So overall, today was a great day. I had a boring afternoon, with an hour of chem and boringass math, and then we got to play b-ball in gym! Woohoo, that was fun. It was fun, and then at PM advisement, Ms. Weatherall pulled me aside and asked me if everything's ok cuz I went down in a couple of subjects. Well, it's nice to know that she's concerned, so now I'm going to try for my first Honors card. It's gonna be rough since the third tri is said to be the hardest in all subjects, so if I can pull this off, I'm going to be really proud of myself. Then I went to play pool, and I went 2-1 today, doing rather well until I messed up against, of all people, Dan Rios. Ah wellz. Well after that, I went to my sister's babysitter's place to wait for my mom to pick us up, and I saw Margaret's sister there again. She's a pretty girl, and you can tell when she gets older, she's prolly gonna be a hot chica as long as she can keep her face clean. My mom came, and she forgot where she parked the car! So we had to hunt for it for a lil while, and finally, here I am.

This if freaking crazy!!! I'm in school right now and I'm free, so I'm writing this blog up cuz I just got my report cards for the second trimester just a coupla minutes ago. I thought I was going to be receiving a Sat in Spanish and possibly History, thus denying me of a Merit card, but somehow I got Merits in both! I think I prolly got the Merit in Spanish cuz even though I've been gettin borderline Sat/Merit grades, my dedication to attending the extra help Tuesdays afterschool boosted it up a bit. After all, she does calculate effort into the work. :D Nice! However, I did go down in 4 subjects overall, while going up in 2 subjects. I understand why I went down, and I was a bit disappointed I got an M in English. However, I think I can pull it up, prolly cuz I don't participate too much in class or something. I'm going to kick some ass in the third tri though. My weekly schedule is working out great so far, and my only problem is going to bed early. I go to bed at 11:30 instead of 10:30. I gotta stop with the internet, cuz sometimes I overdo it. I am so exhilarated right now! Wooohoooo. Ryan is going to be pissed at me though, cuz he thought I was going to get a coupla Sats. Muahahahaha. :D Thank you God!!! I am so happy. Now I gotta do my stupidass Microsoft Access project. Argh. Damn that Mr. A, damn him! Oh, and before I go, in Theo class, we were outlining what we were going to be working on in the third tri, and Scac said we wouldn't be doing Revelations. At that, Cuave said, "I demand that we read Revelations," while he banged his fist on his desk. The screws must have been loose or something though, cuz the top of desk totally fell off and apart! He didn't even bang it hard. Hahaha. Before that, it was a tad hot in the room and Scac was wearing a sweater. He was taking it off, and Tim yelled, "Yeah, take it off baby! Yeah, that's right!" And then he threw a quarter towards Scac. Scac then said, "A quarter? That's it? I'm insulted!" Hahaha Everyone was cracking up

haha, Once again Chui had some interesting questions/thoughts on his blog tonight.
"I wuz thinkin' on how when u expect a grl to show up tha day...and in fact they don't show up and when u don't want to show up and watch u do something...and all of s sudden they shows up outta nowhere! Its lyke a six sense for a grl knowing to show up at the wrong moments!" It's fate screwing you over. hehe
"Then i wuz thinking on why grls and boys loves to masturbate (is tha how u spell it)...anywayz...wha is it so interesting bout jacking off on ur bed...i jus dunno!" Pleasure, pure pleasure. And horniness, pure horniness. Hehe
"How can grls where thongs...isn't it painful or irritates you ass line or something...wearing tha string between ur ass cheeks...i can't imagine a guy wearing a g-string!" I asked Candíce about this, and she said they're muy comfortable. But it depends on the person. I think for a guy, that would be just wrong. Bleh. But on a chica, niiiiiiiiice and sexy.
"Also i believe that grls wit too much a big breast turns off man...well thas wha i think! I get turned off when some grls breast are bigger than the size of her head...u lyke grls wit average breast sizes...i think c cups are fine wit me maybe evenn d cups! Grls wit smooth legs are good too to feel...feeling lyke silk and all...tha shitz turn guys on...and theirs asses...lol!" I like anywhere from the "petite" ladies with small tetas to supermodel types with decent sized breasts. Definitely not pornstar breasted girls, those are disgusting (especially girls with breasts the size of watermelons of shiz like that...that's like, whoa. Too big there lady). And as I stated before, I'm a leg man. Legs are nice. Legs are smooth (unless of course they don't shave, then yuck. Hairy!). Legs are sexy. It's all in the curves, all in the curves. G'night

Oh yeah. Something I forgot to post earlier is that tomorrow I have to run the reservoir even if it's a tad cold. If it's anywhere near the 40s, it's off to running 1.6 miles in the cold. I feel sorry for those track guys. It's must be rough running 4.5-7.5 miles each day, especially when it's freaking ass cold weather like this. Argh. So I gotta bring some jogging pants in tomorrow just in case we have to run. Hmm, so well I got back from the catechist training session. I need to serve approx another 38 hours if I want to become a certified teacher. This is rough. That means I need to attend another 19 meetings. Hmm, I might be able to do it though, but only if I don't have too much homework on Wednesdays. It's gonna be tough, but I think I can do it. Today we basically learned the points of teaching an effective class, by having a lesson plan and a variety of well-thought Qs. I learned that I was a reeeeeeally bad teacher, and I've got to be a tad (ahem, a LOT) stricter with the kiddos, and not allow them to go lucha libre on me or play Gameboys or misbehave and crap. Ready to rumble next Sunday! (look of determination) Grrrr. Hehe

Today was a great day. Hmm, I had a lot of free since Scac was out, and I got a couple more good grades back again (I got a 96 on my Geometry final!!! Woohoo). In gym, we started to do the President's Challenge for the second time. I got 63 crunches in one minute, a couple more pullups than before, and my flexibility improved a little bit I think. I played b-ball in my free time today, and I did rather well. Stupidass Drew kept on saying that I'm worse than him and shit, but personally I believe I performed muuuuuuch better than him today. Usually he plays physical D, and that's why I don't get open and stuff, but today I felt good so I did well. I need to work on my post up skills though, cuz I was able to post Drew up a coupla times but I wasn't able to finish cuz I didn't have well developed post moves. Since I didn't have to much hw, I've decided to attend the catechist meeting tonight (I'm writing this blog at Chui's house). I met up with Chui in the library, finished up my hw, and wow. I realized the best place to meet girls on weekdays: the library. There were a TON of mad nice chicas there. Good stuff. :) Well, I gotta go attend the meeting now, so I might blog a bit about it later when I get back home.

Oh yeah. Another thing: if you want to see the site I was talking about before, here it is http://outspired.yo.lv/whatswrong.swf
Stare at it and listen really hard until you either notice something weird or hear something unusual. It's really funny, cuz when I sent it to Dani yesterday, her friend says she screamed really loud on the phone when the surprise came. Hehehe I love that page.

