plus. Yup yup, that was a good dinner. Aight, I gotta do a lotta homework, and I'm pretty screwed cuz I forgot how to do these chem problems. Ah wellz, Peace 1

Sup sup! Well I FINALLY got my top braces off today! WOO! Now I just have to a retainer for the top teeth for one week more, and then just every night until I'm like 19. This is great. Oh yeah, booyah, woohoo. Then next month I get my bottom braces off. Sweet. And you had to see the Yankee game last night. That was the most freaking amazing win since like the Robin Ventura grandslam single a few years back. Wow that was good. Think of this: the Yanks were faced with luminous 3-1 series deficit, they're ironically down 3-1, and it's the 9th innning, two outs, one man on first, and Tino Martinez at the plate. First pitch: IT'S OUTTA HERE!!! :CHEERS, YELLS, IS GLAD AND JOYFUL!: WOOO, Tino Martinez has once again come through in the clutch. Freaking amazing. Next inning, with two outs, and two strikes on Jeter. Couple of foul balls, and then BAM! IT'S OUTTA HERE!!! :CHEERS, YELLS, IS GLAD AND JOYFUL!: WOOOO! One hell of a game yo. It's games like these that make me wanna be a Yankee fan, but I'm a Met fan. However, that's not going to stop me from wanting the Yanks to win. If they had been playing the Mets however, that's a different story. (sighs) Those Yankees are too good. I'm thinking that God is a New York fan. Maybe he just got pissed off at one of the Mets, and made em lose for a while. Then he almost let em win. Tantalize em y'know. But he's definitely a Yankee fan. I mean, come on. Look at them in the recent years. It's crazy. Remember the play in the 96 World Series (at least I think it was that year)? With that lil kid grabbing a homerun? A godsend. The play by Jeter in game 3 vs the A's? Same. Tricky bounce when Bernie hit the ball last night to get on base? Pure godliness coincidence. I'm telling you, that team is blessed by the Great One himself. Definitely. Aight, Peace 1