Hmm, well today was a pretty good day. I got a coupla good test grades back, and overall it was good. Geez, I'm not seeing any decent lone girls on my commute these days ... Hmm, I have late advisement tomorrow so I get extra sleep! Woohoo. My left heel is hurting today, dunno why though. Maybe it's cuz on Sunday I stepped on my porch the wrong way and it hurt my foot. Oh yeah. Some funny or kooky things I forgot to put down either for today or yesterday: Ryan called Mr. A, Ms. A in computer class, and Ryan said he looked like he was about to cry. haha In history, Kevin was fooling around with his highlighter and his cap broke off, sprung into the air, hit the ceiling, and when you saw him duck for cover it was mad funny. In Spanish class, Ms Basile caught Tim masturbating in class. It went something like this:
Ms. Basile: ¡Que repugnante, Tim!
Tim: I was touching my stomach, Ms. Basile!
Mike: Uh huh. Yeah right, I saw where you were touching, and it wasn't your stomach.
Class: HAHAHAHAHA
Oh the queer things that happen in school ...

Well, I just read Chui's blog (which he actually updates regularly now...GASP!), and he had some interesting Qs today.

"i wuz thinking why does grls hate pronography but are willing to tape themselves in one for money...they think its disgusting and all but are willing to be in one for money...i jus can't understand it!" Hmm, good one Chui. I think that prolly it's not those girls that are in the pornos that think porno is wrong, perhaps some of them even enjoy it. It's the ones who think it's wrong that mystify me. I think it's either A. they're really religious, or B. they're not comfortable with their own bodies and thus are not comfortable with others being comfortable with their bodies. On to the next Chui topic for the day:

"Why is it too tha guys think it is alrite to cheat on grls but when grls want to cheat on the guys the guys think it is wrong....hmmmm...i jus dunno also!" Well, the answer to this one lies in the fact that it's wrong for both guys and girls to cheat on their "loved" ones. First of all, if the two are just going out, but are not an "item" yet, then it's fine for a guy or gal to go out and bang some other girl/dude. After all, they're not exclusive yet. After the two are exclusive however, is when it starts to be morally wrong to bang someone else other than the one you're with.

"Also why is it grls think they are fat an dtheir ass is so fat whilke in fact ther are mad skinny...hmmmm...i jus dunno also!" I believe this is the "I wanna be a super thin model" syndrome thing. It's seen in insecure, whinyass girls who have no self confidence, who would not be good LTR material but perhaps might be decent for a bang and some mutual pleasure and fun. My question to this is: Why the heck would they want a small ass? I don't want an ugly blubber ass, but dammit, a girl can't have a nonexistent behind. It's just not sexy. I think I believe this cuz I'm known as a "leg" man (other variants of this would be the tit man, ass man, stomach man, foot man, etc). Or whatever. Anyways, the most important thing to me would be a nice face, decent body, and non-stupidity/clinginess. Clingy girls are maaaaaad annoying.

"why do guys think that porn is so interesting? All u see is grls and guys tha u dun kno fucking da shitz all of themselves...its not you doin' the banging and feel wha he feels so why does it guys haz always an interesting lookn' at does shitz...i jus dunno!" It's fantasy. All fantasy stuff. Plus I think another reason is b/c guys are visually turned on beings, while the gentler sex are more geared toward the mind-play aspect of being turned on. I'm starting to feel tired and I'm a tad behind schedule, so I'm out!

Muahahahaha! This is tooooo funny! I got this link from my cousin. I want to show Chui and Eben before posting it here though, so ya'll will have to wait to see it.

Muahahahahahahaha! I fixed that Word bug that kept on telling me that there wasn't enough memory and disk space to run Word 9.0 Muahahahaha! Fixed it I tell you! Woohoo

Well, today was an all right day back to school. I got a 77 on my Spanish test, so I'm pretty sure I'm getting a Sat this tri. Besides that, my day was great. I would've liked that I saw a coupla girls to talk to, but I didn't see any, so ah wellz. Well, I did pass by this girl I've seen before while walking home from the bus stop, but I got no eye contact (we were both listening to CD players and she seemed absorbed in thinking bout somethin). Pretty decent lookin girl. Afterschool, I finally worked out again. It felt great, and I think it's getting easier for me to pullups. Woohoo. Oh, and guess what? So far the first day is going great in terms of following my weekly schedule. I'm perfectly on schedule right now. Woohoo!

Haha, I found my CD player in my closet. Haha. I think I should buy some rechargeable batteries like Chui. Dammit, now I'm hooked on Usher's "U Make Me Wanna" song. That's an old song, but I heard it on the radio just a bit ago and I think it kicks ass. I used to think it sucked when it was popular. Ah wellz, times change. Eben might make a blog tomorrow, so maybe Chui, Eben, and I can start a weblog ring of Journals of Aspiring DJs. Hehe. And yessss, I can work out tomorrow again. Excellent.

Well, I have started to follow my schedule starting tonight, and I've read 70 more pages of Grapes of Wrath. I think I might have a very productive tri in the works here. . . :) Oh yeah, a good funny quote from Grapes of Wrath:
Man with one eye: Think--somebody'd like--me?
Tom: Why, sure. Tell 'em ya don's growed sence you los' your eye."
hahaha, What a classic one liner!

Argh. I just remembered another thing that I wanted to write! This I need to write or else I'm going to forget to do it: Buy a vocabulary book! That's one thing I realized. The only thing that Regis does not teach is vocabulary, and I'mma need it for SATs next year. Thus, I should start now or else I'mma be screwed. Yup. And I think I should buy another CD player, cuz this Usher CD is really tempting me to start carrying around a CD player so I won't be bored in certain parts of my commute. Hmm, I'll think about it.

Oh yeah, one thing I forgot about is that I'm thinking about making a new club. I think it's a really good idea personally, and plus I'm CERTAIN a ton of people would love doing this, so I'm pretty sure I might try to make this club. I'll see if I can follow my weekly schedule, and if it works out, then I'm going to make this club cuz it seems like it has a ton of potential. I'm not naming what it is b/c certain people read this (ahem, NOEL), and they might steal my thunder. Sorry bout that Noel. Oh, and here's a pretty pic:
http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/image/0011/earthlights_dmsp_big.jpg I have no freaking idea how to post a pic onto a blog, so just check it out. It's puuurty.

Today was a decent day. Not too great for a last day, but what the hey. I was like 20 mins late for mass today cuz my sister was so freaking ass slow so we missed the bus and had to wait like 10-15 mins for the next one. After mass I went over to Chui's and picked up a burned copy of Usher whatever the number his new CD is (3701 maybe?). Yeah Chui! You're cool. hehe I FINALLY got the ski cap I've always sought. Nice and tight fitting on the head, pretty stylish, and perfect for breaking. Then after we ate at Mickey Ds, and I tried that new Parmesan Chicken sandwich thing, and surprisingly, it didn't suck. It was pretty decent actually, but it was sorta soggy cuz of the sauce. After eating, I went to the library just to accompany Chui and Nestor who needed to borrow some books, and saw some really niiice ass origami shiz there. There was a gorilla, anteater, ladybug, coyote, bald eagle, etc. Very complex stuff, and rather interesting to check. Then I went home, watched the remainder of the Knick game (they lost to the Lakers by about 18 I think), fell asleep watching the Canada-US hockey game (the US ended up losing), and then finished up the last of my hw. Damn chem is so boring. And I don't understand the computer project assigned to us. Right now I'm listening to the Usher CD, and daaaaamn, a lot of the songs have hit potential. But right now the song I'm hooked on is "U Don't Have to Call" cuz it's refrain is so kickass! "YOU don't have to caaaaall, it's okaay giiiiirl. Cuz I'mma be all riiiight tonight!!!" Woo! That song is sooo the shit man.

Hmm, well today wasn't an overly productive day, but I'm sick so give me a break. I completed all the necessary homework except for reading chapter 11 for chem, but who cares? I didn't break as intended b/c I had to fix my comp again. That virus thing popped up again, so I had to revert back to an even earlier date than before. Hopefully now my comp is healed. I watched the Mavs vs the Kings today too, and damn yo. Those point guards are skilled mofos! I wanted the Kings to win, but they had a 7 min scoring drought in the third so they lost by like 20. Too bad for them eh? Tomorrow I plan to go to mass, go home and watch the Knick game even though they suck, and then do some of that freaking computer project. (sigh) One more day of vacation left. Time flies . . . I wonder why it flies when you're having fun? Or sleeping? Cuz when I sleep, I wake up and it's like, "What the? I just put my head down a freaking second ago!" How do we experience time? Hmm, questions that will probably remain mysteries to man . . .

Grrr, I just spent the last half hour trying to find the song that Alexei Yagudin used for his short program and it ended up not begin the fast song he used. It orginally is some slowass shit, not the nice upbeat song that he used at the end. Argh! That song was the ish too. Ah wellz, the closest I can get to it is some folk ish, but I'm not going to search through piles of stuff just to find something similar to the "Winter" beat. Argh. And another thing: I have homework to do! (sihg) Nothing I can't handle. School starts in less than 48 hours. Let's get ready to rumble

Dammit! I think that I got a microsoft word virus from somewhere, but thank the Lord for GoBack! I just reverted my computer back to a coupla days before, and everything's great again. Nice!

Sup! Today was a pretty good day. I woke up, did my morning routine, did some work. Then I went out with the gang (me, Chui, Erika, Irrish, Kris, and Rita) to see a movie. The girls outnumbered us and chose to see Crossroads. Thta is when I experienced one of the most embarassing moments ever. I had to buy a Crossroads ticket. Yup, embarassing indeed. The movie actually wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, except for the fact that they sang. A lot. Lotsa songs in this chick flick. Plenty of AFC shit though, but the main male was pretty decent near the end when he just gave her the cold shoulder when she was about to leave and stuff. Smooth. Hihglights of the movie: seeing Britney in her undies; laughing at unintentionally funny ish. Y'know, Rita asked me a really upfront question today when she said, "John, what's your opinion on pornography?" My answer went something like this: "Well, ummm . . . ahem. Ummm, well I think it's ok for us guys." As you can see, I was caught totally off guard. Then Rita started going off on her rant about how porn is disgusting, dirty, etc. Eh, her opinion. Hmm, after the movie the girls left, and Chui and I played billiards w/ Leo, Nestor, and Rob. I had a bad day, going just 2-2. I think it's a combination of me having a low cosistency day and that Leo and Rob are starting to get much better than before. After billiards, we played on some of those arcade basketball shootout stuff. Head to head was really fun. I went 1-1 vs Leo, and then my last match was versus Chui. That was freaking hilarious! The b-balls were bouncinhg all over the place, and one bounced out and onto Chui, messing up that shot for him. Then afterwards, I was laughing so hard that I put too much of an arc on the shot (there is a cage over the rim) that it went right straight back and hit me on the top of my head. Everyone was cracking up like crazy. After billiards, the Chua bros. and I played some HORSE in the park. I got a couple of good shots, and I'm gonna work on my around the back layup. No one else can make that, so that will be my special move. Chui's special move is the freaking clap. I can clap, but I always put the ball at the wrong angle and miss the shot. Argh. Leo's signature move was the through the legs layup, but then he changed it to the floater swish. Nestor isn't good enough yet to have a signature. Hehe Then we played three on three vs some other crappy dudes, and Leo, Nestor, and I won vs Chui and the other two scrubs. We won by 21-18, and Chui scored like 16 of their points. hehe I had some good assists today. I'm starting to get unselfish now, learning the pass before shoot. mentality. Like when it was point game, 20-18, I had an open shot, but I passed to Leo for the open layup down low. Good stuff. And for some reason, people have a really tough time intercepting the bounce pass, at least moreso than the regular chest pass. When I pass through traffic to the man down low, people always get a piece of the chest pass, but almost never get the bounce pass. What a high quality pass.

Well, today was soooooo beautiful!!! Damn it was nice outside! I had to spend the morning in a stuffy room in the post office cuz I had to renew my passport, so that sucked. However, I did read up to page 190 or something like that in Grapes of Wrath, so I'm happy about that. I dunno about Ryan's opinion, but so far I'm actually enjoying the book even though it's quite a long read. After that my mom, sis, and I eat pizza at Singa's, and then I go play ball w/ the Chua bros, Carlos, Will, Rob and his lil bro Ross. First game it was me, Chui, Will, and Ross down 11-2 playing full court. I lead a comeback, getting a couple of steals and assists. However, we fall a tad short and lose like 21-18. But it felt good running the court and hustling -- that's how J-Kidd must feel every time he steps onto the court. Hustling his ass off, getting rebounds and then pushing, dishing dimes all over the joint. Woot!? Hehe. Next game it was me, and the Chuas vs these 4 Chinese dudes. We lost by like 21-16 or something like that, but daaamn, they had maaad airtime. Second game, Carlos subbed for Nestor, and THAT was a good game. My jumper was really consistent today, and I got like 5 shots in. We were leading 20-18, but then they storm back, outjump us, and beat us 22-20. Ah wellz. We leave after that, and check out another game on the other court. There, I saw my first live dunk. It was freaking spectacular, this black dude with long cornrows gets out front for the breakaway JAM. It was niiiice. What a one handed stuff! Very good day overall. Hmm, I have homework to do, but I don't want to do it. I should do it (emphasis on the should), but I'm feeling freaking lazy. Ah wellz, nothing I can't handle. Hmmm, and I want to go out and see a movie with the gang tomorrow, so I'mma have to do most of my hw tonight. Cuz on Saturday I might ask this girl Lesley (who remembered me from the Sacred Heart Winter Semi-formal) to chill. If I see her online. I was such a buh-he (translation from the group's slang -- butthead) in that I didn't get her number, but only her sn. Wow, I feel dumb. Never again will I only settle for the sn. Moving on, Michelle Kwan (whose face looks like Chui's mom's face) might win the gold tonight. Hopefully she does. And Apolo Anton Ohno finally won some Au, controversially though. Ah wellz. That's a crazy game, speed skating.

Phew. Today was an aight day. In the morning I surfed the net and read the first two chapters of The Grapes of Wrath. Y'know what I hate? That other people in Regis don't read the freaking books, read sparknotes, and get better grades, while I, the moral one, toil away. It's an unfair world out there, but ah wellz. Anyways, after lunch, Rob came over and we broke for like 10 mins, and then Chui called saying he'd come over so we stopped breaking and played NBA2K2. In the beginning of the fourth quarter, I was beating him by like 32 points, so we decide to switch teams so we could make it more exciting with me vying for a comeback. I battle back, and I'm losing by 9 with 56 seconds to go, but I'm able to force overtime. In OT, I'm down 3 with about 30 seconds to go, but I get two steals and go in for some nice dunks to win the game. Next game, I play on one team versus Chui and Rob on another, and by the middle of the third I'm winning by 44. Sooo, we switch teams again so I can attempt another massive comeback. I am able to get the comeback though, thanks to some nice D and great dunks by Odom and this other dude on the Clippers. Niiice. After that, Leo, Nestor, and Carlos arrive, and we play some ball. Nick joins us, and when Chui, Nick, and I played together, it was niiice. Nick and I were giving alleys to Chui all over the place. And my passing was rather damn good today; I was able to get the open man many times. My scoring play of the day for myself was when I had a putback over Leo. Hehe Good stuff. We played ball for like two hours, so pretty fun overall.

Dammit! The video of "U Don't Have to Call" by Usher isn't online yet. That video has some niiice moves that I'd like to learn. Hopefully it'll be online sometime this week...

You know, I never was into the rock genre of music, but damn! This "In the End" by Linkin Park is the ish.

Dammit, I think I'm sick. I woke up today, and my throat felt sore and I felt crappy. Well, I had a decently productive day so far, cleaning the whole house and ish. I believe I have finally matured past the videogaming stage of my life, for I have put my gaming systems into storage, only to be taken out when I have a ton of free time with nothing to do (which will prolly be never cuz I have a life and hobbies now) or when friends come over to chill and they wanna play a bit. Another thing: daaaaamn, my room is so spanking clean now. Hehe :) Oh yeah, I also finally got around to making a weekly schedule I plan to keep. It's rather flexible actually, and I surprisingly have a LOT of free time if I actually concentrate on my homework at the given time slots. If I have lil homework in a week and I don't procrastinate too much, I'll have about 21 hours of unstructured free time to do whatever during the school week. Woot, woot!? I love that saying! Woot!? hehe Dammit! I have to freaking do my homework and ish, and also on Thursday my plans are messed up yet again cuz my mom is forcing me to go and renew my passport on Thursday. Hopefully I'll be able to chill with Rob in the afternoon though . . .

Dammit, I always forget something I want to write! Okay, so anyways, in one fight scene in Collateral Damage, Arnold bites off an ear of one of the Colombians. All the people start chuckling (we Americans are a strange, demented people), and I got a thought in my head to just yell out: "Hey! Mike Tyson!" hehe :) And everyone around me starts cracking up. I'm getting the hang of this "funny/witty" ish. . .

Foreign characters don't work on the links. Woot!?

You know something I just realized: I've been talking to Candíce for like 2 or three months now and I've never ever seen her. I know, weird ain't it? One day we'll chill, promise. Really! And what's good bout her is that she's not judgmental, especially of my budding DJ mindset (such as the Mall Game, which if you think about it, is kinda unfair for the girls since you're just playing them all in a fun lil game). Hell, I can even talk about AFCs to her! Hehe And another thing: where the hell do these people that sign my blog come from? I've never heard of em in my life and they plug their pages on my guestbook. When more of them accumulate, I'll delete those bums sigs again. Dammit, I really hate that I have to take care of my sister this week. Tomorrow is fine, since I'mma do most of my homework and rest up. Tuesday our crew is going to have a meeting so that'll be good. Wednesday I have no plans yet. I'll prolly just break the whole day, but since I have my sister to bother me, I'm not going to bother going out. Hmm, maybe I can go play some billiards . . . ah whatever. Thursday my mom's off (thank God), so I can maybe possibly play the Mall Game. Geez. And guess what? My mom picked Friday, of all the days of the week, to set up three doctor's appointments for me. Argh! What the heck!?!? Hmm, the weekend I have no plans yet, but I'll see. This blog is so useful for organizing my disjointed thoughts. It's like my blog and brain are becoming one. I think that's the tirednessosity coming out. Dammit, the only bad thing bout this blog is that everyone who reads it knows everything that's going on in my life. Ah wellz, only close friends know about it (with an exception or two), so I guess it's all right. Oh one more thing, I'm going to change the crew name since Alexandra (Laura's sis) made me realize how . . . politically incorrect it is. Say a Colombian or someone wanted to join, then they'd be pretty pissed. And plus we already have a non-azn in the crew, so it's pretty unfair to Eben. I like the Innovation part of the name, but we need something to replace the Azn part to make it more universal. Some I've been quipping out: "The Innovation Rockers," "Innovation Force," or "The DJ Revolution." I was just playing with the last one, but heck, it could work. You gotta be decent at breaking AND a bona-fide Don Juan to enter the crew. The present crew members are exempt from this rule, we're budding DJs. hehe

(yawn) Damn I'm rather tired. Hmm, so let's see here . . . today was a rather decent day. Okay, I wake up, and still feel a lil dizzy. I have second thoughts about going out today, but what the hey. I go to 9:30 mass, and Father Jose talks for-freaking-ever. The mass goes on 15 mins longer than it's supposed to, and Anand tries to follow me after mass to the place I was supposed to meet Chui. I call right after mass, and as soon as I see Anand, I say on the phone: "Run for your life Chui!!!" and start pouring on the jets. We manage to get away from Anand, and we decide to play billiards (the we being me, Chui, Leo, and Eben). I win a lot again, but I lose my last game cuz I scratched on the eight ball. Ah wellz, it's all good. After an hour of that, the three brothers, Dennis, Steven, and Mark join us and we head to the movie theater and watch Collateral Damage. It was surprisingly complex for an action movie, with the good guy and bad guy being relatively the same persona except in different bodies. Crazy shit. Some parts were a bit overboard, if you watch the movie, one thing that won't spoil anything is: Why the hell couldn't the baddies put speed-dial on the freaking cell! Argh, they know how to work all this sophisticated technology and complex plans, but noooo. They don't even know how to work their cellies well. Argh! After the movie, the 7 of us packed into one compact car, not one of the new roomy ones, but an old and small one. We were squished for like 10 mins, and after we got back, we played b-ball. I did ok today in rebounding and sorta ok at driving, but I sucked at my mid-range J. My J was just plain ole' broke today. I only got one outta 10 Js in today, but ah wellz. I'll work on that. I got most of my points today from putbacks and driving. After playing ball for about 2 hours, I went home, and ate like hungrily cuz I hadn't eaten since 8:30 that morning. There were no girls at all to be seen today, but Will, Rob, and I plan to go out on Thursday so we can finally play the freaking game.

Another thing I noticed was that when I get enough sleep and I'm happy, I am a very witty dude. I can be a pretty funny guy without trying, and it feel's greeeeeeeeat. :) Cuz I was able to make the whole young group laugh in the CCD thingie, and I made Laura's sister laugh when Anand dropped some stuff, and also another time with the b-ball girl thing. Good stuff.

Well, sup. Damn, today was a biiiig day. Aight, let’s review from the start. Wake up at 7:45 or something like that by alarm, and do the daily morning routine. I feel pretty damn energetic in the morning and I start to sing along to Ja Rule’s “Always On Time.” Hehe I go to the catechist trainee meeting, and I have to lug my sister along because no could take care of her. “Damn,” though I, “this is going to surely hinder our macking today.” Anyways, we get to Chui’s place and then go to the catechist meeting place. Once I enter, I see Kristina, and Laura, a very old friend. She says hi, we hug yadda yadda, and I notice this rather fine girl sitting next to her. So I take the opportunity to sit next to the fine girl, and voila. The meeting starts, blah blah. Some highlights: me making some wisecracks about mustard seeds and dirt to make everyone laugh (with the help of Brian who said my joke loud so everyone could hear), the mustard seeds themselves, which were really miniscule, me snuffing out the candlelight with a snuffer, and me having some kino with Alexandra, the girl next to me. I noticed her leg pointing o me once in a while, but that’s prolly overestimating stuff, and I got some hand kino when we were passing things around. I even got some leg kino when we had to write reflections and I was leaning on her leg to write down ish. Well guess what? I had nooooo freaking idea she’s Laura’s sister, so good thing I didn’t try to get her number or anything, cuz then I’d feel awfully stupid. Hehe, but still, she was rather decent. The girl Eben is chasing, Veronica, is a chubby one. I’m definitely not attracted to her at all, nor her friend. They’re just not sexually appealing, I dunno what Eben sees in them. After that, Rob, Chui, Leo, Will, and I eat and then go play billiards. Once again I kick some ass, and go undefeated for four wins, thanks partly to the power of the “Spanish Hex!!!” Hehe. Yesterday it worked again against Noel and that enabled me to get to .500 yesterday. Woohoo. So I used it today in my only tight match of the day, which was against Rob. If he gets better, he can become a challenge. Chui is just too powerful and no accuracy. Will had no power and some accuracy. Leo has neither, but after I corrected his bridge he started becoming rather accurate in his shots. He has potential. Actually, all these guys can become better with practice. There were no single girls there, so moving on, since it was suuuuch great weather, we decided to go play some ball. I did well overall today, driving really well, some good passing, and rebounding was decent. I’m telling you, if I lose just one extra pound of fat from my body I will definitely reach the rim. I’mma do that yo. Oh, and I started to get my jumpshot working by getting my timing down. I think I have to try to release the shot right after I start to jump, so I can get arc and power at the same time. I can definitely drive with to my right, but I have weakness with my left hand. I can barely make a layup with my left, I suck so much with it. I can dribble with it, but not drive well. Ah wellz, I can work on that. Oh yeah, there were some girls walking past the court and Will airballed a shot I think and it was going directly for them, they yell out fear, but he was able to save it. So I yell out, “Don’t worry girls!” That got a laugh from everyone. After about 2 and a half hours of that, I went home. I am maaaad tired right now. I was so much so, that I had to take a nap and even after that, I was still dizzy. I’mma go to bed early tonight, cuz I think we’re going to do the game tomorrow and I’mma have another big day ahead of me.

Sup sup! Well, foolish me, the poems were actually lyrics to a song. Whoops :) Anyways, today was a great day. In Spanish class, our teacher taught us how to say testicles in spanish: "Cojones, juevos, and testiculos!!!" Hehe I'm pretty sure those were the things. I played b-ball a bit during our two hour free and played billiards afterschool. I did really well cuz my consistency has skyrocketed. I got one win and one loss against Paul, Matt, and Noel apiece. These guys are pretty damn good, so that was cool. Oh, and something I forgot to mention to Chui when I was talking on the phone to him today was that I saw Jeanette "The Black Widow" Lee!!!! She is one hoooooot chica. Woo. She was doing some cool ass tricks and shit, and later she had this camera thing on her cue stick cuz she was prolly filming one of those "how to" vids. Good stuff. Next topic, was that my dad forced me to watch the family tribute to my grandfather. It was 3 hours long, and half of it was boring. At first, I thought it was gonna suck, but then it started getting interesting cuz I found out a lot of stuff about the family. And I didn't realize that my grandmother was such a beautiful woman when she was young cuz that was the first time I saw a picture of her in her youth. Another funny thing about the video was that when my lolo (that's what I call my grandpa) was young, he looked like a guido! Hahaha, slicked back oiled hair and everything. Hehe, good stuff. Then came the party and some boring ass speeches. But then came a cool part, with the kids doing a choreographed dance thing. It was rather decent actually, but some of the things were too repetitive. And one of my cousins was too stiff. She couldn't dance at all. Once I get better at popping, gliding, breaking, and b-balling, I can't wait to go back to the Philippines. Then I can dance my ass off at some party or whatever they have, and I'll be able to play against my Filipino cousin counterpart, Hansel. He's a year older than me, but his hair is the same as mine, he's about the same height, and some other stuff is prolly similar but I can't think of it right now.

Wow, I just read Candice's blog (argh why can't I put those accents on blogger!?), and for the first time realized what a great poet she is. I didn't realize until today those were actually poems. I don't know if they're written by her, (need to ask her sometime), but anyways, they're really good cuz at first I thought they were lyrics in a song or something. And that reminds me, I had a grand old time in Spanish class today cuz I got some TASTY french bread because of a nice spanish poem I'd written. Good stuff. Hmm, and that brings me to another point. I used to absolutely love making poems (I had one superb one I really liked, and it actually made girls cry, but I lost it), but eh I dunno what happened. And some stuff I didn't know about poems have befuddled me. Like all this stuff about pantameter or what have you. It complicates the flow of my poetic powers. Hehe

Sup sup. Today was a rather good day. First off, lemme start with last night. My biological clock is the bane of my sleep! I normally go to bed at like 12:20 or something like that, and yesterday I happened to want to go to bed at 11:20. And guess what? I stay in bed for an hour, wide awake. And then FINALLY I went to sleep. Argh. Oh yeah, some other things I forgot to mention yesterday: we played dodgeball against the freshmen in gym, and kicked some sorry ass. And another thing I forgot to mention is my Lent sacrifice. Okay, this is going to be rough, but I've decided to take the challenge of not masturbating for the whole Lent season. The longest I've ever lasted since I've discovered it was like two or three weeks. But now I have to double that. It's gonna be a bit rough. Also, I think I can cut back on playing videogames, like say in my free time. Only when friends come over or I go over to other people's houses is when I can play a bit. Oh, and today I once again got minimal homework (about 5 minutes worth!). Hehe, what I thought was going to be another Hell on Earth Week ended up being one of my favorite weeks of school ever. Moving on, today I did ok in dodgeball versus the other class. I coulda caught some of the ones I dropped though. I was a bit more aggressive than usual, so that was good. Hmm, oh yeah! Today in billiards club, I beat Dan Rios in the first round of the tournament, and then lost in the second round versus one of the more premier players, Billiards Club president . . . oh crap I forgot his name. Argh. Anyways, I would have beat him since I got to the eight ball before him and had a decent shot to win it, but I choked. Ah wellz. Oh yeah, and the last game I played was versus this junior who used his "Spanish Hex" powers given to him by one of his spanish friends to beat me. And somehow it worked (basically cuz I was laughing too much) and I ended up losing after being up by like 4 balls! Then Noel played the same guy and he used the "Spanish Hex" again, and Noel was missing shot after shot after shot. Crazy ish yo. Going home, I was able to make eye contact with this older girl in her mid-twenties, but I didn't talk to her. Tomorrow the only classes I'm going to have a two hour lunch! Woohoo. Hmmm, well that's all for now. Oh wait! It's Valentine's Day! Well, Happy Valentine's Day to all the AFCs out there! As you can tell, I'm not a big fan of Valentine's Day. Basically it's an overrated holiday that almost forces a man to buy some shazzle for his girl, all at super-inflated costs. A dozen roses? Break out the Benjamin baby. Gimme a break. Another bad thing about this holiday is that it's soooo AFC. Y'know, AFC likes a girl. A lot. So he waits. And waits. And waits. Months. Then comes V-Day, and he thinks, "What the hey, lemme think of a master plan to get the girl of my dreams's heart." So he goes all out, blah blah, buying all this shazzle, and either she already has a bf, or the relationship is going to be such a one way domination affair that it's totally gonna suck for the poor dude. As you can see, I'm a realist. But anyways, what the hey? Happy V-Day! :)

Ah crap. After some careful review of what I wrote yesterday on the Spanish test, I believe I made a couple more mistakes than I had previously thought. Or did I? Geez, I worry too much. Anyways, it's Ash Wednesday today, and in the morning I got my ashes. Is it just me, or does Regis give out the biggest ashes ever? In St. Michael's, when I got ashes they were like a light dash, but here I have a bigass splotch on my forehead. Ah wellz, I'm cool with that. I messed up two opportunities to talk to a girl today. Argh. Once was my fault entirely, and another was that I just wasn't in the "flash a quick smile" mood. My face was semi-permanently cast into a sullen look. I got solid eye contact with a girl for like 5-7 seconds, but I guess my smiling muscles weren't stretched or something. I gotta make sure those are ready to go at any time from now on. Anyways, I believe I'm one of the only dudes to do decently on the Math test today cuz I actually got to the last question of the test while many others were struggling to finish 3/4 of it. Not that the test was really hard, but rather, it had substantial length. Only two more days baby!

Sup. Well, I believe I kicked some ass on the Spanish test today. Good stuff. I believe I AT LEAST got a Merit. Dammit, I forgot how to type the upside down "!" Ah wellz. Anyways, I got an H on the Theo test, much better than I thought, and very good since the majority of the class bombed on it. I can't access my freaking Regis account by FTP, so now I can't finish my history essay tonight. Must be that the server is on the fritz. Hopefully it'll be up by tomorrow, and if not, then screw it, I'll just get it on a floppy disk so I can finish it up. Well, tonight I don't have too much homework. Some sentences in Spanish, study for Math test, and read some History. Good stuff. Just THREE (!!!) more days until vacation!!! Woooooohoooooo!

Sup. Well, just finished taking a nap, watching some Olympics, and I'm presently still studying a bit of Spanish. Damn, snowboarding looks maaad nice. And the pair figure skating tonight was kickass too. The Chinese almost did a quadruple salchow, and they prolly woulda won then cuz that would have been Olympic history right there. The Russian and Canadian women had reeeeeally big, nice eyes. And booties. :) Oh, and the best overheard quote so far in the Olympics is the Canadian woman after she got silver instead of rightfully getting the gold since they were the best tonight: "I'm sweating like a pig! My armpits. . ." Hehe Good stuff. Also, the Russian dude was the goofiest looking doof I have ever seen. He always had this kooky look on his face . . . I dunno whether it was exultation or confusion. Hehe Aight, I'mma finish studying.

Sup. Well, just finished taking a nap, watching some Olympics, and I'm presently still studying a bit of Spanish. Damn, snowboarding looks maaad nice. And the pair figure skating tonight was kickass too. The Chinese almost did a quadruple salchow, and they prolly woulda won then cuz that would have been Olympic history right there. The Russian and Canadian women had reeeeeally big, nice eyes. And booties. :) Oh, and the best overheard quote so far in the Olympics is the Canadian woman after she got silver instead of rightfully getting the gold since they were the best tonight: "I'm sweating like a pig! My armpits. . ." Hehe Good stuff. Also, the Russian dude was the goofiest looking doof I have ever seen. He always had this kooky look on his face . . . I dunno whether it was exultation or confusion. Hehe Aight, I'mma finish studying.

Sup. Well, just finished taking a nap, watching some Olympics, and I'm presently still studying a bit of Spanish. Damn, snowboarding looks maaad nice. And the pair figure skating tonight was kickass too. The Chinese almost did a quadruple salchow, and they prolly woulda won then cuz that would have been Olympic history right there. The Russian and Canadian women had reeeeeally big, nice eyes. And booties. :) Oh, and the best overheard quote so far in the Olympics is the Canadian woman after she got silver instead of rightfully getting the gold since they were the best tonight: "I'm sweating like a pig! My armpits. . ." Hehe Good stuff. Also, the Russian dude was the goofiest looking doof I have ever seen. He always had this kooky look on his face . . . I dunno whether it was exultation or confusion. Hehe Aight, I'mma finish studying.

Sup sup. Daaaaaamn am I tired or what? Argh, I'm freaking tired. Guess how today went. Yup you're right on target. It was not a very favorable one. First of all, I got another bad grade on the other Spansih quiz, I got a freaking 70 on the English test, and I had a migraine for the whole afternoon. And guess what more? The nurse isn't in on Mondays, and the teachers aren't allowed to give me medicine since only the nurse can, so I had to tough it out until I got home. Which was like 5 hours later. I took some Motrin, but it has done NOTHING to ease my headache. I've gotta study for two tests: Spanish and Computer. Argh. And I didn't see any honeys on the train today, so that sucked. However, I did see older women (in their mid-late twenties), and they were fiiiine. New York has its share of fine women, and I guess I wouldn't mind continuing to live here when I reach my mid-twenties.

Sup sup. Well, today was a rather good day. However, I could have gotten more work done . . . but screw it dammit! I needed the rest. Right now all I still absolutely have to do today is study for my Theo test tomorrow, which by the way, I am going to bomb. Ah wellz, it's not like I'm going to be getting an Honors card this tri. So let's review today: I woke up at 9:30 cuz my alarm didn't go off, ate breakfast, and went to CCD. Brian wasn't in today again, so I had to handle the class by myself. They were freaking crazy. These kids are so rambunctious it's horrible. Some of the boys were even wrestling each other in class. However, before it got out of hand, I believe I did well in conducting a questionnaire session. Oh, and I absolutely must comment on Kristina. Aight, she's in this situation, I forgot if I mentioned it a coupla weeks ago. But anyways, a coupla weeks ago, she got together with this dude (a regular nice AFC), and she "liked" him sorta, cuz he's "sweet." Hahaha What a load of crap. Then just two weeks later, one of the AFC's friends, Carlos, is starting to flirt with Kris. She used to like him, and so she's going to try and see if she can get together with Carlos. Poor AFC chump, he's gonna get dumped for his friend. Hahaha. Once again, the nice guy loses. Okay, enough of that. So after CCD, we go to mass, and after that Chui, Leo, Eben, Rob, and I hunt for some girls to practice some DJ skills on. We don't find any. Bleh. Must be cuz it's a Sunday. Rob DID talk to a girl, but he sees her every day at school, so she doesn't count. I went home, did some homework, and then watched the NBA All-Star game. Wowies! That was some HOT shit in that game. Alley-oops, behind the back passes, threes all over the place, everything! The absolute coolest dunk of the game was definitely Tracy McGrady's self-pass off the backboard. Maaaad hot. Well, gotta finish up my studying. I didn't get my history essay done as planned, but I can do that over the week. I think I'll start that tomorrow during my hour free at lunch. Dammit, I just remembered I have 5 tests in 3 days. Argh. Let's see, English and Theo tests tom, Computer and Spanish tests on Tues, and a Math test on Wed. Not to mention I'll have normal homework every night and quizzes here and there. Argh. Ah wellz, once I get through another Hell on Earth Week, I'mma be fine. Cuz it'll be vacation!!!! Woooooohooooo!

Well. I just finished The Great Gatsby, and I have to say it was a satisfying read. But damn. Gatsby is the epitomy of AFC. For five freaking years he hoped to get back the love of his life, whom he had known only for one month. And then he was still chasing her even after she had married this other dude. It's a crazy story. And y'know, soon I'm going to start approaching girls on the street or in public places when I'm hanging out with CHui or Eben or something like that. I gotta practice. And what's bad is that I barely have time to, since I'm always buried by work even on weekends. It's hard being in Regis. Sometimes I wish I had never gone ot this school and instead had gone to some easier school so I could have more free time, or at least to Townsend Harris so that I could at least get some more sleep. Oh the troubles of life.

Sup sup. Dammit, I'm still sore from working out on Thursday. I think it's cuz I didn't get enough sleep Thursday night and it was the first time I worked out in quite a while. Oh wellz. Anyways, I got 10 hours of sleep last night, and I feel refreshed. I was talking to Candíce last night, and I think I might have motivated her enough to talk to that guy she likes. When I thought about it, a guy picking up a girl and a girl picking up a guy is basically the same thing. Talk to em, make em laugh, kino, and then get the number/ask for a date. Simple really. Oh that reminds me, I found a really fun game that I think we can play. Basically, you and a group of friends heads to a place packed with hunnies, and then one at a time, the group picks a hottie for you to pickup. The only thing is that the girl can't be ugly or too old or too young (must be within at least 3 years of your age). If you score the digits, you get a point. At the end of the day, tally the points for the winner. Yeah, I think this shit could be REALLY fun, as long as everyone is willing to try and approach. I know me, Eben, and Rob would prolly do it. Dunno bout Chui and Leo, cuz they are sorta shy. And we could even put in a pool of cash to win. Like 5 bucks each, and then that would be 25 bucks. Niiiice. That would provide even more added incentive. Hehe

Sup sup. I'm sore right now from working out yesterday. Hmm. Well, from now on, I think I'll lift weights like twice a week so I can get some buffness. After one workout, I've already noticed some more tone returning to my form. Good stuff. Well, anyways, this morning was a harsh one. I felt so stressed out, and felt exhausted and freaking plain old felt bad. But the rest of the day was great. I kicked ass on my chem quiz, hopefully I did well on the Span quiz, and I did well in the other classes. After school, I went to games club for about 45 minutes, and played some Boggle with Bruce, Dan, and Noel. I did well, and when I got on a roll, I got on a ROLL. In one game, I won by like 15 points. Muahaha. I love that game, especially when I have good competition. Then Noel, Francisco, and I went to play billiards, and I did well today. When I was on, I was on. And we saw Quang there, I played him, and lost once really badly, once lost by one or two balls, and beat him once, but only cuz he gave me a handicap (when I scratched, he just played the cue ball wherever it stopped, except if it went in the pocket of course). So good day overall.

You know, I was just thinking something. I was reading Alie's and Candíce's blogs, and they like these guys right. And they don't do anything about it, at least that's what I understand from reading their stuff. Anyways, I'm just wondering if they read this, perhaps they go talk to the guy. Then they'd know the fear that a guy has before approaching a hot girl. And another thing: Is it taboo for a girl to ask out a guy? Personally, I'd be rather flattered, and I was attracted to the girl, then I'd go out with her. But if I don't like her, then I guess it's too bad. I dunno, but maybe other guys might think the girl is a slut or something. But that shouldn't be. A girl who takes the initiative to ask a guy out knows what she wants and does what is necessary and feasible to obtain it. Well, right now I still have to do Chem and Spanish, and that will take me til 12 something at the very least. I don't feel overwhelmed though. Instead, I feel content. Strange how I go through so many different emotions in a week. One day it's Mr. Bitcher, next day it's Energizer Bunny, next it's Mellow Bob, and then it's plain ol' J-Rey. Well, I did see a cutie on the train today, made eye contact, but I was waiting until she prolonged it a bit until I did the eyebrow flash, but ah wellz. I eventually started dozing, so that was screwed. Oh yeah! My mom and sis made chocolate chip cookies today! Woohoo. The first batch they kinda burnt though, but the rest were deeeeelish. hehe I can't wait til weekend. But, this weekend isn't going to be a real weekend. I'm going to be doing work the entire time. Next week I have 5 tests in three days and 2 reports due. Now that I think about it, I'm getting nervous. Breathe, breathe. Time for me to finish up my work.

Sup. Aight, so today wasn't THAT bad. I really have to learn to restructure my time. And Ms Basile was out today, so I was able to play a lil ball and read some Great Gatsby. And guess what? The first time I decide to not attend the intramural game is when something BIG happens. Aight, so what happened was this kid got the ball stolen from him, and when he tried to get it back, he inadvertently fouled him, and it looked like he was trying to punch the second kid. So Fogarty absolutely EXPLODES, starts yelling stuff like, "Kids have gotten expelled for doing worse things than that!!!" Then the kid talked back to Fogarty and he starts yelling some more I think. Then here's the craziest part: he was so pissed that when he kicked one of those swingdoors open, he knocked it out of its hinge! Freaking freaking freaking craaaaazy. In gym class today, I made another goal in lacrosse, and this time it was all the way down from the OTHER end of the court. It normally wouldn't have counted, but since I wasn't aiming (I shot it backwards, meaning to pass it downcourt) it did count. In the end, we made a great effort from 3 down to tie it up at 8, and that was that. Afterschool, I worked out for the first time since like November or December. It felt good.

Sup. Well, today was a grand day. I think I did well on the geometry final, and I got an Honors on my Chem test. Even though Ms Basile was in today, class wasn't too bad, and she didn't give us any homework. I was able to finish my history reading in school, and the rest of the classes were ok. The best part of today was in gym class, where I felt good on the court for the first time in quite a while. We were supposed to wrestle, but Fogarty doesn't like wrestling, so instead we played b-ball. At first I was a bit disjointed, and then I sat myself out. While on the bench, I overhear Fogarty and Coach Hobson talking bout someone, and I heard something like, "Oh yeah, he doesn't do anything. . ." I don't know if they were talking about me, but still, when I came in, I was energified. Hehe Yes, I know that's not a word. Anyways, I was energified, and right away I got a steal, fast break, and a layup. Next trip downcourt, I got a sweet nuttin but net shot. Then afterwards, I got like 5 or so rebounds. Afterschool, I finished history as aforementioned, and then went to ACS dinner. I ate quail for the first time, and it was rather tasty. A bit bony though. After dinner, I went to St. Mike's to judge some stuff in the science fair. They had some ok projects this year. Decent, but not great. I saw Cynthia, Jessica, Stephanie, Joana, Kristina, Erika, and Rita today. Eh, I classify them into the LJBF group since they've known me for so long and I wouldn't try hitting on them, so they're out. I didn't have time for too many convos anyway, since I destroyed some projects with my killer questions of death. Hehe Oh yeah! I got about 7 hours of sleep last night, that's why I'm in such a good mood. Well, right now, since I don't have too much homework, I'll play a bit of NBA2k2, and then I'll read some Great Gatsby, and then look over Spanish and then bedtime for me! Yeah!

Well. It's set. I'm not going to be attending the dance this Friday cuz of the massive amount of homework I'm going to have this weekend. I have to do two reports, and in addition to that, I have to study for 3 tests. My head hurts. I had a horrible day today. Let's begin, shall we? Aight, so I wake up, feel like shit, and I start bitching. I'm really grumpy today, and I'm in a really pissed off mood. So anyways, clumsy me gets pissed off when I have to swipe my Metrocard like 20 times before the stall accepted it, and so I slam the turn-stile thingie and it slams me back right above the knee. Argh. More ranting and bitching, and I get on the train. No expresses. Argh. So I go to one train, and then they say there is going to be one express. So I hurry off to the express. Luckily I had picked up a glass of Starbucks mochachino from home, and for the first time I relented and I allowed myself to use drugs (aka caffeine) to help me through the day. It sorta helped in the morning, I didn't feel sleepy. Then the afternoon kicked in, and bang, I'm starting to doze in class. Anyways, Ms Basile was out again today, which rocked. I hear she's got bronchitis, so she may be out for a coupla more days. I really hope she's out tomorrow, just one more day, so I can do stuff I need to do. Let's see, right now I should read that chapter in history for the quiz Thurs, but I have a headache from studying for the geometry final tomorrow. So if Ms. Basile is out just one more day, I can finish that history shit, and get some more of Great Gatsby done. I have about 160 pgs left, and it's not too hard of a read as long as I'm not sleepy, or else it's off to sleepy land I go. Oh yeah, for the first time in quite a while, I missed my stop on the way home from school. I only did that like in September of frosh year. This took the cake though, cuz I realized I missed my stop and got off at Wall Street. Hehe I just closed my eyes for a second, and bang. There I was at Wall Street. Ok, I'm ready for the geometry final tomorrow. Tomorrow's only Wednesday. Argh. Just 3 days til weekend . . . I am so weary of this shit. I think I'm going crazy dammit. Well, at least that's how I felt today. So many freaking moodswings. First I'm pissed off, then quite, then bitching, then yelling, then headache. I need fucking sleep. Time for me to sleep.

Aight peoples. Today was an ok day. I just got back from my doctor's appointment. For the first time in a while, even though I have quite a bit of homework to do tonight, I am choosing not to feel overwhelmed. I am just accepting the fact that I must do this shit, absolutely must, and thus I am going to do it. If I concentrate my ass off, I think I can finish all this stuff in about 3 hours, as long as I don't start dozing. And that means if I'm able to do so, I can finish by 11, and hopefully get a lot of sleep. Tomorrow I'm going to be cramming like crazy all the theorems and postulates for the Geometry final, and then on Wednesday I'm not going to have much time for reports and what-have-you because I have the ACS dinner that night and also I want to judge the science fair.

Well, a coupla things I have to say. First off, wow! The Rams were beaten by the New England Patriots as regulation time expired! This was after the Rams came back from 14 down to tie the game in the fourth quarter. Crazy ish. Great game. Next thing I have to say is that Malcolm in the Middle is mad funny. Finally, I just checked the Doc Trix's page, and I just learned that I have to read the Great Gatsby by next Monday. This is harsh. So this week I have to study for Math, read Gatsby, do two reports, and also my normal homework if I want to go to the dance this Friday. This is going to be rough. And when I was just cleaning out my folder right now, I remembered I have Theo to do. (sigh)

Sup. Well, I am rather pleased. All I have to do now is just finish the last paragraph for my American Studies report, write a Spanish poem, and review a bit of Math while watching the Superbowl! Yeehaw. I had my belated b-day party w/ the family today, and we ate out in some Chinese buffet place. I got some really good shirts I like, and my cuz gave me some cargo pants that is 3 inches too big! She said it's cuz that's how breakers are, and I can just wear a belt. I tried it, it seems ok with belt so it prolly (hopefully) won't fall off when I break. Aight, my plan this week is this: finish two reports during the weekday so I can go to the dance on Friday. I really want to test out some of the new DJ techniques.

Sup sup. Dammit, I haven't started any work as of yet today, and I really have to finish my American Studies paper tonight. Argh, I hate procrastinating. Okay, I really have to start soon. And dammit, why the hell did we have to get so much homework in Math and Spanish this weekend? It's Superbowl weekend for goodness sakes, why the hell would we be loaded with work? Huh? HUH!? (sigh) Moving on, today I had a good eye contact experience with a girl. I went to Mass today with instead of going tomorrow since I'm going to eat out with my family for lunch. There, I saw a pretty decent looking girl who led the singing in front of the church on the mike. Anyways, I made eye contact, kept it, and when I went for Eucharist I looked her square in the eyes and gave the slightest smirk. After that, I noticed her looking at me a coupla times, and I thought I might have been thinking too positively until my mom asked me after mass whether I knew her cuz she kept on looking at me. :D That was great, and I prolly would have went up to her after mass and started up a convo and even give a small compliment on her nice voice, but I was with my family so I wouldn't be comfortable getting a girl's number in front of my mum. Yup yup, I'm getting the hang of this DJ shtuff. (Grins)

What's up? Well, I did not kick ass on the Spanish quiz, and my second tri slumpage continues. However, I did perform well in my other classes today. Good stuff. Hmm, well besides that, I had a good day overall playing basketball. I did well both on defense and offense. I even got my first (I think) putback in midair. I just jumped for the rebound and tipped it in. Kickass! And Games Club, I played Life with Bruce, Dan, and two other guys whose names I forget. I got second place! Woohoo. Then I went home, and on the bus home, oh damn, I saw a really funny sight. Aight, there was this guy there in his 50s or something like that. He had this strange look on his face, and seemingly was getting great pleasure out of popping those plastic bubble wraps. It was soo funny. I was sitting across from this girl, and we looked at each other, smiled, looked at the guy, and started cracking up. We tried to hide it, but the sight of a this dude was hilarious. I woulda talked to the girl, but she got off next stop. Argh, two days in a row. Next time again though. I need sleep.